Chapter Thirty-Eight: Unable to Bear the Weight of Life
August 1st was originally the day when Gu Nianzhu was going to N City to take the exam. On this day, she came to the torrential rain with her suitcase.
At night, the moonlight spreads on the floor, and two people lie side by side on the bed. Like many weekend nights in junior high school.
"Have you thought about it?" Rushing Rain asked softly, "Go to N City for surgery?" β
"Hmm."
In S City, the probability of meeting acquaintances is too great. Even in private hospitals, it is difficult to be sure of what happens.
And that kind of small private clinic, a bad one will kill people. Torrential Rain didn't agree to her going there for surgery anyway.
It would be nice if you could solve it on your own. Rosary thoughts.
"Remember the movie we discussed, "The Burning Years"? She asked Torrential Rain suddenly.
"Hmm." "That's the first English-language movie you recommended to me." You said you prefer another translation of it - "Autumn Tales". β
"Originally, "Autumn Legend" was more appropriate, and the original title of the English movie was "Lege".
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'ds' is the meaning of 'legend'. And 'Fall'β" a bitter smile tugged at the corner of the rosary's mouth, "in addition to 'fall', it also means 'fall'. β
Torrential Rain was about to open his mouth, but he heard the rosary continue, "Is this more appropriate?" It's a story of falls. The heroine is in love with three brothers at the same time, and the stars are arching over the moon. In the end, it fell to the bottom. β
She's kind of self-figurative. I think I was ashamed to laugh at the heroine, but now it seems that I am not much smarter than her.
"In addition to 'falling' and 'falling,' 'fall' has other meanings." Rushing Rain said softly, "I think the meaning of 'waterfall' is the best - 'the sea breeze is blowing, and the river and moon are still empty'." β
"Li Taibai's lofty realm, I can't reach it." The rosary tilted her head and looked at the side of the rain's face.
Torrential Rain's original English was a shortcoming, but now it has become a strength. If she had had half her perseverance, she would not have suffered so much.
The rosary sat up.
"Why are you up?" Rushing Rain asked.
"I'll go to the bathroom." The rosary said quietly.
"Oh." Rushing Rain reached out and prepared to turn on the light.
"No, the moonlight is bright." The rosary said, "I can see it." She turned her back to the rain so that she wouldn't see the cold sweat on her head.
Torrential Rain withdrew her hand, and she turned to see the melon vine leaves reflected on the lattice door swaying gently in the evening breeze.
After a quarter of an hour, the rosary has not returned. Rushing Rain felt that something was wrong, turned on the light, stepped on his slippers and got up to look for it. There was a faint moaning sound in the bathroom.
She was shocked and quickly turned the doorknob to push the door, only to find that the rosary had locked the door from the inside.
When she moved in, there was no key on the doorknob of the bathroom.
Torrential Rain knocked the door, "Rosary, open the door quickly!" β
There was still no response from inside.
"Rosary, if you don't open it again, I'll call the police!" No, at this time, you should call 120. She turned back to get her phone, only to hear a faint plea from the rosary: "Don't...... If I call the police, my parents will find out......"
"But if you continue like this, you may die!" The torrential rain deliberately did not let go.
"Good ......" the rosary is like a gossamer, "I open the door ......"
Hearing this, Torrential Rain breathed a sigh of relief. However, the doorknob moved slightly, and before it could be turned open, there was a heavy muffled sound from inside.
"Rosary! Prayer beads! Rushing rain felt her heart go into arrest, and after a while, she regained her breath, she rushed to the room, found her mobile phone and dialed Chen Yuyao.
The phone was connected for a long time before it was picked up, and Chen Yuyao's breathing voice was a little cramped, "...... Light rain, what's wrong? β
"Help!" Rushing Rain said incoherently, "The rosary is pregnant, and now at home, there is no key in the bathroom, and she is about to die!" β
Chen Yuyao's voice became serious for a moment, and he captured the information from the words of the rushing rain to confirm, "At home? Is she in our house now? β
"Hmm." The six gods of the torrential rain have no owner, and stammered: "Can ...... But I couldn't get in. β
"I'll come right over." Chen Yuyao said.
