Chapter 838: A Person's Strength

"If that's the case, you're pretending to be successful, because you've really succeeded in fooling me." Speaking of these words at this moment, it is somewhat sensitive, whether it is true or false, maybe there were some real ingredients.

In fact, don't you sometimes feel like this? Pretending to be strong, pretending that you don't care about anything, in fact, you know how fragile your heart is, how much you care, but you just don't want the people around you to worry about you, and deliberately create such an illusion.

Sometimes the reason why I make such an illusion can only be said to be helpless, after all, I don't want the people around me to worry about me, so I can only come up with such a solution.

Shu Yixin knows that the people around him have always been worried about themselves, in fact, they really don't need to worry so much about themselves, they still see these things very clearly, and they still think very clearly.

"I'm not joking with you, what I said is true, if you need me, I can go over and accompany you." In short, she still said that if she needs herself, then she can go over to accompany her, but there is a premise that she needs herself.

"I know, if I'm really not used to being alone, I'll tell you when I need you." Only if she doesn't know that she can't rest assured of herself, that's why she will say such things, and she will want to accompany herself in the past.

may feel that he has always lived with Lin Ya, and he has long been accustomed to that kind of life, but suddenly he has changed, and he is somewhat uncomfortable.

"Well, maybe you don't need my company, you need his company, you can also tell him directly, anyway, you are now boyfriend and girlfriend, and you don't need so much hypocrisy." Ren Xiaoou, but when she really needs it, there is no need to be so pretentious, and there is no need to be so reserved.

After all, it's different now than in the past, and now the two of them have established a relationship, so they're together, and no one really talks about it, even if they're not married, they can live together.

Shu Yixin looked at Ren Xiaoou, his heart was full of emotion at this moment, and he really didn't know what to say.

"Let me get used to it first, in fact, I don't know if I can adapt, whether I am as strong as I think." At this time, I haven't adapted to this kind of life, so how do I know if I can't? It's a bit too early to say this, so let's talk about it when you get used to it.

Shu Yixin felt that at this time, he had not yet adapted to it, and it might be a little too early to say this. Either way, it's going to take a process, and you have to give yourself some time to get used to it later.

If you still can't adapt to this kind of life after a while, then you will think about it yourself. But at this time, I really didn't have such a plan.

"Well, at this time, I'm just telling you that there is really no need to be too pretentious about these things, and he should help you accompany you." You have to always think that the present is different from the past, and you used to be alone, so you had to rely on yourself for everything, but now your life has changed a lot, so you have to learn to rely on him slowly.

Otherwise, people think that you are very useless, you can't help anything, or maybe they think you are too strong and don't need him at all.

"I know, if there is a need, I will definitely say it, you don't have to worry too much at this time, you always have to get used to it, in fact, it's really not as fragile as you imagined, I think I'm still quite strong." All the ups and downs over the years have come this way. The problems we are facing now are only minor.

Shu Yixin said these words just to reassure him, and at the same time wanted to test himself, after all, he didn't know if he could do it well if he hadn't experienced it. At that time, there were some things that I might not have said too early, but I also knew that I wanted to try it.

In fact, I know very well that sooner or later one day I have to adapt to such a life, no one can accompany me forever, even if it is the person I love the most, it is impossible to say that I will be by my side all my life, there will always be accidents, and I have to learn to live alone.

"I don't want to say anything else, so that you don't think I'm too verbose." In fact, there are really a lot of words, and she doesn't need to emphasize it again and again, she has the answer in her heart, so she doesn't want to continue to ramble at this time.

I even said that I felt a little strange, I would become very verbose in front of her, and I was worried about a lot of things, not worrying about it, but giving people the feeling that I couldn't finish it.

"Isn't it because I've been infected, I've become very verbose lately?" Didn't they say they were too verbose before? Now I am slowly changing this situation.

"It's really possible, maybe it's possible, even though we're together all day." After all, I was tired of being with her all day long, and slowly, I learned it somewhat.

"That's no way, who makes us feel good?" They have a good relationship with each other, so they will be together.

After all, everyone has been together for so many years, how can the relationship be bad? So at this time, I just want to share it for her, and I don't mean anything else.

Sometimes he pretends to be strong and pretends to be fine, but in fact he is not what he thinks, he is much more vulnerable than he thinks, but sometimes he pretends not to let himself find out.

So, she makes herself feel quite distressed, in fact, she really doesn't need to be so strong, what if she is properly vulnerable in front of herself, she will not laugh at her, on the contrary, she will do her best to help.

Ren Xiaoou saw her pretending to be strong, but she was actually really sad. She is actually the same as herself, about the same age, but she is not as squeamish as herself, nor does she have parents to rely on like herself, she is the only one who is herself.

In other words, she is just a child, so why pretend that she is so strong, she understands that she has moments of vulnerability, but she does not allow herself to have moments of vulnerability.

"You are really right in what you said, who made us such good girlfriends, so it is also appropriate to help each other." Shu Yixin also feels the same way at the moment, and it is undeniable that the two of them are indeed good girlfriends.

"Therefore, we should share blessings and hardships, and when we really need it, we should not hide it alone." In fact, there is not much she can help, and she just wants to help as much as she can if she can, so there is no need for her to refuse her kindness.

"You are the only one by my side who is the most righteous, so if there is something, I will definitely look for you, but at this time, give me some time to get used to it, if it really doesn't work, I will definitely find you." Shu Yixin is naturally grateful to have such a good girlfriend by his side.

It can only be said that she really understands her intentions, and for the time being, she just wants to try it alone, after all, she doesn't know the result if she hasn't tried it.

"Well, okay, I'm still the same anyway, you can just tell me if you need to." Ren Xiaoou considered that what she said did make sense, and she hadn't tried it yet, how could she know that it didn't work?

I don't know in my heart that this road is for her to walk alone after all, and when can I accompany her? I can't accompany her for a lifetime, so she is destined to be the only one who can learn to face it, and she can only occasionally appear by her side, and she can only help if she can.

At this time, I really should let go, I should let her try, and no one knows what the result will be before the end.

It's just that the thought that everyone has someone by their side and her by their side, but she is the only one, makes me feel very distressed.

"I really feel good to have you, and I'm relieved to have you by my side." I have to say that having her by my side makes me feel very relieved.

I really can't imagine what her life would be like if she wasn't by her side, and she would definitely feel very uncomfortable.

"Try it, this road really needs you to walk alone in the future, at this time I seem to be able to let go appropriately, I can accompany you for a while, but I can't accompany you for a lifetime." In the end, this road is still for her to go alone, it is her life path, and she can't always be by her side to protect her.

Always have to let go, at this time I can be by her side, it does not mean that I will always be by her side in the future, and some things are destined to be tried by my own.

Although he sympathized with her, pitied her and wanted to help her, he also knew that these things could only be done by her alone.

Some things have long been predestined, even if he wants to help, it is only temporary, it is impossible to be able to help her for a lifetime, the key depends on his personal growth and her own adaptability.

Lin Ya is not a good example, although they have lived together and grown up together since childhood over the years, but in the end she will leave her after finding her family. Even if you don't find your family, you will still leave after getting married one day.

"You can say this proves that you really figured it out, I know and appreciate that you accompany me like this, but this road is for me to go down alone, you can't accompany me for the rest of your life, so let me try it alone." Sooner or later, we will have to face this day, and this is an inevitable fact, so there is really no need to force it too much. The latest chapter of "No First Love, There is a Crush Claw Book House" is free to read for the first time.