"Where are you?" Rushing Rain asked again, her tone revealing infinite anxiety, "I'll go over to find you immediately." ”

"I'm ......," the rosary sniffed, "I'm in the 'cat air'." ”

"The Ming Dynasty will meet, I have something urgent to go first." Rushing rain hung up the phone, explained to Zhai Yi and was about to leave.

"Where are you going?" Zhai Yi called, "Do you want me to accompany you?" ”

"No, you don't." Torrential rain categorically refused.

She knew that the rosary must not want more people to know about it, especially Zhai Yi.

The torrential rain rushed there as fast as it could. She looked around the store, and only then did she see Gu Nianzhu in a trance at the corner of the courtyard on the first floor.

She calmed her breath and walked over slowly, pulling out a chair and sitting down across from the rosary.

"When did you find out?" Torrential Rain asked softly.

"Two days ago." The rosary replied woodenly. "It's been more than two months."

"Why didn't you ...... until now?" asked Rushing Rain.

"The first month didn't come, and I thought it was just a little late. Waited for ten days, no, waited for another ten days...... As a result, this month, I know I'm done......"

"Maybe it's really just menstrual irregularities." Eager Rain was willing to hold on to this 1 in 10,000 hope, she asked, "Have you taken a pregnancy test?" ”

"Tested." The rosary lowered her head and said in a voice like a gnat: "I used two pregnancy test sticks, and the result was the same." ”

Torrential Rain's heart sank heavily.

The rosary's beautiful peach blossom eyes were even redder, and I obviously didn't know how many times I had cried.

Rushing rain looked at it and felt heartache, and "suddenly" stood up suddenly.

"Why are you going?" The rosary asked.

"Of course, he must be held responsible for the iniquity he has created."

"No...... No! The rosary grabbed her, "Don't go to him!" Me and him...... Already broke up ......"

"Broke up, it has nothing to do with him?" Torrential Rain lowered her voice, "If you have sex with a minor, you should sue him for jail." ”

"He didn't force me...... It's me...... It's me who nodded......" The rosary felt shameless and went on, her nails digging deep into her flesh.

"Rosary ......" Torrential Rain broke her clenched fingers one by one, and softened her voice: "Listen well, it's not your fault. You shouldn't take the blame on yourself, there are many things you don't understand, doesn't he understand either? She paused, then said, "Do you know why I objected to you being together in the first place?" Because, I know he doesn't really love you......"

The words are cruel, but they are to put an end to the last vestiges of the rosary.

"It's not like that!" The rosary screamed, trembling all over. She prefers to believe that they have loved each other. It's just that fate is over now. Ignoring the sideways glances of the people around her, she shuddered and pulled out a brown paper envelope from her bag, choked up, "This is what he gave me." Broken up, he can only do this step......"

"You're still speaking for Situ Que?" Rushing Rain couldn't believe it, she took the envelope and looked inside, and there was a wad of pink bills.

Her heart was boiling, and in order to take care of the rosary's emotions, she tried to calm her tone: "Give you a sum of money, is it responsible?" Thinking of what she had just witnessed, she said coldly: "Is he still human?" ”

"So what do you think I can do now?" The tears of the rosary rolled down like broken threads. "Already broke up ......"

Rushing rain looked at her, lamenting her misfortune and being angry. Suddenly, she raised her hand and slapped herself hard.

The rosary was stunned, "Torrential rain, what are you doing......"

"If it weren't for saving me, you wouldn't know each other at all." The rain almost bit her lower lip bleeding, "It wouldn't have happened—"

"How can you blame this?" The voice of the rosary was as light as a feather, "If you want to blame, blame myself." She suddenly made up her mind, "I'm going to do him." ”

"Yes, it should be done." Rushing rain said, "It's not interesting to survive a life that is not expected." However, you should let Situ Que accompany you to do it. He's going to have to come and apologize to your parents, or ......"

"I can't." The rosary's head shook like a wave drum, and the tears fell more urgently, "I can't let my parents know......"