Waiting for the torrential rain outside the operating room, I couldn't help but shiver. It was Chen Yuyao who came in time to kick the door of the bathroom open, and it was he who helped drive the unconscious rosary to the hospital. Even this private hospital, which is currently performing rosary surgery, was contacted by Chen Yuyao.
Torrential Rain thanked him from the bottom of her heart.
The doctor said that the rosary was not flowing cleanly and needed to be curettage. Just these two words made the torrential rain palpitate.
The operating light was on, and the torrential rain waiting outside actually couldn't hear any movement inside, but she couldn't stop trembling because of fear as she sat in the chair.
Chen Yuyao hugged her, but she suddenly pushed him away, "Will you do the same?" She looked at Chen Yuyao, but her gaze wandered, "Do you do the same to Sister Niannian?" β
Chen Yuyao was stunned, his arm was stiffly lowered, and then said, "No, I won't." β
Rushing Rain nodded blankly.
"Can't bear the weight of life." He smiled self-deprecatingly, "So, to be exact, I don't dare." β
The rain finally had a focus on her gaze, and she pursed her lips and swallowed the phrase "I'm the same as you think".
When the rosary came out, his lips were bloodless and his eyes were empty. Physically and mentally, it was as if they had experienced a nuclear explosion.
Rushing rain didn't say anything, stepped forward to support her, and walked towards the entrance of the hospital in small steps.
Chen Yuyao took the first step to the car and drove over, he helped open the back door after getting out of the car, and the rain helped the rosary to sit down, and then he got into the car from the other side and sat next to her.
The rosary rested her head on her shoulder, pale and wistful, as if she had lost all interest in communicating with people.
After returning to the lodgings, Torrential Rain placed the rosary, and after she lay down, went to the kitchen. At that time in the hospital, when the nurse brought it to me, she couldn't drink the rosary, so she shook her head and refused.
"Rest for at least half a month, don't touch cold water, and pay attention to your diet." The female doctor said to Rushing Yu and Chen Yuyao, who accompanied her. She mainly looked at what Chen Yuyao said, obviously taking him as the perpetrator.
An embarrassed look flashed in Chen Yuyao's eyes. After sending the two girls home, he did not leave immediately.
Torrential Rain took out the eggs and brown sugar from the refrigerator, cleaned his hands and began to cut the ginger shreds.
"What's next?" Chen Yuyao glanced at the closed door and turned back to ask her, with a look in his eyes.
"Take care of her for half a month." Torrential Rain said, "It's summer vacation. There won't be much of a problem. β
You're a kid yourself. How can you take care of others?
Chen Yuyao said: "Nonsense! Helping friends must have a bottom line! What would you do if someone died last night? What do you say to her family? β
"Shhhh Rushing rain stopped beating eggs and looked at Chen Yuyao, "Thank you really last night, Brother Yuyao." You saved her life. Saved me too. β
She truly understood what Chen Yuyao said when she moved out that day.
He deserves better. His affection for Chen Yuyao is a kind of greed. And, between them, it really doesn't have to be love.
From now on, she will respect him like a big brother again.
Chen Yuyao was stunned. Brother Yu Yao? It's a long-lost title.
"You...... What do you mean? β
"I'm going to continue to take care of her."
Chen Yuyao tried to retract his thoughts, but the words he said were cold, "As a friend, you don't have this obligation. β
"You're right, Brother Yuyao." Rushing Rain smiled, "It's not an obligation, it's a friend's right." β
Chen Yuyao condensed.
"And it's also atonement." She spit lightly with thin lips, "Situ Que, sooner or later you will be punished." β
Chen Yuyao frowned, "Xiaoyu ......"
"Brother Yuyao, please don't defend him for anything. And ......," said Torrential Rain, "you have to watch out for him too." β
"Careful?" Chen Yuyao was surprised, "What should I be careful of him?" β
"Do you know who he's with now?" Add water to the pot in the rain.
