Master Bo saw the spell behind me and guessed that something must have happened to me in Zongqingguan.

I didn't want to hide it anymore, so I told him: I have been controlled by Zong Qingguan's people and become their puppet.

It's just that I hope he can believe that I still believe in the morality of the Louguan School.

Seeing that I was unwilling to hand over the "Taiping Technique", the master said with a wry smile: "You keep saying that you believe in the Louguan School, but you want to do something to deceive the teacher and destroy the ancestors." If you really think that you are still a member of the Louguan School, you should give me the book and let me destroy this thing. ”

I can't quibble, but I must not give the book to the master, and I must not watch him set himself on fire.

I thought that if I handed over the book to Song Xuyun, I would be able to better disguise myself, and he would definitely think that I would not hesitate to betray the Louguan faction and be loyal to the Gen organization.

The master sat down on the ground in a decadent manner, looked at me with tears in his eyes, and said, "Since you came in just now, I have seen the scar on your forehead. But I didn't ask, I know, it must be related to the Taoist priests of Zong Qingguan. I only hope that we, the last of the Louguan faction, can live in peace. However, if you really fall and follow the group of people who follow Zong Qingguan, how can you be worthy of your ancestor and your master's teachings. You have forgotten what your master said to you on his deathbed. ”

How can I forget, be a good man, four words.

These are the master's last words, and they are also my greatest expectations.

After I returned to Qingshan Town from Zong Qingguan, the master must have found some clues, but he didn't say anything, and even when I used forbidden techniques, he didn't find out.

He just hopes that I can be a good person and realize that I have lost my way.

Master Bo persuaded me: "The Louguan faction is at the end of its rope, give me the book, and I will self-immolate in front of Song Xuyun and them with the book." You, the disciples of the Louguan Sect, also disbanded yourself and stopped cultivating. Go back to your home and live your life in peace. ”

However, how can it be so easy, Song Xuyun and they will definitely not give up.

Once you are in the chess game, you can never leave.

Master Bo looked at me and continued: "You are still young, the road of life is very long, forget the Louguan School, forget the Taoism, forget everything, marry a girl, and live this life well." ”

I also thought about it, but the person I want is already a ghost, and my life is incomplete.

I also want to find out the culprit who killed Zhao Xiaoxue and avenge her.

I shook my head and smiled wryly.

The master said regretfully, "Why are you obsessed? ”

I smiled bitterly: "You don't know how powerful Zong Qingguan is, I am controlled by them, and I can't leave it anymore." ”

Seeing that he couldn't persuade me, the master said, "If you have a heart, why can't you leave it." Are you already obsessed with Taoism now, trying to use this book to gain Song Xuyun's trust, and finally become a part of Zong Qingguan? ”

It seems to be a misunderstanding of the master, but it happened to be said in my heart.

Now, am I really obsessed with the power of Taoism, the so-called compromise is just to gain Song Xuyun's trust, so that I can concentrate on practicing my Taoism, and look forward to one day, I can take revenge, become a powerful Taoist, and become an immortal.

In this way, how much difference is there between me and the Gen organization? It's just that everyone's methods are different, and it seems more cruel.

All of this is nothing but human desire.

Seeing that I was in a daze again, the master hurriedly stretched out his hand and tried to snatch the book from my arms.

But I was younger, reacted quickly, and dodged.

Master Bo said sharply: "You really want to betray your morality and work for those people of Zong Qingguan? If so, it is better to take the place of your master and expel you from the sect. Although the Louguan faction is weak, there has never been a traitor. ”

I hurriedly kowtowed and said with tears in my eyes: "I don't know how to explain, I can only hope that you can believe me, I will never forget the teachings of my master, you are the last elder of my Louguan School, you are my relative, I can't watch you self-immolation, I can't do it." No matter how much you resent me, I understand. Now, I have to give the book to Song Xuyun. There are many things waiting for me, and many others are waiting for me. ”

With that, I stood up, took my book, and left the room without looking back.

When I came to the courtyard of Guanzhong, I walked up to Song Xuyun and handed him the book.