"Have you ever wondered who will take care of you after surgery?" Rushing rain said, "You have music theory classes every day, how can you hide it from your family?" ”

"I'll endure it, go to and from class normally, and don't let them see it." The rosary gritted her teeth and was resolute.

Rushing Rain took out his phone and handed it the rosary.

"What are you doing?" She doesn't answer.

"Call Situ Que." Torrential rain said.

The rosary shook his head.

Rushing rain said: "Then I'll call Chen Yuyao." Finding him was only a matter of moments. ”

Even though they are uncles and nephews, they have hardly interacted with each other over the years. Torrential rain doesn't even have his cell phone number.

"Please." The rosary looked sad: "I don't want more people to know." ”

"I won't tell Chen Yuyao that Situ Que has done any good deeds. I just asked him for Situ Que's number, and I thought, he won't give it, right? ”

"Nope." Rosary had a look of desperation on her face, "If you insist on doing this, I will die." ”

Torrential rain was silent for a moment, "Don't say death easily. Death is the easiest thing in the world. And this threat is only useful to those who love you. You don't have a seven-stone jar - the door is big. (Wo Li Heng)"

The rosary looked at her, a flash of confusion in her sorrow.

"Let's go." The torrential rain lifted her up.

"Where?" Rosary asked uneasily.

"Go and stay with me for one night." Torrential rain said.

"I haven't asked you, why did Chen Yuyao move out?" Rosary looked at her, "Like I don't understand why he moved in in the first place." ”

"At the beginning, he took pity on me." Torrential Rain said, "He always thinks that I can't live alone." ”

"And what about moving out, when did it happen?" She didn't ask, and Rushing Rain never wanted to say more.

Rushing rain recalled for a moment and said, "The second day of Zhai Yi's birthday." ”

"Something to do with Zhai Yi?"

"No, it's about his ex-girlfriend."

She suddenly thought of the situation where Situ Que and the woman were entangled, and she didn't dare to look directly at the rosary.

"Then since you've become an ex-girlfriend, can't you ......," the rosary was too busy to take care of herself, and still asked more out of concern for her.

"I just met his current girlfriend today." Rushing rain intercepted her words, and she smiled, "She's very nice, and she still chose my clothes." ”

Rosary looked at her in amazement. "What is your heart made of?"

"Don't talk about me." Rushing rain pulled the rosary hand and said cautiously: "You think about it, what to do." ”

The rosary nodded gloomily.

"Think about it, whatever you decide, I'll help you." Torrential rain said.

Torrential rain returns to his residence with the rosary. As soon as I entered the door, the "little lady" was lying there, in poor spirits.

"It's very recognizable?" After the rosary changed her shoes, she asked with a fluttering expression.

"'Little Lady' has been having diarrhea lately." Rushing Rain helped the rosary to the sofa, "Sit down and rest for a while." ”

"Okay."

Torrential Rain picked up the remote control to turn on the air conditioner, and then went to pour a glass of water for the rosary.

When she passed by the nest of the "little lady", she found that the cat food had not been touched at all throughout the day. Looking at the listless "little lady", Rushing Rain thought that maybe he should take him to the pet hospital again as soon as possible for further examination.

"What would you do if it were you?" The rosary suddenly opened.

"He's my uncle." Torrential Rain sat down beside her, "Haven't come out of five suits yet." ”

"No, I mean, what would you do if you had Chen Yuyao's child?"

The rain was stunned. Then she said, "There is no such possibility. ”

"You won't?"

"He won't." Torrential Rain laughed self-deprecatingly. "He told me, 'Anyone can do it, but you can't.'"

"Why?" The rosary stared at her, "Bystander Qing, anyone can see that Chen Yuyao is not just a brother and sister to you. And ......," she paused, "things gather like things, don't think of men too innocently ...... just that little girlish feeling." Finally, she added softly, "it's all the same." ”

A Situ Que made the seventeen-year-old rainy season girl vicissitudes. Rushing Rain pursed her lips and blamed herself. Although he didn't want to hear the rosary criticize Chen Yuyao like this.

