7. His past
I don't know how long I've been empty, but I didn't come back to my senses until I felt someone pull my quilt, and I came back from a family. I looked up and saw Cheng Jia standing in front of me sweating profusely, with a serious expression, but I knew that it was a sign of his nervousness, and often the more serious he behaved, the more nervous he became.
Seeing that I was finally willing to look at him, his serious expression became a little gentle, but he still didn't say a word, just took my hand and led me to the coffee table in the living room. There were a bunch of certificates and a few photo albums on the coffee table, and I looked at Chengjia in confusion.
"Jiabao, didn't you say you don't know my past, this is all I have, my previous life. Now I'm going to tell you all about them, I didn't think it was necessary, two people were enough to be together, I didn't ask you what you think, if you want to know, then I'll let you know about my world, my life, so that you can't leave me, okay? "When Cheng Jia spoke, his hands were unconsciously forced, and my arms hurt.
In fact, just seeing his nervous appearance, his heart had already softened. I don't know when I started to love him so much, so much so that my heartbreak can be ignored in an instant in the face of his sadness. It turns out that forgiveness is only related to the depth of love, and there is as much love as there is.
I walked over to the coffee table, sat down on the couch, and began to look through the photo album in front of me. Chengjia also sat down beside me, holding me in his lap and locking me in his arms in a gesture that could not be refused. Then he began to accompany me to see those photos, telling me which ones were when he was a child, which were his family, what fun things he had when he was a child, what awards he had won, and what naughty things he had done for his mother to chase after him.
I couldn't help but laugh when I talked about those naughty and fun places, and I couldn't help but think in my heart, now I look at him outside every day, and I was so naughty when I was a child. Seeing that I finally smiled, Chengjia hugged me tightly, put his forehead against mine, and muttered, "Jiabao, it's me who is not good, I should have told you this earlier." It's all my fault that makes you so sad. ”
I realized more and more that love is such a feeling, and even if my heart is full of pain, I will feel happy. I used to like this sentence very much, even if I have the world, maybe I will still have a lot of requests; But only I have him, and even if I don't have a place in this world, I will be satisfied.
I am truly grateful for the arrangement of fate to arrange for a family to come into my life, although it disturbed my peaceful life; But it was he who opened a different chapter in my life and took me to a different kind of youth. It gives me the courage to try different lives, face new challenges, and learn and grow in them, instead of sticking to my own walls along the trajectory of ordinary life. Like a cookie-cutter storybook, you can see the end from the beginning.
The next day, the family took a day off to stay with me at school, and our lives returned to normal, as if the hurt had never come. As for the girl, although the family has always said that they are just former classmates, and helping her is also because of the family's entrustment, I have a feeling that the girl and the family are not so simple. However, this anxiety and doubt were quickly dispelled by the sweetness of being with the family, and I did not continue to delve into it.