Eighth, it's different
After the family left, I scratched the difference between the two of us in my notebook, I was three years older than him, although the relationship between our teachers and students can be considered normal when he works, but is it acceptable in the eyes of others?
My family is in the countryside, my parents are farmers, and the family conditions are not very good, listening to the way the family said, his parents should be in business, although the family is not rich and expensive, but it is also a well-off family, can his parents accept me?
I look ordinary, my personality is calm, he is young and handsome, he always attracts bees and butterflies, will he still think I am so good after a long time?
I should be a teacher on campus in my life, he is ambitious, he will definitely get ahead in the future, can our life be so simple and happy in the future?
The more I think about it, the more panicked I become, and I simply don't think about it anymore, as long as we are with a family, we always have to face it. The development of their company is really good, one project after another comes in, and often there are new things just after the end of the matter.
I also started to sign up for further studies on my own, using my spare time to recharge my batteries. On weekends, I also run a cram school with teachers from the same school, which is dedicated to tutoring the children of the teachers in the school, passing the time and earning some extra money.
Of course, as long as I come back from the family, I will definitely put aside everything and concentrate on accompanying him, and there is no way to let us spend less and less time together.
Now the days are much more fulfilling than before, and although I am tired every day, my mood is much better. When I got married, I was so tired and told me not to go to any cram school, he would make money to support me in the future, I smiled, how can the life of two people be supported by only one person. I said a few times that I didn't listen to me and didn't insist on getting married a few times, but I still said a few words to me when I was tired and anxious.
This weekend, the family finally finished the things at hand and could take a break for two days, and came back very late last night, and after a simple wash, he fell into bed and slept until now.
I got up lightly and ran to the kitchen to start cooking for him. In order to replenish the body of the family, I learned to cook, and now I also make a good soup, every time he comes back, I always cook for him to eat more of his favorite meals, and then make a pot of soup for him to take home.
The dishes were stuffed in the pot, the soup was stewed, and the family had not woken up yet. I crept into the bedroom and quietly lay on the edge of the bed looking at the sleeping family.
Looking at it, I suddenly remembered that I used to have a family that liked to stare at me quietly while I was asleep. I can't remember how long it has been since I woke up in his affectionate gaze, and since when I never heard him say that he liked me the most. I don't know, I thought about it for a long time, and I started to panic. I couldn't help but climb into bed and wrap my arms around myself, trying to use his body temperature to drive away the panic in my heart.
"Huh? Jiabao, what's wrong with you? After some action, Chengjia was woken up by me and asked in a daze. I didn't know what to say, so I could only desperately trap myself in the arms of the family, and the tears began to fall into my eyes again, and the hot tears dripped on the shoulders of the family.
"Jiabao, Jiabao, what's wrong with you, why are you crying again?" Feeling my tears, the family began to get anxious and wanted to raise my head to look at me.
"Chengjia, there must be a lot of girls around you who like you, if you don't like me one day, you must tell me, I won't pester you." I ducked, pressed my head and face against his chest, listening to the sound of his heartbeat.
"It doesn't matter to me no matter how much they like me, there is only one you in this world, I don't want them, I just want you! As long as you, silly treasure! He pressed my shoulders and I looked up to focus on his tender eyes. Looking at his pampering and loving face, my heart shook heavily, and tears overflowed from my eyes, I was so moved!
Cheng Jia nodded my forehead helplessly, helped me wipe away my tears, and looked down at me affectionately. The kisses that rained down on my forehead, cheeks, lips, shoulders, everything happened so naturally, so gently and urgently.
At this time, I was willing, and I thought that as long as I got married, I would give it to him. But at last he stopped, kissed me the corner of the mouth, and then rolled over and got up.
"Jiabao, when did you start to be so unconfident, your man is very good, but it's not so likable, isn't it? I only need you one! After getting up, he left this sentence and went to wash. I was lying alone in bed, with joy and a touch of sourness in my heart, it was different, some things were really different.
The weekend passed quickly, and the busy days of starting a family began again, and I couldn't do it as calmly as before. During this time, as if I was afraid of losing something, I started calling and texting him every day, and I would also ask him about his work.
At the beginning of starting a family, I had to answer the phone, I had to reply to the text messages, and I would patiently tell me about things at work. After a long time, he couldn't stand this kind of "fatigue bombardment", and sometimes he couldn't say a few words after answering the phone, and the text message was simplified to a few words.
At this time, I completely lost myself, became a little aggressive, and began to be uneasy to play with small things, and the more uneasy I was, the more I wanted to be in control. Love really can't be deliberately controlled, the more you want to grasp your love, the easier it is to lose yourself, lose your principles, and lose the tolerance and understanding that you should maintain with each other.