Chapter 205: Departure
I turned my back on the morality of the Louguan School and dedicated the "Taiping Technique" to Song Xuyun.
I don't know if it's to save the master who is about to set himself on fire, or to steal my life.
It's just that the inner struggle makes me miserable.
When it was dark, Zhao Xiaoxue came to me, and I told her about my depression, but she didn't say nice things to cover it up for me.
Instead, he questioned my heart what morality was.
If I continue to wander, continue to sit on the edge of the rice field and look at the river of life. The past has already happened and will not change, so it is better to plan for the future than this.
The morality of our Louguan school here is nothing but the morality of the ancestors.
Times are changing, and if we hold on to it, we can only perish.
As a mountain guard, in fact, in my heart, I already have my own way.
In the Zhangjia Ancestral Hall, I saw greed, in Zongqingguan, I saw cruelty, in Qingtan Town, I saw helplessness, and in Langshan, I saw reincarnation.
It's all the dark side of the Word.
At the same time, I saw kindness, integrity, and unyielding love, and love that transcends time.
These are the positive side of the Tao.
In my heart, I have formed my own way, which is neither righteous nor evil, and it is unrestrained.
The Tao is not limited by worldly concepts, but those who cultivate the Tao establish their own morality, besiege the Tao, and abide by it.
When Zhao Xiaoxue asked me about the current morality, I obviously felt its existence, but I couldn't say it.
It has Zhuangzi's freedom and ease, Laozi's transparency, and Yin Xi's scrupulousness.
I looked at Zhao Xiaoxue and said, "I can feel it, but I can't say it." ”
Zhao Xiaoxue smiled and said, "It seems that sometimes language has limitations. If you know what you believe in and what you want to achieve, why don't you work hard and still linger here? ”
My goal is clear: to eradicate the Gen tissue once and for all.
However, I said softly: "It's just that now, I can't give up, I feel sorry for the master, sorry for the master and the grandfather." ”
Zhao Xiaoxue stared at my eyes and said, "But, even if you can't give it up, can you be worthy of them if you don't do anything now?" Now that you know your morality, you know your purpose. Go and work hard to achieve it, show your masters and uncles that you are still you, and you are still a Taoist priest of the Louguan School. That's the best explanation for them, isn't it? ”
Zhao Xiaoxue's few words were like a shot in the arm for me.
Refresh me.
Yes, instead of dwelling on your past here, you should prepare for the future.
I stood up, took her in my arms, and said with a smile: "You are really a roundworm in my stomach, and you know me well." ”
Zhao Xiaoxue smiled: "Can't you have a better analogy, why don't you say that I am the Zhuge in your heart." ”
I smiled and said, "Yes, yes, the Zhuge in my heart will always live in my heart, strategizing and winning thousands of miles." ”
Zhao Xiaoxue patted me lightly and said that there was no positive image.
We held hands and went to the house to prepare our things.
It is estimated that after a while, the wolf king and the people of the Daomen should come.
I want to take Zhao Xiaoxue with me, but Jueyu is already damaged, and it is a bit dangerous to let her in now. The piece of jade that contained the souls of wolves and humans, I didn't want to let her in. Li Qingfeng's soul jade was left in Song Bay by me.
Now there is no extra jade around me to possess the soul.
I was worried, when I suddenly saw the bedside table, thought of the words written by Zhao Xiaoxue last night, and thought of the finishing touch.
I can paint, let Zhao Xiaoxue's soul be attached to the painting, as long as I take it to the gate of hell, enter the cave, there is no sun, and she can follow me.
I will think about it and tell Zhao Xiaoxue.
Zhao Xiaoxue smiled: "It's better to be like this, you draw me, I paint you." In this way, I am not alone in the painting. ”
Soon after, the two of us made a painting with a finishing touch, and it was born.
Although it is not as good as the ancients, it is still like a god.
In the background of the painting is Daoist Bay, and Zhao Xiaoxue and I are snuggled up to the rice field, with the rushing river in front of us.
Zhao Xiaoxue handed me the pen and said with a smile: "The ancients liked inscriptions, so you can also write a few lines of poetry in response to the occasion." ”
I smiled and took it, but after thinking about it, I didn't know what to write. I thought of the lovesick sentence that Zhao Xiaoxue wrote last night, so I directly inscribed: Decline and decline, Hu does not return?