He took it with a smile and whispered in my ear, "I know you're not feeling well now, but you'll be relieved in the future." Look, your master is still standing behind and watching you. ”

I tilted my head, and I saw what looked like the master was standing in the doorway of the room.

However, I didn't have the courage to look at him, I didn't know whether I gave the book to Song Xuyun to save my uncle or for myself.

It's just that this is the path I have chosen, and I have to go on.

I glanced at Song Xuyun and said, "When the matter is done, can I leave?" ”

Song Xuyun asked with a smile: "Didn't your master ask you to come here for lunch at noon, why are you going back now?" ”

I felt a wave of nausea and wanted to gag. I don't know if it's because of Song Xuyun's words or because of myself.

Song Xuyun didn't continue to embarrass me, patted me on the shoulder, and said, "Go back, in the evening, your master will naturally go back to inform you, and we will enter the mountain together." ”

So, I left the town without looking back.

Like a lost dog, I fled the town, and my heart was extremely uncomfortable.

On the road in the mountains, as I walked, I suddenly fell, sat on the ground, and began to cry.

I have countless grievances in my heart, but I can't say them.

I know I'm sorry for the master, I'm sorry for the master. However, I want to live, I want revenge, and now I can only live in humility.

I'm an ant, a worm, not worth mentioning.

It took me a long time to calm down and return to Daoist Bay again.

I didn't go into the house, because I seemed to have lost the courage to face the master's tablet, and I looked at the river of life flowing under the rice field.

Sometimes, I wonder what a human being is and what Taoism is.

Taoism has a saying that "my life is up to me, not to heaven", but in reality, I feel the helplessness of life and the ruthlessness of fate.

Daoshu, can you really control your own destiny?

I really want to retreat, I want to leave Daoist Bay, return to Song Bay, and be Song Hao, an ordinary farmer.

However, I also know that such a simple dream has now become a luxury, and there is no going back.

I just sat on the edge of the rice field, looking at the river in front of me, motionless.

Until the evening, suddenly, a crow flew over and landed in front of me.

I know that this is my master, Dao Gu, who has come to inform me that I am ready to enter the mountain.

I drew a doppelganger talisman, turned into a doppelganger, followed the crow, and left Taoist Bay.

The doppelganger walked for several miles, and finally gathered around Dao Gu on the mountain road.

The Gen organization came to Qingshan Town, and it was estimated that there were more than 30 people, Song Xuyun and Su Xuanke, and a few of them borrowed the Taoist temple in the town, under the pretense of condoling the master. More people should be hidden around Qingshan Town.

Now that they have entered the deep forest, they have all gathered together and acted together.

I joined the team, no one noticed, I was just a puppet, a dog.

I followed Aunt Dao, and she handed me a backpack and said that it was full of field supplies and told me to change it.

I put on my jacket and changed my shoes, but I continued to tie my legs and follow the large army, along the path, into the mountains together.

And my body is still sitting on the edge of the rice field, unable to let go for a long time.

The sky had already darkened, and Zhao Xiaoxue appeared silently, sitting beside me, leaning on me gently, and did not speak.

I will tell her what happened today.

After listening to this, she just gently took my hand and wrote a word on my hand.

"The Way".

I whispered, "Dao? Then he looked at her.

She opened her eyes wide, looked at me, nodded, and said, "You are a Taoist priest, and every cultivator has his own morality. In the final analysis, the morality of the Louguan sect that you believe in is nothing more than the morality of your grandfather, who passed on the Tao he thought to you. ”

Indeed, we say that it is a branch of the Louguan School, but in fact, morally, it has a big difference from the original Louguan School.

Zhao Xiaoxue continued: "In everyone's heart, they have their own way, and they will establish their own morality. Now that the world has changed, the Louguan faction is weak, you, as the last mountain guard, already have your own way in your heart, why have you been hesitating, have been hesitating, why can't you follow your own morality and move forward bravely? ”

"The past can't be changed, and you can't get rid of the Gen organization now, since you have decided to be far away, why are you afraid to go alone."

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