Chapter 18: A sense of déjà vu
Although these are all stories of youthful pain, I used to think it was quite naïve, but now that I look at it, I also fall into it, and I want to know the ending of the story, in fact, no matter which book, it has its ending, whether it is naïve or not. If you look at the beginning, you'll want to see the ending.
Maybe the emotional line in the story has always involved your thoughts. Maybe you'll be in the middle of it, thinking about what you'd do and what choices you'd make if you were the main character of the story.
Looking at myself, inexplicable emotions will also be driven, no matter how I say that I have come from adolescence, I also want to recall the difference between my own youth and the youth of others. Although these books are written and not entirely true, it cannot be denied that some people do experience such youth.
Sometimes I want to know how I spent my youth and what I did at that time. Everyone's youth has a different form of expression, although saying that they have forgotten it does not mean that those did not exist.
"It's still where it was yesterday, isn't it?" Shu Yixin made some naughty choices, probably guessing that he should be in the position he was yesterday.
He Yuhe nodded, he did have such an idea, he wanted to sit in that position and finish reading that book.
I kept thinking about it last night, and I wanted to know what the ending would be. I also thought about downloading it online to read it, but in the end I was rejected by myself. I feel that picking up a book and looking at a book seems to be more emotional.
"Okay, please go over and sit down for a while, and I'll send it to you later." After all, it still takes a while to make coffee, so let him go and sit for a while, and you can't let him stand here all the time waiting for his coffee.
When He Yuhe walked to that position, Shu Yixin's eyes continued to stay on him, and he always felt that he should know him, and the feeling he gave himself was too familiar, but he thought about it again, and he couldn't think of it at all. Isn't it strange how you can have such thoughts and thoughts?
At this moment, Shu Yixin felt a little strange, why did he have such an idea, yesterday he was still joking about Lin Ya, and when he saw the handsome guy, he felt that the figure was very familiar, did he like each other.
But at this time, I have such thoughts, I always feel that the other party's figure is a little familiar, as if I have seen it somewhere, but I can't remember it for a while.
I don't know why I have such an illusion, when I saw him yesterday, I didn't have such an idea, but when I saw him again today, I felt that he was a little familiar.
Maybe I'm too tired, that's why I have such an illusion, forget it, what's the use of thinking so much? At this time, I still hurriedly sent the coffee and tea that people wanted.
It's useless to think so much, you still have to think about doing business, after all, doing business is the most practical for yourself.
He's just one of his consumers, maybe he's really seen him before, so he feels a little familiar with his figure.
Even if you feel that he is a little familiar, so what, just thinking that you once knew him does not mean that there will be any intersection with him now. So you shouldn't keep thinking about it, because it doesn't mean anything to you.
Is it really that important for you to recognize or not at this moment? The answer in his heart is no, even if he knows, there can be no intersection, he has his own life to live, and he has his own life.
He Yuhe sat in that position, picked up the book directly, flipped through it, and when he got to that position yesterday, he also deliberately folded a corner, just to make it easier for him to read it later.
In such a quiet environment, reading a book of youthful pain and drinking coffee with the taste of first love is really a unique taste, although it is the second time I have come, but I have slowly liked this rhythm of life.
When Shu Yixin brought the coffee, he saw that he was so serious and didn't bother him. Just quietly put the coffee and dessert aside, then looked at him one more time, and turned to leave.
Looking at the way he reads, he is really handsome, I really don't think he is so handsome, but now the more I look at it, the more I feel that he is very handsome, and he is still the type he likes, but these can only be thought about by himself, and how can he be possible.
What's wrong with me today, I've never been a nymphomaniac, after all, there are a lot of handsome young guys who come here to drink coffee and tea, and some students also like to come here, but I have never felt like this, and I feel a little obsessed for a person.
Or do you really like him, but it's not like it, I just think he's a little special to me, as if I knew him before.
The people who come to drink coffee here are not short of handsome guys and beauties, and they have never had such thoughts before, nor will they have such throbbing, not just because he is handsome, so he is fascinated by him.