Zhao Xiaoxue looked at me after writing, blushed a little, and said angrily: "Did you peek at what I wrote?" ”
I nodded and said with a smile: "I remember that it's autumn now, why are there still people staying in spring." ”
Zhao Xiaoxue turned her head away and ignored me.
I touched it a few times, and she turned to me and said, "By the way, you haven't eaten yet, and you're going to leave soon." I'll go make you something to eat. ”
With that, he blushed and went to the kitchen.
I left the painting in the hall and hung it to dry.
I knelt in front of the wooden statue of the ancestor and the tablet of the master, and arched my hand and said, "The ancestor is above, and the master is above." Song Hao, a junior who did something against his master today, did not ask for forgiveness, but only hoped that the ancestor and the master could bless the master and the disciples of our Louguan sect with safety. The disciple accidentally got into someone else's affairs and could never get out of it. If the disciples can't return and can't make incense offerings for you, please bear with me. ”
After saying that, I kowtowed to the front.
Then he got up, lit a large handful of incense, and burned it in the censer.
Soon, Zhao Xiaoxue in the kitchen called me to eat.
We sat in the kitchen like a husband and wife, but she had dishes and chopsticks in front of her, and she couldn't eat anything in the world.
I ate with my head covered, I went by myself, Zhao Xiaoxue will stay in hell, and she will never come back to cook for me, and she has a little parting.
The same is true for Zhao Xiaoxue, although we can still get together in the future, but it will be a long time later. She sat across from me and watched me eat. Suddenly, she thought of something, returned to her room, and after a while, took out my robe.
This robe was prepared for me by the master when I first came to Daoist Bay. I encountered a lot of things in the middle, and now it is in tatters, and it is usually sewn by the master or myself, which makes it even more ugly.
Now that I take it out, the patches I saw have been taken off, and now they are re-patched by Zhao Xiaoxue with cloth of similar color, which looks much better.
After eating, she let me try it on, and the robe was also improved by her to make it fit better.
Zhao Xiaoxue stood next to me, looked at me and nodded, and said, "It's just the same as what was staged on TV now, a bit fairy-like, elegant and natural." It used to be like a little flower child. ”
I smiled and couldn't help but look in the mirror, and now I look much more energetic.
At the cuffs, a small flower is seen sewn out.
I remember that there was a patch, and I put the cuff in front of my eyes, and it was an orchid flower embroidered with red thread.
I looked at Zhao Xiaoxue, and she smiled: "If the patch is patched here, it will make up the cuff cloth too thick, so I simply embroider a flower here to cover it." ”
I laughed and said, "It's not a flower, it's you." ”
In my heart, she is like an orchid flower in the mountains.
People in the mountains know that every spring, when you go up the mountain, there are all kinds of colorful flowers on the mountain.
But there is one kind, which is more special.
It's the orchid flower.
It loves shade, grows in damp and dark places, many of them are on the edge of steep cliffs, and the orchid grass is like a weed, and the flowers hide in the grass, which appears hidden.
Sometimes, you don't notice it at all, but you feel its presence, and its fragrance is far away.
Zhao Xiaoxue is the orchid flower in my heart.
Whether I saw it or not, she was there because I could feel her fragrance all the time.
When Zhao Xiaoxue heard me say that she was a bluegrass flower, she just smiled, approached me, and straightened my neckline for me.
I took her in my arms, and the two of them stood there, motionless, feeling each other.
I go to hell here, and I don't know when we will see each other again.
On the bridge, she had to endure years of loneliness. In the world, I had to go through tribulations before I could eradicate the Gen tissue completely.
All of this is a challenge for us.
In the future, it will be difficult for us to comfort each other.
Suddenly, I heard a cough, turned my head, and saw Liu Bo, the wolf king, standing at the door of the kitchen, looking at us awkwardly.
Zhao Xiaoxue and I hurriedly let go.
The wolf king smiled: "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, but it's about the same time, and the people from the Daomen have already come." ”
I went out with him, and saw that the Taoist priest and several of them were standing on the rice field, and when they saw me coming out, they nodded their heads to say hello.
I turned behind me, stretched out my hand, and said to Zhao Xiaoxue, "Get ready to go." ”
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