Chapter 374: A Different Love

The wrong love 3 years ago...... All that was left was his guilt for a girl, a responsibility, a shadow and burden that he couldn't shake off, because that sinful night, he planted a seed that he couldn't help but face.

That's why Zhuang Zhuang and I were forced to be taken into the Dragon Garden by him, and he had his indifferent coldness and endless forbearance.

All this shows that he doesn't love!

I'm long gone, Cheng Keling.

I am the real Tan Xiaoyue.

He loves Cheng Keling, not Tan Xiaoyue.

That's just the way it is.

He stood in the doorway, looking at me from a long distance, as if through the endless strangeness, we went back in time to the past, a glance of ten thousand years.

But I no longer have everything about Ling'er, and that memory and everything about Cheng Keling were thrown away in that big mountain.

What came out was just another reborn Cheng Keling, a shell.

I am not the love of his heart, and I am not the beautiful little girl in his eyes.

I am a strong mother, who was bullied and gave birth to a strong Tan Xiaoyue.

I smiled sadly, so elegant that people couldn't find a loophole, but this is the way he looks, I think he must feel strange.

Everything I used to have, and the countless affections in my eyes, are now drowned out by my swollen eyes, like a withered black hole, in which my pride fell with its wings, swallowed up, and turned into nothingness.

Tan Xiaoyue in the School of Finance and Economics also died.

Ha ha!

It's so good, just for the one person in front of you.

"Get out! I don't want to see you! I'm not Cheng Keling! "I repeat it again.

"Satsuki!"

"Get out!"

I shouted hysterically.

In the corridor, there was a "dang long" sound, "Strong! ”

Zhan Yunting was so startled that he quickly turned his head and looked at the corridor behind him.

"Mom! ......" Zhuang Zhuang cried, "The snack I got for my mother fell ......"

I buried my head in my knees, exhausted and heartbroken.

Mother walked in, sat down gently on my side, and gently stroked my back, "Ling'er! If you want to blame your mother, blame your mother! Mom lost you, it's all Mom's fault! ”

Her voice was so gentle, filled with grief and guilt.

I sat up and looked at her, threw myself into her arms, and I was speechless! I knew my mother was upset by my performance, but I couldn't get rid of all these emotions, I couldn't face what was in front of me.

"Ling'er! It's just a misunderstanding, it's your mother who didn't take good care of you, which made you have such a miserable experience again, if none of this happened, then you wouldn't be like this now. The mother's voice was a little hoarse, full of guilt and vicissitudes.

"Mom! If it weren't for all this, I wouldn't have known him and wouldn't have chosen him! Won't be the mother of his children! "I know there aren't so many ifs.

"But I can see that Yun Ting still cares about you. I felt very guilty, once upon a time, I was thinking, if I hadn't lost my soul, then everything would have been different, and even Zhan Yunting would not have been so tormented. He is also innocent! ”

Mother's words blew into my heart with a gentle breeze and drizzle.

Is it?

Will it be like this?

No! If there was no Tan family, there would be no Tan Xiaoyue who was sent to bed.

I was speechless, just hiding in my mother's arms, looking for the long-lost sweetness that belonged to me.

My brother also walked in quietly, and he looked at our mother and daughter snuggling up to each other on the bed, and was silent for a long time.

"Month! Listen to my brother! Don't get into this bull's horn, huh? He also sat down on the edge of my bed, his warm eyes giving me great encouragement, and a sense of laziness that I had never felt before, "Give him a chance, let him speak his words well, okay?" ”

I still refused in my heart, and I felt that it would be ironic for me to see him.

"Like you said, he's in trouble, you know! But I can't agree with your judgment. If he doesn't love you, he won't use his body to block bullets for you, and he won't break his life to save you. Only love can do that! ”

Brother rubbed those truths with me step by step.

But I resisted in my heart, and no one could really feel my prudence in front of him, the forbearance I had, and the compromise I had in front of him.

