I just want to accumulate a little more merit, maybe God will have mercy, and I will have the opportunity to see my family, and I have always held this mentality. It's just that more than 20 years have passed, and what I hope for has never appeared, and my so-called family has never appeared by my side, do I still have to hold such a mentality and continue to wait for more than 20 years?

Sometimes I think that I can have more than 20 years in my life, and they don't think about coming to me, no matter how hard they try, they can't find them.

It's not because they're superfluous, so they don't want themselves, if they feel that they're superfluous, why did they choose to give birth to themselves in the first place, or did they have any hardships at the beginning, so they abandoned themselves.

If they really don't love themselves and feel that their existence is superfluous, why bother to give birth to themselves in the first place. I actually gave birth to myself, why I abandoned myself, this is something I can't figure out.

Does it mean that they are girls, so they are not what they want, and then they abandon themselves, after all, there is still a certain preference for sons in today's society, and many families want to have boys, but unfortunately, they are girls, so in the end they can decide to abandon themselves?

They haven't had it all these years, have they thought about finding themselves again, and they really don't care about themselves at all? Shu Yixin felt that if he saw them one day, he would definitely ask why he abandoned himself in the first place, why he didn't want himself, and whether he had thought about himself over the years, even if it was just for a while.

Shu Yixin didn't know how he appeared in the orphanage, but when he grew up, he heard Dean Han mention it, but there are not many mysteries about his life experience, and over the years, he has been waiting for his family to appear, but after waiting for so many years, they have not appeared, and now the orphanage is on the verge of demolition.

But it was really demolished, and when the time came, the chances of finding his family were even slimmer. Originally, they couldn't use it, and they couldn't find themselves with their hearts, and if the orphanage was demolished, then the chances of finding themselves would be even slimmer.

The mood will inevitably be frustrated, Lin Ya may also have this idea with herself, originally thinking that the orphanage would be demolished, but the mood was not particularly good. Now things are not going well at work, and a new boss has just arrived, as his secretary, he doesn't know much about him, and he is afraid of doing something wrong.

Shu Yixin is actually quite able to understand Lin Ya's mood, but what Ren Xiaoou said is not unreasonable, this path is what she chose, how much can I help her? It's always about learning to face it yourself.

I can help her once, but I can't help her for a lifetime, I always have to let her learn to face these things, after all, it doesn't mean that every time something happens, she will be by her side.

What's more, this road is what she has to take, and she can't walk with her for long, and she must also learn to face it alone. If she is injured and wants to find a warm harbor, she can still welcome her here at any time.

After thinking about it, I didn't continue to struggle in my heart, but thought about how to attract more customers and make my coffee bookstore's business better.

This is what I should do, and I can't ignore the things in the orphanage. You should think about how you can keep that piece of land from being demolished.

In short, there are still many things to do, so at this time, you should not be in a low mood, and you should not be depressed because of a little problem. There are still many things waiting for me, maybe I should work harder to make money, so that I can help the children in the orphanage.

Just growing up there, it's clear how much the people there crave someone to visit them, to have toys show up. Every time a warm-hearted person goes to the orphanage, the children in the orphanage are the happiest, because there will be delicious food and fun.

I am not particularly rich, but I often buy small gifts for the children in the orphanage to make them happy. Therefore, at this time, I have to work hard to make money, and making money is the first choice for myself, and everything else should be put aside.

At present, for myself, only money is the dearest, because I don't know who my relatives are, so I have to have money to have a chance to find my biological parents. Otherwise, I won't even have the money to do a DNA test.

Forget the past and live in the present, although I don't know what happened back then, and I don't know why they abandoned themselves, but those are not the most important thing for the current self, the important thing is to live the current life, after all, before I found them, I was still an independent person, and I had to support myself by myself.

Even if you find your own family, you are so old, you should go out on your own to start a career and support yourself, instead of reaching out to them to ask for money.

