Chapter 15 Running-in Period
Therefore, these unrealistic dreams, I still do less, save myself from wasting my brain cells, if I have time, I might as well think more about how to make my work to the next level.
Those unrealistic things, what's the use of thinking so much, for your own life, it doesn't change at all.
Maybe it's because I'm used to it, I haven't relied on it since I was a child, and I understand that I can't daydream and rely on my own ability to do everything, because no one can help me except myself.
"Yixin, what you said is actually quite reasonable, you can also work hard to make people look at you differently, maybe they will really take a fancy to you." When Ren Xiaoou came out of it, he happened to hear their words, so he said it like this.
It's better to have a dream than not to have a dream, in case it comes true. So you still have to have goals, you still have to have dreams, it is very likely to be realized, don't be pessimistic and negative at the beginning, these will not be miracles.
Lin Ya looked at her two bad friends weakly, she really didn't know how she taught the two of them, such a bad friend.
Sighing, he said slowly, "I really don't believe that what happens in case is too far away for me. "There have been so many disappointments that I don't have to rekindle hope.
Even if you hold on to hope at this time, in the end you still end up disappointed and end up disappointed, why bother?
From childhood to adulthood, will there be fewer blows in the face of such blows? So at this time, I know that I have to live in reality. Dreaming is such a thing, and she can't get along with herself, and Lin Ya also knows clearly that she has long passed the age of dreaming.
What's the use of dreaming, reality doesn't change at all. I used to have a desire to leave the orphanage and live a better life, but after thinking about it for so many years, the result is still no change at all.
"Okay, don't think so much about it at this time, please eat a dessert, it's free, and you'll be in a better mood." Ren Xiaoou didn't continue to make fun of others at this time, and when he saw the sad faces of others, he couldn't bear to continue to fall into the well.
Lin Ya looked sullen, looked at Ren Xiaoou and said unceremoniously, "Then should I thank the boss lady?" There are also free desserts to eat today, I don't know if there is free coffee and tea to drink. When he said the second half of the sentence, his eyes were looking at Shu Yixin.
Shu Yixin, who was not far away, of course, saw her eyes, so he replied lightly, "For the sake of your bad mood, for the sake of my good mood, I will reward you with a cup." ”
After finishing speaking, I hurriedly went to get her coffee and tea, saying that it was so, but in fact, I still hoped that she could be happy.
In fact, she can understand her mood just now, after all, she is the same as her, she also holds such hopes, and has been going on for so many years, but in the end, it was the same, disappointed.
So I can understand her mood. These dreams are really not easy to come true, I am the same as her, I have been waiting for so many years, and I have been dreaming the same dream, hoping that my family can find me sooner, or I will be adopted by a better family. can let himself live a normal life, but such an idea is in vain in the end.
At that time, we encourage each other, we will definitely meet good people, we will definitely be adopted, and at least we can live a better life.
The two of them have also longed for so many years, encouraged each other for so many years, but the result has not changed at all, in the end they still grew up in an orphanage, maybe they should be glad that they did not wander in the end, and the orphanage is a place that can at least provide them with shelter from the wind and rain.
Therefore, in the end, they still grew up in an orphanage, and they found that they could not rely on anyone in the future, but on their own, and they had to flaw each other to make themselves live a better life.
At this time, it is clearer to know that the real society, the environment they live in, and the age of dreaming are not suitable for them at all. Some dreams can't be done, and even if they do, some dreams may not be realized.
"Don't think about it so much, after drinking coffee, tea and dessert, go back to rest early." Shu Yixin didn't want her to be so unhappy, and she didn't want her to be so tired.
After all, I am not similar to her, so I am sad and feel her feelings. It's rare to find such a decent job, and I hope she can do it happily.
"Yes, go back to sleep, after waking up, any idea will change, part-time jobs are like this, it depends on their faces, I told you before, do business with us, you refused, what do you say to be a white-collar worker." Ren Xiaoou said a little ruthlessly, but what he did not deny was that what he said was the truth.
