【36.】

My father's condition has been stable since he was hospitalized, and the situation that doctors feared did not happen. So all day long, my dad said that my mother, the old woman was tossing around, and he actually called his daughter back. How difficult it is for a child to study abroad and come back!

Whenever this happens, my mom selectively becomes deaf and ignores my dad at all.

These two people are so much fun that I always have fun watching them. My mom usually says, "Look at you, even the kids laugh at you!" ”

In my spare time, my mom would ask me if I had anyone I liked.

"You see you're twenty-five, if you don't look for it, it's too late!"

I smiled: "If you want to find a satisfactory one, where is it so simple." ”

My mother became serious: "Don't be like your father, treat yourself as eighteen every day!" ”

I thought about it and thought that my mother would know about the watermelon sooner or later. I can't hide in Kacheng for the rest of my life, and I can't let the watermelon be unsightly all the time.

"Mom." I leaned over and said, "I have something to tell you." ”

"What's the matter?"

"Hmm...... Isn't that a good thing...... That's a good thing. I smiled flatteringly, "Don't be angry when you hear that." ”

My mom glared at me, "What do you tell me first?" ”

"Well...... I hesitated, "I had a boyfriend when I was in Beijing. ”

"Hmm."

And then ...... After that...... I said quickly, "I finally got pregnant......

My mom looked at me with wide eyes, and didn't seem to care about my rambling and then afterward, and just said, "That's ...... What about the kids? ”

"In Calg."

"Then you're coming back on your own? Who will take the child? ”

"My friend helped me carry it. For one, I don't know what my dad is sick, and if he is very sick, I won't be able to take care of the children. Secondly...... I'm afraid that you two elders won't be able to accept it if you bring it back suddenly. ”

My mother's face was flat, and she was really angry: "Liu Jia, Liu Jia!" Tell me about you, you tell me what you want to do! ”

"You have a child here, aren't you going to take that in this life? Find a partner again, and get married again. People see you pulling a child, can you agree? ”

"Mom...... I'm not going to look for it anymore. ”

"You!" My mother stood up, "Why do you kid not know your own weight so much!" ”

"Mom!" I grabbed her hand, "The baby has been born, and I can't put it back for him." I don't have to get married, and it's nice to have children with me now. ”

My mom looked at me and didn't say a word, I knew she was really angry, but sooner or later there was going to be a showdown, and my mom was also concerned about it.

After a long time, my mother sat down again: "This is the matter...... Don't tell your dad about this. See if you can bring the child back and show us it. Or just throw it at home and we'll show you, isn't it always better than you asking for friends outside? ...... with your dad Just tell your dad that the child's dad is abroad, don't say you're a single mom. ”

I nodded, "Mom...... Don't worry about me. It's not that hard for me to make money while studying abroad. ”

"You...... You kid! My mother sighed, "It's not much worse than Liu Xin, why is it so different!" ”

I asked suspiciously, "What's wrong with Liu Xin?" ”

"She came home last year with a boyfriend. The appearance and temperament are all excellent, I have lived for so long, and I have never seen such a handsome person. Not even a movie star on TV. My mother said, seemingly envious, "The surname is Shen, and Liu Xin is a high school classmate." When he came to our house to see, he brought a lot of things and stuffed a lot of money for us. Your father and I didn't want to accept it, but then we couldn't help Liu Xin's persuasion. I think that kid probably made a friend of a rich family, and wanted to show off to us. Liu Xin is different from you, that kid can't hold his breath when he is young. ”

I felt that my smile must be stiff and ugly, but I asked, "That Mr. Shen...... What kind of person is he? ”

"Well, it can be seen from the demeanor that it is a child from a large family, and it is not frivolous at all. He was also very polite to the two of us, and Liu Xin's parents were not at home at the time, so they had to bring them to see the two of us. I stayed at our house for one night, and I stayed in your house. ”

I smiled stiffly, not knowing what to say.

In fact, to be honest, it's not that it's not sad, but what can it be sad? Why did Liu Xin bring Shen Duo to my house, others don't know the reason, will I still not know?

This is the way to cut me off, and it is the end of my thoughts. As long as my parents think that Shen Duo is Liu Xin's boyfriend, according to the thinking of the older generation, I will never be involved with Shen Duo again.

"Jiajia, what's wrong?" My mom leaned over and touched my forehead: "Sick?" ”

I smiled: "It's okay, I just told you about the child just now, and I was a little scared." ”

"Alas......" the old lady sighed, "the child has been born, and it is useless for us to complain about you." Besides, the child's father doesn't want him anymore, so he can't even dislike his grandfather, right? ”

I leaned on my mother's shoulder, feeling that the sadness I had been suffering for so long had finally found a place to vent: "Mom......"

My mom didn't speak, just patted me on the back like she did when she was a kid.

At that time, he was young and thin.

