Chapter 11: Regret
In fact, I knew very well in my heart that he didn't want our family to worry and didn't say anything.
The child grows up and has his own ideas. He said so, what can we do, we can only try not to let him worry about his family. β
Thousands of miles away from home is worried.
How can anyone not worry about their children, but they just don't want their children to be more homesick and concentrate on the army.
There is no time to be quiet, but someone is moving forward with a load.
We are all human beings, there is nothing you should do, you have to do it to do your best.
"How is Dr. Xia now?" I was curious.
"Doctor Xiaβa thirty-one-year-old who can't hold a scalpel to save a little girl, lives alone with a 13-year-old girl. Dr. Xia passed away at the age of 37. β
Is it so cruel? I asked netizens how they knew about Dr. Xia's story.
"Because I was the last person Dr. Xia saved, the moment the car overturned, Dr. Xia hugged me with his body. My wife is the girl adopted by Dr. Xia. β
"I want to go back 10 years."
Seven words caught my attention.
"My surname is Luo, I come from the countryside, I was admitted to a key university ten years ago, but my father didn't say a word and let me earn my own tuition."
"Dad...... I ......, "Maybe I still have a glimmer of hope for my father."
"Girl, do more part-time work outside to earn tuition."
Maybe I couldn't have had hope for my father in the first place.
The greater the expectations, the greater the disappointment.
One day, I was wiping the table in a restaurant when I received a call from my father: "Do you have time to talk to your brother now?" β
I hung up the phone without any waves: "I'm working part-time and don't have time." β
Six years later, I became an executive and drove a sports car to my hometown with supplements, just to prove to my father that women were inferior to men.
When I arrived at the door, I didn't see my father, but I saw my neighbor Uncle Wei: "Uncle Wei, where is my father?" β
Uncle was stunned: "Ah, your father sold me the house six years ago, don't you know?" β
I wondered, "Do you know where my dad and my brother went?" β
"I really don't know. But before they left, they left a letter saying it was for you. Uncle put down his broom and trotted into the house.
Luo'er, I'm my brother. When you read this letter, I was gone. I remember when you were admitted to a major university, our whole family was very happy, but I was unfortunate and was diagnosed with leukemia.
I told my dad at the time, give the money to Luo'er, she needs money to go to college. My father wanted to tell you about my illness, but I didn't let me tell you, because I knew that with your temperament, I would definitely give up college and stay home. I knew I wouldn't get better, and I didn't want to bother my family.
My father told me that Luo Er had signed a work contract with the company and told me not to worry. I foolishly believed it. You got to college and talked to your father on the phone, and I overheard your conversation.
My father was very calm in front of me, and I wanted to spend more time with him out of selfishness. I knew I was going to leave sooner or later, and I wanted to talk to you, but I didn't have the courage.
Sister, I beg you to be able to forgive my father. He was tired from running around for my illness, and I was very distressed.
Sister, forgive me for not being able to watch you get married.
I couldn't help but cry when I saw it.
I saw my father on the street, with an old back, and every time he bent down to pick up the bottle, he struggled so hard.
"Dad, are you going to see the university with me?"
"No, I don't have time. By the way, you have to work part-time to earn more tuition during college, you know? β
"Didn't you prepare my tuition?"
"That's for your brother."
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My thoughts drifted to what I said to my father a few days before school started, and I couldn't say a word with tears in my eyes, just staring at my father in a daze.
"Dad...... I'm coming......" trembling uncontrollably.