This path was chosen by herself, then, to this day, she can only bear the consequences by herself, and no one can help her.
At the beginning, when I opened the store, I discussed with her whether she wanted to partner, but she said that she wanted to be an urban white-collar worker. Since this path was chosen by her, she naturally couldn't blame other people, she told her everything at the beginning, but she resolutely chose another path.
Lin Ya also regretted it at this moment, yes, they did discuss this matter with themselves at the beginning, but unfortunately, they refused at that time, and they always felt that they were being an urban white-collar worker, what was wrong? Why be busy from morning to night, just do a little business.
So at that time, I insisted on being a white eye, but the two of them partnered to open this coffee bookstore, and at that time I also thought about doing business with them, but then I thought about it, it is better to be an urban white-collar worker, which is easier and more face-saving.
Now that I think about face, it's not worth mentioning at all, because I am in the company now, what kind of face do I have? I don't look at people's faces every day, and I am also careful in doing things, for fear of accidentally annoying others.
Now think about yourself is not as good as them, although they are opening their own stores to do business, but at least they don't have to be angry with others, buy as much as they want, these are completely dependent on their own efforts, and if you work hard, you can earn more.
It's not like I get a little salary every month, it's just nice on the surface. It's just that this path is chosen by yourself, and even if you work hard, you have to endure it. Now I have no way back, and there is no way back.
Now that I think about it, did I choose the wrong path in the first place? I shouldn't blame myself so much, imagining that urban white-collar workers are very good, they look bright and shiny, and the time they go to work is short. Didn't you choose this path for the sake of saving face this time? So who is to blame today?
Maybe he is not as difficult to get along with as he imagined, but he doesn't know much about him at this time, so he has such a frightened bird mentality. After a while, I will know more about him, and slowly I will be able to avoid his minefield, and then I will obviously get along with her much better.
Now for everyone, it's just a transition period, he just came back, and he doesn't know about himself, and he doesn't know about him either, so it still takes a period of time, and they have to slowly run in with each other to know if the other party will get along well.
Lin Ya was silent for a while and then said lightly, "Since this path was mine and I chose, then I will not regret it, and I will definitely go on." "There is no room for regret, this is already my own choice, so I can only bear this result.
"You are right to think so, since this road is what you have chosen, there should be no regrets, but to move forward bravely, there is nothing that cannot be overcome." Over the years, they have endured such hard days, not to mention, now it's just because of work.
"Keep up the good work, one day, the two of you will definitely get along well, and you won't feel so tired then." Shu Yixin feels that two people always need a run-in period to get along, and as long as this run-in period is passed, they will naturally find that the other party is not such a difficult person.
"I hope so." Lin Ya naturally hopes that she will see such a result.
After all, it's just the beginning, not yet, and at the end, there is no end, so you don't have to be so pessimistic.
"Go and do your own business! Don't worry about me, I'll read here, and I'll go back soon. Lin Ya didn't want to affect their work because she was depressed, after all, everyone was working hard for life.
"Well, if you want to open a little, there's nothing you can't get over, don't think too much, there's something to tell us." That day will always pass, it's just a matter of time, in fact, it will take a while to run in.
After that, Lin Ya drank coffee and tea alone, slowly, savoring a book. This book happens to be the one that doesn't have a first love, but also has a secret love. Yesterday, He Yuhe happened to be sitting in that position, I don't know if it was really that coincidental, or it was destined in the dark.
Lin Ya was really not in a very good mood, she didn't have to watch it for a long time, she had to be her own thing, she left the coffee book house, she was in a bad mood, how could she be able to watch these things, so in the end she decided to go out for a walk and relax.
Staying here by themselves, with a sad face, will only make them worry about themselves. It's to let yourself go out for a walk and take a break. It's good to worry about your own affairs, don't drive the people around you, and your mood is not good.
After all, everyone has their own choice, and when they chose this path, then they must go on without hesitation today. For myself, there is no way back, for the time being, I can do my best as an urban white-collar worker.