I can only swallow these in my stomach, and I can't mention them to my family, and these negative emotions he brought to me jumped in front of me in his sentence of 'no', showing me hideously, like a mockery of my sins.

Humiliating me all the time.

"This is all a mistake, which led us astray, this is also an arrangement of fate, although it is not very reasonable, very fair, but after all, you are Ling'er! It's not just Tan Xiaoyue, are you right? ”

He patted the back of my hand, "Listen to my brother!" Don't embarrass Yun Ting too much, he came back for the first time, just entered the house, you can't deny that you love him, right? That's enough! ”

"Satsuki, I love you!"

The door was suddenly pushed open, and Zhan Yunting appeared at the door, still holding Zhuang Zhuang in his arms.

Zhan Yunting stood at the door, his face with a dark expression, the moment he saw my face, countless emotions flashed through his eyes, and finally they were all extinguished in the dark pupils.

"Mom! Daddy says he loves you! Zhuang shouted at me in his arms, he didn't understand what love was, obviously it was the assist he was asking for.

"Look, Zhuang Zhuang said it, you will make everyone nervous when you come back! How bad is it? Well? Not yet strong and well-behaved with us! He patted me and said.

"Satsuki, will you give me a chance? Let me finish what I want to say! Zhan Yunting walked over with Zhuang Zhuang in his arms!

I slowly sat up and sat up from my mother's arms, "Mom! I am hungry! ”

I was like a spoiled child, and my mother smiled when she heard me say this. Quickly said to me, "Dinner has already been prepared!" Then be obedient and get up quickly! Let's go eat! ”

Cheng Siyuan looked at Zhan Yunting and quietly gave a look, but it didn't escape my eyes.

I got up and went to the ground, and was led by my mother to go out, and I didn't want to hear Zhan Yunting say any reason.

When I walked up to his side, he called softly, "Satsuki! ”

My nose is very sore, but I can't hold back my tears, my brother is right, even if I have too many emotions, he is a guest today. I can't embarrass my family too much, I can't make them sad.

Moreover, who he loves, he has his rights.

I don't have the right to control him to love me.

The first day I returned to Australia was ruined like this, and everyone should have been happy.

At dinner, I was silent, and everyone was careful, especially Zhan Yunting, who kept preparing vegetables for me, taking care of him, and taking care of his problematic son, who was very busy.

But my heart is still unhappy, all his performances are very dazzling in my eyes at this time, and I only feel sarcasm.

In order not to let everyone feel that I am hypocritical, I tried my best to cooperate.

After all, he had lived with my parents for two years, and the kind of reunion between them was still strong.

I don't have a taste for food, and in this home, I feel like an outsider, which makes me feel lonely.

Or my brother broke the deadlock, I think, he wanted to open my heart knot.

"Yun Ting, did you find any clues in your investigation of this matter? Oh! I mean the disappearance of my little sister, don't you feel very strange here? Cheng Siyuan looked at Zhan Yunting and asked.

I glanced at my brother, in fact, I have been trying to figure out how I disappeared and fell into the hands of the Tan family.

"A long time ago, after I stabilized Zhanhua, the people I sent out to look for you reported back the news one after another, saying that the family had been killed, and the girl was missing, and I have been searching for it without stopping. But strange to say, there has been no news. Zhan Yunting spoke eloquently.

"It was the same when we searched, saying that there were no girls on the bus at all. It's weird."

"It wasn't until later that there was a matter between me and Satsuki." Zhan Yunting recounted that humiliating experience to my parents and brother in detail.

The mother kept inhaling deeply, swallowing back her tears.

I'm already a little numb.

"After the accident, it took me a long time to stabilize the overall situation, and then I secretly arranged for Xiao Zhen to investigate the girl who was victimized at that time, and it really seemed to gradually surface, just like the big wedding I explained to you some time ago, at that time I checked how the Tan family adopted Tan Xiaoyue."