Before He Yuhe got off work, he came to the coffee book house while walking, at the beginning, he didn't think of coming at all, but he was not in a good mood, and then walked and walked here again.

Maybe it's because it's a little special here, so he is fascinated, and he can't say what the specific situation is, but he knows that the coffee and tea here taste very special. And the book he read yesterday didn't finish reading, so he wanted to finish the ending.

Anyway, now he doesn't have to hurry, he doesn't have to go back to the old house, he has already moved out. You can go back at any time, because there are people waiting to go home on the other side of the apartment, so naturally no one worries about themselves.

Now my life is relatively relaxed and free, I can do whatever I want, anyway, I won't fall behind in the company's affairs. The rest is your own personal time, and you can do what you want.

"Hello and welcome." Shu Yixin heard a bell ring at the door, and knew that someone had come in.

Before the opening, she specially prepared a wind chime, when someone pushed the door, the bell would ring, and the people inside would naturally know that someone was coming outside.

I vaguely remember that I seemed to have discussed this matter with someone, but I couldn't remember it, and I didn't know if it was the plan I had in mind, or if someone else told me. Later, when I opened my own store, my first thought was to hang a bell at the door.

So when she heard the bell ringing, she would subconsciously say, welcome. It's just that she didn't expect that when she raised her head to look at the person who came, she had an illusion.

This feeling seems to be very familiar, although I can't see it very clearly, but that sound, that feeling, suddenly makes me feel familiar. After looking at it for a while, I recognized that he was the man who came over yesterday to drink coffee and tea, and asked himself why.

He was particularly impressed with him, and he asked himself whether coffee and tea were coffee or tea, but in the end, he didn't answer the answer he wanted.

Shaking off his redundant and complicated emotions, Shu Yixin smiled and said softly, "Sir, it turned out to be you." "Looking at his dress, he should also be an office worker, and yesterday was about this point, and when he arrived at the coffee bookstore, it was about the same time as today.

I guess he should have come after work.

He Yuhe nodded lightly, it seems that the other party still remembers himself. Today and yesterday seem to be a little different, there are a lot of desserts around, if I remember correctly, yesterday was not there.

"It seems that there were no such desserts yesterday, do you also sell them with desserts here?" He Yuhe felt that his memory should not be so bad, and he clearly remembered yesterday that there were no such desserts.

Shu Yixin smiled and explained to him, "Actually, we have always had these desserts, but yesterday, the dessert maker didn't come, so there were no desserts." "It's all there, but I was released yesterday, and I don't know how to do it, and I can't be busy, so it can only be, only coffee and tea, no desserts.

"I see, did you make it yourself? It looks pretty exquisite. He Yuhe even wondered a little about himself, why he had so many problems when facing her.

Under normal circumstances, where would he have so many norms, where would he ask so much, but I don't know why here, especially when facing her, I always have a feeling that I want to ask her a lot of questions.

"Yes, these desserts are all made by ourselves, and they are guaranteed to be fresh and taste good, in fact, you can try them, I believe this is a good choice." Order a cup of coffee and tea, and then order a dessert, sit down and savor slowly, in fact, it is not a kind of enjoyment.

"Well, it's still the same as yesterday, coffee and tea, and today I will have another dessert and taste your craftsmanship." Since I have a plan, I want to finish the book, it should take a while to see the ending, I can't be hungry, I just happen to have desserts here, and I can eat some of them.

Since I went back last night, I've been thinking about the ending of this story, and I wonder if they still missed it in the end? Still together.

I also wanted to download it on the Internet to see it, but in the end, I still denied this point of view, thinking that it was more emotional to read the book, and I still wanted to have time to read it by myself. So after getting off work today, I was thinking about this matter again, and I came here again unconsciously, since I had already come, I wanted to finish reading that book, and I wanted to know the ending.

They have experienced so many misunderstandings and so many things between them, and in the end, can they break through the obstacles of the family and live happily together, or can they miss it and never meet again.