Chapter 16: Their Respective Paths in Life
Lin Ya didn't stay in the coffee book house for long, probably because she was in a bad mood, so she went out for a walk. Shu Yixin watched her leave, but she didn't stop her, let her calm down alone.
Just watched her leave, and didn't follow, so let her be alone at this time and relax. Knowing that she was in a bad mood, he let her go out for a walk.
If you breathe in the outside air and look at different things, you may feel better, and if you stay here all the time, your mood will become very depressed. Lin Ya has been in the office all day, how depressing this kind of life is for her, so let her go out for a walk at this time and calm down.
"Will there be anything going on with her leaving like this, should we follow up and take a look." Shu Yixin looked at her back as she left, as if she was quite uncomfortable.
It's inevitable to worry about what stupid things she will do, after all, she has paid a lot before to sit in today's position. In fact, it's not just her, people like them who came out of the orphanage work harder than others to live a good life.
At the beginning, it was true that she watched how hard she worked to achieve that position, and today's setbacks should be a little uncomfortable for her.
In fact, I can also experience that feeling, but at this time, I don't know how to comfort her, after all, I can't say it, and I don't know where their problems are, and what comfort they have.
"Where is it as fragile as you think, it was she who chose this path at the beginning, and at that time we didn't also partner with her to open a store, but she refused? It was she who chose this path, and she can only bear the consequences of today's situation. Ren Xiaoou doesn't think that he should do anything stupid because of such a thing, he should be in a bad mood, but he won't do anything stupid.
After all, this path was chosen by herself, and even if there were any difficulties, she should bear it alone. It's not that they don't help as sisters, but there are some things that have to be faced by themselves.
It's not that if anything happens to her, the people around her have to help. This path is her own choice, and whatever happens, she should face it alone.
What's more, I also feel that she should not be as fragile as she imagined. A little blow won't knock her down. Besides, everyone's life path will always have setbacks of one kind or another, and when facing these setbacks, they will face them alone.
"That's what I said, but when I saw her like this, I couldn't help but be a little worried." Shu Yixin saw that he had grown up with her since he was a child, so he didn't want to see her so uncomfortable.
Shu Yixin couldn't bear to see her like that, no matter what, the two of them grew up together, and their relationship was still quite deep.
"You're just too soft-hearted, too caring about others, and you don't think about yourself." Ren Xiaoou sincerely felt that she was deliberately late, if she wanted to say anything good, she always cared about others, but she didn't care about her own affairs.
"What do I have to think about myself? Is this how I live? Shu Yixin asked rhetorically, not knowing why she said this.
However, Shu Yixin feels that there is nothing bad about her current life, on the contrary, she still likes the current state of life.
At this moment, I am already getting closer to my dream step by step. So in the face of today's life, I am quite satisfied, I believe that it will be better in the future, as long as I am willing to work hard, I will have a better life in the future.
"Forget it, I'll talk to you about these things later." Ren Xiaoou was only halfway through his words, and finally hesitated, but still didn't say anything.
Maybe it's better if you didn't say it, but forget everything in the past. Wouldn't it be better to forget the pain that that person caused her, and wouldn't it be more harmful to her?
Since she chose to forget all this, there is no need to mention it to her again today, these are all bad pasts. Forget it, forget it, at least at this time, she can live better than before. When she mentioned it to her this time, she would only ask the bottom of it and ask all the reasons.
Or maybe she shouldn't have so many things at all, since she chose to forget everything, naturally she has her reasons, and she shouldn't talk so much before she remembers.
Even if she tells her now that she may not be able to accept some of her past events, maybe she will only make her more uncomfortable and even change her current life.
She has been very difficult to get to where she is today, and she shouldn't have ruined her life now. Didn't she say that she was quite satisfied with her current life, so why should she change the status quo of her life.
Although Ren Xiaoou knew some things, she still decided in the end. Before Shu Yixin remembered and asked, he still pretended not to know anything.
After all, those things are in the past, and they can't change anything. Let the past be the past, isn't her current life also very good? It's also quite fulfilling to live like this every day.
There is really no need for me to destroy her current life, maybe the life she has today is what she wants.
It's just that it is inevitable that people will still worry that this coffee book house, if you don't guess, has something to do with him.
However, these are just personal speculations, and she has not mentioned a word, and it is inconvenient for her to ask more. In the final analysis, Ren Xiaoou still wants Shu Yixin as a friend, and over the years, she has really regarded her as a sister.
Forget it, at this time, why bother with these non-existent things, you can also dwell on them after they really happen.
"Let her calm down alone, she'll figure it out, it's just a little frustration." Ren Xiaoou is quite open to such things, she thinks these things are not big things at all.
Shu Yixin could only say lightly in the end, "I hope so." ”
After thinking about it for a while, what can I say even if I catch up with myself at this time? I don't have any answers in my heart, and I don't know how to comfort her, so it's better to let her calm down alone.
They all grew up in orphanages, so their inner endurance is quite strong, far stronger than most people imagine. The reason for losing the family, so it became particularly strong.
Shu Yixin thought about it from another angle, so he was not so worried, what Ren Xiaoou said was not wrong at all, after all, it was just a little setback, and there will be more setbacks in the future, so it will only become more and more frustrated.
This is just a small hurdle, I believe she will definitely figure it out. After I figured it out, I didn't feel anything.
Because the future days still have to go on, you can't feel that life can't go on because of this little setback!
"Don't worry, you should believe that I will never have any problems, she will definitely go to work well tomorrow, and she will perform well." Ren Xiaoou's vision of people is quite accurate, she knows what kind of personality Lin Ya is, she is also very strong, and she loves to prove herself.
So she's just in a bad mood for the time being, but tomorrow she's still full of energy and will still be well prepared to go to work. Because she wants to prove that she is capable and can do the job well.
"I still quite believe in your eye for people, and I think it seems that you are quite accurate in seeing people." Maybe it's because she's seen the world, so she's quite accurate in looking at people.
She is also her own good sister, and she should believe in her, and it makes no sense that she wants to deceive herself. Besides, everyone has their own way to go, and how much they can help, and their lives are a mess at the moment, not to mention worrying about other people's feelings, they can only say that they are too busy to take care of themselves.
"If you really believe me, don't think about it so much, or work hard, this is more practical for you." Ren Xiaoou felt that it was better to consider his emotions when he was worried so much about other people.
Besides, her current life is enough, not that she said it is particularly good. How can you have the leisure to think about other people? Everyone has their own life to go, how much can the people around you help you? Only when you learn how to go on will your life change, and your life path will go farther and farther.
Shu Yixin looked at Ren Xiaoou, pulled out a smile and smiled, in fact, how could she not know, she said this, it was all for herself, and she wanted to be good for herself.
Sometimes, I also wonder if I want to live a selfish life and make my life better, but I am not so ruthless and can't do so.
If you think you can help, try to help as much as possible, and you won't suffer for yourself anyway. I have this mentality, maybe many people think that they are too stupid to do this, they shouldn't do it, they must learn to be kind to themselves, say so, but not everyone can do this.
Maybe I didn't belong to that kind of selfish person since I was a child, so I can't do it myself. I've always felt that I can help as much as I can, just to help and accumulate a little more merit, maybe I can help myself find my family in the future.
Although he has not mentioned his family over the years, he has never forgotten himself in his heart, and has always longed to have a home, wanting to know what his family looks like and why they abandoned him in the first place.
At that time, I was still very young, why did I abandon myself so ruthlessly, and I have never looked for myself all these years, and I didn't care about myself, if I really saw them one day, would I forgive them?