Chen Yuyao narrowed his eyes and listened.
"Last time, you were stuck in front of your house, your ex-girlfriend." Rushing rain whispered and observed his face.
I saw that Chen Yuyao didn't even move the corner of his eyes, "I know about this." β
Shock was written on Rushing Rain's face, "You already knew? β
"After Xu Nian and I were together, one day Situ Que came to me and said, 'He wants to chase Cheng Fei'."
"What do you say?"
"I asked him, 'Aren't you still with your friends in the rain'?" Chen Yuyao said, "He said, 'We've broken up.'" The other party mentioned it. ββ
Torrential rain sneered. Then she asked sarcastically, "And then you agreed?" β
"When you break up, you have the freedom to fall in love with anyone." Chen Yuyao was a little angry, "Cheng Fei is single, and so is Situ Que." If they are willing to do so, do they need me to say yes? β
Torrential rain does not speak.
"As for Gu Nianzhu's matter, I think Xiaoyu is better for you to inform her family as soon as possible."
"The one who should be informed the most is Situ Que." Torrential rain gritted the root of his teeth, "Why did he create evil, and let the rosary taste the fruit of evil." β
"On the premise that everything is voluntary, Gu Nianzhu is also fifty percent of the perpetrators." Chen Yuyao said lightly.
knew that what Chen Yuyao said was not unreasonable, but Rushing Yu always felt uncomfortable.
"What about the 'little girl'?" Torrential rain said, "What's wrong with it?" β
Chen Yuyao looked surprised, "It's because he's terminally ill...... What does it have to do with Ah Que? β
"I suspect that the 'little lady' will only get sick after eating the bucket of cat food he sent." Torrential rain said.
"I know that you are full of disgust for Ah Que now because of Gu Nianzhu...... Chen Yuyao sighed, "But it is too much to blame him for the death of the 'little lady'." β
"Excessive?" Rushing Rain repeated his evaluation, and then realized, "You don't think I'm here to help the rosary fight the grievances, so feel free to slander him." She gently closed the lid, "I haven't lost my mind yet. β
"Why did he do that?"
"'Little Lady' was given to you by him." Torrential Rain said, "He can't allow you to give it to someone else." β
"Do you think he's a child?" Chen Yuyao smiled. "Well, don't think about it. If you still want to get a cat, I'll buy you another one in a few days. β
"No, no." Rushing Rain was disheartened, "There is only one 'little lady fish'. β
"Cats are destined to live shorter than people," and the moment they are brought back, they are destined to plant a seed of sorrow. Chen Yuyao sighed, "It's all my fault." β
Rushing rain took out the boiled brown sugar water, she turned her head and stared at Chen Yuyao, "In short, Brother Yuyao, you listen to meβyou have to be careful of him." β
Chen Yuyao was suddenly excited, and he also instructed Rush Yu for the last time: "It's better to let her parents take her home to take care of her, there are many things that you two little girls can't handle." Seeing that she ignored her, Chen Yuyao knew that he couldn't force her anymore, so he had to add, "If that's the case, come to me at any time." β
"Thank you." The tone of the sentence Rushing Rain is sincere and intimate. She's not ignorant. She was just angry that Chen Yuyao was too protective of Situ Que and didn't take her admonition to heart.
Chen Yuyao took a deep look at her and turned to leave.
When the rosary set off from home, he said that he would stay in N City for a week to walk and have fun, and Gu's father and mother did not suspect it. When he stayed for another week, he was dissatisfied.
The rosary was about to pack up and go back, but Zhai Yi called at this time and asked if the rosary had taken a picture of the appearance of N Medical University.
As early as when Zhai Yi's notice came down, Rosary had sworn that when he went to N City for the exam, he would help him inspect his alma mater by the way.
The rosary couldn't answer, and the mobile phone ringtone of the torrential rain rang at this time.
"You're with Torrential Rain, aren't you?" Zhai Yi suddenly asked on the other end of the phone, "Gu Nianzhu, have you never left S City at all?" β