Self-confidence comes from strength

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Two Hundred and Four Lifestyle (August 65 Pink Ticket)

Lin Yushi told me that Lin Qifeng wanted to retire, but their troops did not allow him, so they just gave him an indefinite leave to treat and adjust his mentality. He came to Haidu to find me with hope, hoping that I could reawaken his pure love, but my love was bitter enough, so he hesitated.

If Lin Yushi hadn't shown up that night, maybe it would have been a different situation. Lin Yushi said, that would be too unfair to me, we should have more time to think, but Lin Qifeng gave up, he couldn't stand being tortured by love again.

I told Lin Yushi that marriage will make a man pure, because there is responsibility in marriage, Lin Qifeng is a responsible man, and I believe he will get better.

Lin Yushi looked at me trustingly and nodded, in fact, in the face of his trusting gaze, I was very weak in my heart, I really didn't have a bottom, but I acted very firmly, which made him believe it very much.

Coming down from the roof, I saw that Lin Yushi's face was much better, and he must be in a much happier mood now, because the things that had been tormenting him for many years hidden in his heart finally had someone to share with him today.

And my heart was very heavy, I let myself say goodnight to Lin Yushi very confidently, and then went back to my room, facing the mirror, I told myself, I have to be strong, I am now the backbone of the stone, I am strong, he can get better.

At this point, I don't care about this film festival at all, because the vulgar judge makes me feel that it lacks the taste I want. When I was about to leave Berlin early, a newspaper appeared in front of me with a striking headline: "Little Directors Have Big Love – The Holy Flowers of the Berlinale". Author's Signature: Dream Edward.

This is the same person again, and after many years, he is once again writing a review for me! He said that most of the works that Chinese directors have brought to the world stage reflect how Chinese struggled and disillusioned in the era of material poverty, such as "My Father and Mother" and "Peacock". Because these cater to the tastes of Westerners, they see China as wild and backward, and they are willing to see China backward. But "Glass Air" is different, it doesn't cater to anyone's tastes, it doesn't talk about sex or celebrities, it abandons small love and small favors, and talks about great love in the world. It does not cater to people, but persuades people, moves people, and guides people's reason to look far, pay attention to our living environment, and pay attention to the environment that has been abused by us. The name of the film is glass air, but the air in the film is very turbid, which makes people feel in the contrast.

He said, from the handling of camera skills, it is obvious that I was influenced by the cold night of the party, and at first glance, I knew that the teacher came out of the cold family and inherited the lens style of the cold night, but the black humor component in the movie is an independent style that is different from the cold night of the party. Even if this film still has many shortcomings, it is still too naïve, the expressiveness is very poor, and the picture production is rough, it can't stop the director's youthful pride and brilliance.

I was surprised by the fact that this great critic wrote a review for me for the third time. What's even more unexpected is that he let me know that movies are not only about selling tickets and winning awards, movies are used to cultivate and purify people's hearts, and it is the process of directors using movies to instill their own thoughts and promote their own ideas to the audience. So I decided to stay in Berlin to promote my film and my own ideas.

When a person has clear and noble goals and ideals, everything about him will become clear and calm, and I can begin to appreciate why the party has such a pair of pure eyes on a cold night and can still be calm and calm in the tragic business war.

I exchanged my thoughts and feelings with Lin Yushi, hoping to help him get out of the knot of personal grievances.

On the last day of the festival, Robert took us to a family of Chinese fans, and while the host and guest were enjoying the Chinese food cooked by the hostess, the production director next to me rang his mobile phone, and he went out to answer the phone.

I didn't care what phone he answered, and continued to discuss with the hostess how to cook Chinese food. He answered the phone and came back and sat down, and said with a face that was about to laugh: "Xiaoxue, do you want to know the content of the call?" ”

That's when I realized that the call was about the awards, and everyone pricked up their ears with me.

"Our 'Glass Air' won the Golden Bear for Best Screenplay and the Golden Bear for Best Music."

After a minute of silence, everyone rejoiced.

The hostess brought champagne and opened it for us to celebrate, and I was very happy, but I accepted the achievements more calmly, because it was not the most important thing for me.

At the awards ceremony and closing ceremony in the evening, I didn't participate in the red carpet ceremony, and I didn't have to compete with those female stars.

When the award was presented, as soon as I heard that the guest who presented the award to me was actually that Miss Bai, I was so scared that I didn't dare to go on stage and asked Hou Yujian to help me accept the award. My colleagues were all laughing at me, and Hou Yujian said, "I'll go on stage to be hugged and kissed for you, and I'll give it back to you later." ”

I said, "How dare you!" After receiving the award for a while, you are not allowed to sit next to it, so as not to pass on the smell of the commotion you brought back to me. ”

Our group of people smiled maliciously, Hou Yujian couldn't get on the stage for a long time, and the foreigner next to him didn't understand what we were doing, and looked at us inexplicably.

Watching Hou Yujian come to the stage and suffer, I laughed wickedly. Lin Yushi looked at me with a kind of pity, and smiled. Because I didn't plan to walk the red carpet, tonight I wore a very comfortable white cardigan and a white down jacket that the party bought for me on a cold night, it was very warm in the venue, I took off the down jacket, my face was still hot and red, maybe I looked like a doll.

After that, Hou Yujian also received the Best Music Award on stage, and the next day the media jokingly said that Hou Yujian became the representative of "Glass Air".

It took a month of busy press conferences, celebrations, cocktail parties, and parties after returning to China for a whole month before my life returned to peace.

Spring came early in Haidu, and we were training intensively for the combination of Yizhu and Cattelan while preparing for my new film. At the same time, I also moved into my own house. The move didn't alarm everyone, but there were still a lot of people who came to join in the fun.

Ye Juncong raised his glass and said, "Come, let's raise a glass together to celebrate that our Xiaoxue is going to officially enjoy the life of a single nobleman." ”

"Cheers!" "Cheers!" ……

People drank and made fun of me, and I couldn't laugh or cry. I probably should really enjoy the life of a single nobleman, as he said.

Han Lexiang's headquarters officially moved back to the original site to build a new office building, a 77-story skyscraper, and a beautiful and free architectural style has become another new landmark in Haidu.

The 2nd to 40th floors are the office area of the headquarters, the 41st to 60th floors are the office and indoor production and shooting areas of Han Lexiang Media, the 61st to 70th floors are the company's internal library, and the 71st to 77th floors are the leisure hall.

The building was built with an energy-efficient solution, with solar panels on the outside of the building generating enough electricity to power half of the building.

I think the most sorry thing is to sit in the high-rise library, hold a cup of hot tea, open a book, drink tea and read, and stand by the floor-to-ceiling window when tired, overlooking the scenery of the entire sea capital at your feet. No wonder the party had to design such an office building on a cold night.

The office of the party on a cold night is on the thirty-seventh floor, and my office is on the fifty-seventh floor, unless it is deliberate, I think we will see each other very little in the future.

In the days that followed, I rode the bike I bought five years ago, listened to my favorite radio with headphones in my ears, and commuted to work at a leisurely pace. I have more than 100 billion assets under my name, my name often appears in the media, and the lyrics I write are sung on various speakers in the streets and alleys. Doing things in a high profile and being a low-key person is a way of life, a way I like it.

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