【35.】

A long-lost capital, a long-lost breath. The plane ticket to Wuxi was early the next morning, and I could only stay in Beijing for one night.

Some people have news very quickly, such as Shen Yao and Gege.

In the evening, I went to the appointment as scheduled, and it was not as difficult as I imagined.

Shen Yao is still beautiful, and so is Gege. The two of them sat in the hotel, a natural scenery, I might as well deliberately look for it, at a glance, it was the most eye-catching of these two people.

When Shen Yao saw me, it was as if they had only met yesterday, and he was not embarrassed at all, but Gege, who greeted me with a little embarrassment.

I know that some things can't be solved in time, and I'm happy to be an old friend for Shen Yao. As for Gege, I am just the best proof of her past emotional failures.

The meal was peaceful...... I mean, they asked everything they should have asked, and they didn't ask what they shouldn't. It's so good, and I don't think I can talk to these two people about the past.

Shen Yao asked me about my current situation. I laughed and said everything was fine.

There are some things that they must know without me being said. For example, they can know exactly when I return home.

Gege has always been careless about food, I looked at her, in the end, she was young, not as calm as me and Shen Yao. Shen Yao sat across from me, as if he was very focused on eating, but every word he said was extremely measured. I think that no matter how arrogant Shen Yao usually feels, after all, it comes from a big family, it's not that he can't, it's just that it's hidden.

At the end of the party, Gege seemed to be about to say something. was stopped by Shen Yao.

I looked over suspiciously, and Shen Yao only smiled: "Liu Jia, do you still think I am your sister?" ”

Actually, this full sentence should be: Liu Jia, even if you break up with Shen Duo, can you still treat me as your sister?

It's just that Shen Yao will never say this, only half of it, I can understand it.

I nodded: "Sister Shen Yao, if you have anything to say, just tell me." There aren't that many things between the two of us. You used to be very good to me, and I'm not a person who can't get in with oil and salt. ”

She waved her hand: "Ahem! It's not a big deal, but I'm embarrassed when you say that, as if I'm holding a shelf to teach you a lesson. ”

I laughed and didn't say anything.

"Look...... We've known each other for so long. How wonderful time is. Shen Yao stretched out his hand to hold my hand, "It's over, it's over." The days to come are still long, don't live with hatred, and don't blame him. ”

I smiled: "Believe it or not, I really don't complain to anyone." ”

Gege sat on the side and looked at me in a distraction, and repeated in his mouth: "Shen Yao is right, Liu Jia, don't blame him." ”

"I've never held a grudge against him."

"Then you ......" Shen Yao's body leaned forward slightly, as if he was in a hurry.

I said calmly, "I still love him." ”

Shen Yao's expression was stunned, as if he didn't expect me to admit it so quickly.

"But Shen Yao, love and hate, it's all my own business. I don't say this to redeem him. It's either that I'm arrogant, or that Shen Duo has gone through thousands of sails in the future, and finally thinks I'm good, and then comes back to me. I will not say yes. ”

"Why?" Gege hurriedly asked, "Since you love each other......"

I shook my head: "It's not a matter of loving each other or not. Some people, in this life, miss it is missed. I blame no one, not even me. It's just that I, Liu Jia, am not his Shen Duo's plaything. He loved me for five years, but we were only really together for two years. The remaining three years were the most romantic pursuits of a young man for me. No matter how he soars in the future, he will never be able to go back to the past. You can't give me another three years like that. This is my dedication to love, and it is also my dignity as a woman. ”

Love is one thing.

Self-esteem, is another matter.

The two may not interfere with each other, but one cannot be abandoned for the other. Love without self is just a love between a man and a woman after all.

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When I arrived home at noon on the second day, only the old lady was alone.

She took the luggage from my hand: "I made you a meal that you are willing to eat, you can eat first." We'll see your dad later. ”

If you want to say that my old lady is the most powerful person. This stubborn temper in me has inherited from her without exception.

My mom was very introverted all day long, and seemed to be very easy-going, but nothing escaped her eyes.

I looked at my words and felt that my mother didn't look too sad, and I let go of my heart a little, and ate the food she made for me with peace of mind.

The taste that has been lost for a long time, and I have eaten it for more than ten years. It's not that I haven't eaten Chinese food in Kacheng, but I don't feel right in any way, but it turns out that I don't have the taste of home.

The taste can't be described in detail, but it's in our hearts, and we know it in one bite.

After eating, I followed my mother to the hospital.

There are a lot of people in the hospital, but there are relatively few people in the inpatient department. It was hot, but luckily I grew up here and didn't feel bad.

I asked my mother during dinner, and it turned out that the old man was angry with an outsider and had high blood pressure before he was admitted to the hospital. But after all, the old man is old, I'm afraid that this time I can't slow down, and as soon as my father is hospitalized, the backbone of the family is gone, Rao is my mother, no matter how powerful her mother is, in the end she is still out of proportion, so she recruited me back.

When my dad saw me, he wasn't very surprised, but said, "You're back?" ”

I nodded: "Dad, where are you uncomfortable?" ”

The old man frowned: "Hey...... I'm not feeling bad anywhere. Just your mother, listen to the doctor's nonsense, I have to be hospitalized! ”

He looks like an old child like this, and my mother doesn't let him, so she turns her face and asks, "Comrade Liu Hanyang, do you still think you are eighteen?" If you go downstairs and run around now, and come back with the same atmosphere as you did twenty years ago, I'll discharge you from the hospital right away. ”

"Comrade Sun Ruizhi, I'm old, even if I don't have a disease, I can't compare with me twenty years ago, aren't you a little bit of a bar!"

Haha, as soon as these two people quarreled, they were "comrades" and "comrades", which was so funny.

Young couples are old companions, and people of their time have lived a lot of their lives. And now?

What to say?

The world is falling...... Or is the heart fickle? It's all there...... But in the end, it should be that people's desires are growing, and that era of innocence can never be returned. It is just a beautiful vision that exists in the hearts of each of us.