Or maybe it's because of déjà vu, this emotional line pulls his heart, and he can't explain why he has a special feeling for him.
Whether you like him, or whether you are fascinated by him, always feel that there is something involved between you and him, so that you can't explain clearly.
"Hey, what are you thinking, it's almost time to get off work, and you won't clean up." Ren Xiaoou finished packing up the things inside, and when he came out, he saw Shu Yixin in a daze.
It stands to reason that every time she comes out by herself at this time, she should be packing her things, and then the two of them are ready to get off work.
But she never thought of it, nor did she see a scene like today, when she came out, she was in a daze, and she didn't know what she was thinking.
"Oh, it might be a little late today, and there's still a guest over there who hasn't left." Shu Yi's mind was pulled back, and he looked at the coffee book, and there were still guests in the house.
I thought that it shouldn't close so early today, and there were still guests, so I couldn't kick them out.
Ren Xiaoou also followed his gaze at the same time, but she saw a back, which made her eyes freeze. Because that back was too familiar to her. Unsurely, she looked at it a few more times, and then turned her head to look at Shu Yixin, who was also looking at the other party in a daze just now.
Suddenly, a bad premonition popped up in my head, they had already met, hadn't they?
But what I am not sure about is whether Shu Yixin remembers those things in the past and knows who the other party is.
Why is this world so small, they have been encountered like this, and they thought that they would never meet again in this life, after all, it has been several years, and they have not met.
What is going on today, how did they meet here, how did he appear here, did he come here on purpose, or unintentionally?
How could she appear here so coincidentally, Shu Yixin was in a daze just now, and she could guess that she still had feelings for him.
At this time, I am not sure, whether she has remembered something, she has not remembered anything, she will feel that the other party is very different, this time I kind of understand why she has been in a daze with her just now.
That's because of him, so he forgot what he was going to do, forgot to clean up, and was ready to close.
"What was I thinking just now, I was thinking so intently." Ren Xiaoou wasn't sure if the things she had forgotten about would sound again, so at this time, she could only ask tentatively.
Shu Yixin pulled out a smile lightly, and said softly, "Actually, it's nothing, I'm just thinking about something, don't worry, I'm fine, it's fine." Shu Yixin was worried that Ren Xiaoou was worried about himself, so he asked himself what he was thinking.
"You think so intrigued, there must be something special!" As a bystander, she could see at a glance that she had something on her mind.
At this time, she was just betting on whether she would like to tell herself what she was thinking.
"Actually, I didn't think about anything, I just think that things have happened a little too much recently, thinking that the orphanage is going to be demolished, but I can't do anything, there is something I don't plan to hide from you, do you see the man opposite? I always felt that the figure was familiar, I had seen it somewhere before, but I couldn't remember it. Because this question has been bothering Shu Yixin, she didn't plan to hide it at this time, and directly told her best friend.
"You think he's familiar, have you seen him before?" If she hadn't seen it before, how could she feel familiar, or that her memory had slowly recovered.
"Wow, you know, I've been in the café lately, and I haven't been anywhere, but that gentleman came yesterday afternoon, you say it's not strange, when he came over yesterday, I didn't feel like this, I didn't think he was familiar at all, but today he came over again, I looked at his back, and I always felt strange, isn't it strange?" Why didn't I feel the same when I saw him yesterday, but I have such a feeling today?
It's such a feeling, yesterday was because I was ignored by myself, so I didn't think about it, or because I didn't look at his back yesterday, so I didn't feel that he was familiar, and today I may have looked at it a few more times, and I have such a feeling.
Anyway, I can't say it, but I feel a little inexplicable, and I always feel like I should have known him. But if you once knew him, how could you forget him?
Because I was too busy yesterday, I didn't have the leisure mood to take care of these, because there were not many customers in the store, and I was more relaxed, so I looked at him in a daze, and the more I looked, the more I felt that his back was very familiar.