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Maybe it was because of my mother's words that I felt inexplicably nervous when I slept in my room at night.

He used to be in this bed, what was Shen Duo thinking at that time? Will you dislike this is my bedroom?

I smiled self-deprecatingly, and it seemed that I didn't have that light breeze back then. I know that time and the world have changed me like this. But deep down in my heart, is there no attachment at all?

In fact, I have never been stingy in admitting my love, love and hate, but now it is what I appreciate the most.

It's just like I said, even if I love, I want to love with dignity. Shen Duo is like a young dream to me, the one I love, the one who blushes in the face of me when I was a teenager, the one who will give up eating good fruits because I like it, and the one who is the pride of heaven in the eyes of everyone but is willing to let go of his identity to me.

There are many memories of him, but he is not the person he is today.

It's him, it's not him.

How hard is it to love someone? I just found out today.

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The next morning, I called Du Bin and asked him to bring the watermelon back.

He hesitantly asked how I would explain it to my family.

I told the truth.

Du Bin agreed, saying that he would leave today.

When the two of them arrived, it was a little later than I expected. Du Bin looked at me and explained, "With watermelons, I can't be too rushed." I'm afraid that the child won't be able to stand it. ”

I nodded, and turned to the side: "Let's go into the house." ”

My father has been discharged from the hospital and is sitting in the living room at the moment, he is an elderly person, and he is very angry about my unmarried pregnancy. Fortunately, my mother stopped and persuaded me, and the old man was a little angry.

When the old lady saw Du Bin, she was also stunned, and then looked at me, and I introduced: "Mom, Dad, this is Du Bin." My friend. ”

My dad obviously thought that Du Bin was the father of the watermelon, and said with a cold face: "Please take a seat." ”

I handed Du Bin an apologetic look, but he smiled slightly, without the slightest annoyance.

The watermelon saw his grandfather for the first time, but he didn't recognize him at all, my mother hugged him, he didn't cry or make trouble, quietly in my mother's arms, a pair of eyes dripping looking, seemed to be very curious about where.

My dad looked at Du Bin, but asked, "How old is this child?" ”

"Ten months, I'll be one year old soon."

"How's that going...... Why hasn't the relationship between the two of you been settled yet! ”

I played a round: "Dad...... I'm still in school. ”

"Humph! Do you still know you're a student! ”

He slapped the table, and Du Bin and I could bear it, but the watermelon was startled and cried loudly. My mother hurriedly walked over, still holding the crying poor watermelon in her arms: "I said what are you doing here!" Look at what you scare your child. ”

My father's serious expression was a little moved at the moment he saw the watermelon, probably the old man likes to have a child under his knees. Watermelon looked at my dad with teary eyes, and with that little appearance, my dad finally sighed.

"Come on...... Grandpa hugs. ”

When the watermelon arrived in my grandfather's arms, he was not afraid, and looked at my dad with sobs, as if he wanted to say that he was really scared of him just now.

My dad looked at him for a long time and said, "That's it...... Children and grandchildren have their own blessings. ”

I smiled and leaned over to tease the watermelon, "Baby, thanks to you." ”

The watermelon hasn't seen me for a few days, so I should miss it very much, and my little hand stretched out to ask me to hug it.

"Hey! Grandpa just hugged you! So anxious to find your mother? ”

I smiled, took it, and kissed the watermelon on the face.

At dinner, my dad kept holding the watermelon and liked it very much. After dinner, Du Bin left, and he also had a place to live in Wuxi, so I didn't stay.

When I was about to go to bed, my mother came to my house, and Watermelon was still playing with my dad in the living room.

"Jiajia, don't take the watermelon with you when you leave this time." My mother looked at me, "It's not easy for you to be alone, it's not good to trouble Mr. Du all the time." Since this child's surname is Liu, he is a child of our family, and he doesn't bother others to interfere. ”

I thought about it, I was almost done with my book, whether I would stay in Calgany to work or return to China, in fact, I didn't think about it myself, and our professor encouraged me to continue reading. It's really inconvenient to carry watermelon, and the old lady's sentence "I've been bothering Mr. Du" is really a problem I've thought about.

In my life, it is impossible to give Du Bin anything in return for this feeling, he is not young this year, and he can't be dragged down by me and watermelon all the time.

I nodded: "Okay, wait until tomorrow to see if there are any procedures, after all, this child was born in Canada." ”

The old lady nodded, and looked at the living room again: "Your father likes him, it's strange to say, shouldn't this child be afraid of life when they meet for the first time?" Look at our watermelon, it's good with your dad! ”

Oh, yes...... I smiled, that's nice.

It's just that I just talked about the formalities of watermelon, and it suddenly occurred to me that Du Bin and I have passports. But what about watermelons?

How could they come back so quickly?

Is there someone in the middle to help?

Thinking of this, I only feel a little powerless, and trying to get rid of him may not be as simple as I thought.