She repeated Chen Yuyao's words to the prayer beads.

When the rosary heard this, complicated emotions appeared in his eyes, and he immediately said, "You are always luckier than me." ”

Torrential rain doesn't know what to say.

The rosary was silent for a moment, and said lightly: "If it were you, you would definitely not keep him." ”

"That's right." "Because, I don't want to repeat my mother's tragedy." And if the child's father loves me enough, he won't let me bear this torture alone. If he doesn't love me, why should I cause an innocent life to suffer in this world? ”

Ruthless is not as bitter as affectionate.

Once again, the rosary envied her from the bottom of my heart.

The Grade 9 exam was originally scheduled for early August. The rosary was ready to settle the matter at that time.

Torrential Rain respects her decision.

The same summer has a very different meaning for Zhai Yi and them.

But under the sun, nothing new. Every summer there are a few rainstorms, and everyone has had a time. It's just that the people in the story have changed their names, and what they have experienced is nothing more than getting together and being separated.

If she could go back to the summer when she was thirteen years old, the rosary would still push the torrential rain away and save her from calamity, but at the same time it would save herself from harm. She would tell the little girl that she would just heal her injuries and get back on her feet. Controlling her curiosity, the door to the new world she thought was opened, and perhaps the other side of the abyss was open. You need to stay away.

"People always wish they could go back and make new choices, because they didn't know how much of an impact they had on their lives." Many years later, Gu Nianzhu, who lives in Seattle, burst into tears when she heard her daughter suddenly say such a profound truth.

The rosary and the torrential rain witnessed each other's youth together. However, I never dreamed that one day each other would no longer show their faces in each other's lives, but they seemed to be everywhere. The only way to get along with each other is not to see each other.

"Little Niangyu" was intestinal hyperplasia, and after anesthesia, pathological sections were performed, and the result of the diagnosis was dry infectious peritonitis. The doctor said to Torrential Rain that it was a terminal illness.

Torrential rain has always thought that it is not good enough for the "little lady". The reason why she takes care of it with her heart is entirely because it is a bond between Chen Yuyao and her, rather than loving it from the bottom of her heart.

Chen Yuyao regards "Little Niangyu" as a daughter, so she can't be a vicious stepmother no matter what.

In fact, she knew that cats could not live longer than people, and she never thought that it would be with her for the rest of her life, but she never thought that death would come knocking on the door unexpectedly.

Rushing rain was looking forward to a misdiagnosis, and every day he carried the "little lady" to the hospital for infusion with a cat bag, because it had not eaten a drop of water for three days and had no appetite. Even the catnip, which once made it roll all over the ground and lost its dignity, can't let it lift half of its spirits again.

She began to regret why she hadn't let it have enough of it when it could. Rushing Rain regretted it when he thought that he had controlled the diet of the "little lady" on the grounds that it was obese, and even spared a wonderful fresh bag a week.

Surrounded by guilt, she completely forgot how much she had ever feared the species.

She called Chen Yuyao, "Hey, ......" Just like last time, she couldn't stop crying as soon as she spoke, "I'm sorry, I didn't take good care of your cat...... It's dying. ”

Chen Yuyao hurried to her side. Torrential Rain was crying silently in the pet hospital, and he took her in his arms and gently touched her head.

"When you brought it today...... It was already convulsing in pain......" said Torrential Rain, "I'm sorry...... Chen Yuyao, I'm really sorry. ”

"You did your best, you must have done your best." Chen Yuyao's tone was gentle and firm, "Xiaoyu, don't blame yourself anymore." ”

The lungs of the "little lady" still have space-occupying lesions, and they are already powerless. In the last days of its life, it was extremely painful. In the end, under Chen Yuyao's proposal, he chose to let it be euthanized.

At the end of July, the "little lady", the first and last cat in Torrential Rain's life, left this world forever.

Immediately afterward, she pressed this sadness deep in her heart. Because she knew that the rosary was about to face an even more tragic goodbye. In front of the rosary, she is not qualified to grieve.