Chapter 164: I Didn't Hate You
I just wiped my tears and told Mao Ranran: "I'm fine, probably the older I get, the smaller I get, so I watched a few horror movies and had some insomnia, and I'm not afraid when you come back." ”
Later, I couldn't help but be ridiculed by her, and I also returned a few words as ridicule, naturally I didn't let her see my emotions.
After that, Mao Ran went into the bathroom to take a shower, and I wiped my tears and continued my day's work.
Mao Ranran naturally couldn't notice the changes in me, but I could clearly feel the changes in my body.
will always look into the distance in a daze for no reason, and even the mobile phone is only willing to stay on the news interface of the Shanghai market, and the insomnia is getting more and more serious.
Often at night, Mao Ran fell asleep, and I still looked at the ceiling with my eyes open.
After this went on for about a while, I got a phone call one morning.
The phone from Xu Zhizhou, the call was made to Mao Ranran, she raised her eyebrows and walked to me, and when she handed me the phone, she couldn't wait to put her ears to the phone and quietly listened to the movement on the phone.
I only heard a deep voice on the other side of the phone: "Are you okay these days?" ”
You frowned and pursed your lips, and even your hands felt nowhere to put them, so you couldn't help scratching your hair and replied, "Okay, I'm fine." ”
In fact, I still wondered in my heart, I only met in Shanghai not long ago, why did I suddenly ask this question, but soon he sighed with some regret: "You... Have you heard about Yu Ming? ”
"I heard, I heard." I said sullenly, and I understood why he asked me if I was okay, probably because I thought I would worry about Tan Yiyang.
I didn't expect Xu Zhizhou to know me so well.
"Listen to your voice, I know you're not good, you sound weak, are you too worried to eat and sleep? Actually, you don't have to worry about Yuming, things will always pass, and it is said that there is a powerful company that will help them through the difficulties, so you don't have to worry. ”
A few days ago, I was reluctant to admit that I was worried about Tan Yiyang, and I always made excuses to tell myself that my insomnia was because I was old.
But now that someone else has brought it up, I seem to have come out of this kind of self-comfort, I have to admit that I care about Tan Yiyang, I care very much, I am worried about his company, and I am even more worried about him.
"I'm going back to the Netherlands, the company decided to suspend the business in Shanghai, I think I won't come back for a long time, the child is not accustomed to the water and soil here, severe diarrhea, I don't know if there will be a chance to see you again in the future, Li En, I just called to tell you, you are the only woman I have ever loved, the time I spent together in the past is still the happiest time in my first half of my life, my choice in the past is really involuntarily, I hope you don't hate me."
Xu Zhizhou's words were so affectionate that I suddenly pulled my thoughts back from Yuming.
Who he was and what he was to me, I always knew.
It's just that we didn't have the fate to come together, so I leaned on Mao Ranran's shoulder, sniffed, and said in a dumb voice: "I never hated you, never, we just didn't have the right time, and that's it for this life." But Xu Zhizhou, if you like any woman in your next life, tell her immediately, don't wait until she has another man in her heart, huh? ”
……
hung up Xu Zhizhou's phone, the mood was not very good, Mao Ranran probably wanted to tease me a few words, but looked at my reddish eyes, just hugged me in his arms, didn't say anything, and secretly stroked my hair.
In the afternoon, Mao Ranran said that her parents asked her for money because of her brother's schooling, so she had to go home to deal with some things, so in the face of the busy Malatang restaurant, I had to do it as two people alone.
But since I came back from Shanghai, there are more and more people who know me, including Yangcheng, in order to avoid gossip, I am in charge of the accounts in the back, and Mao Ranran is busy in the front.
At this moment, I had to wear a mask and go out to work in full gear.
Just when I had just finished collecting a customer's money, there was suddenly a commotion outside, and I was a little curious when I heard the voice, but because I had to collect the bill, I could only hear the two people who paid the bill ridiculing.
"The Mercedes-Benz outside must be worth at least one or two million, and we rarely have luxury cars coming in and out here, I don't know who they are looking for, or are they here for tourism?"
"Why are you here to manage people, you can't afford it, it's fun to watch, and besides, what kind of car is that car mark, I know Mercedes-Benz, don't fool me, don't think I haven't seen Mercedes-Benz."
"Mercedes-Benz, you have seen it, it is all low-end cars, this is the most luxurious S-class of Mercedes-Benz, called Mercedes Maybach, don't talk nonsense if you don't understand......"
Listening to their conversation, my heart suddenly trembled, and I saw someone walk in, and I looked up and just wanted to say hello, I was stunned.
I was thinking about it before, and I really didn't know anything about cars when I first went to college.
At that time, he stupidly asked Tan Yiyang what brand his car was, and I didn't recognize the triangular car logo.
When he told me that it was a Mercedes-Benz S-class, I pouted and said dissatisfiedly that I knew Mercedes-Benz and wanted to lie to me, but when I checked it on the Internet, I felt that I was slapped in the face, and I was embarrassed not to mention that I had seen it, and when I saw Tan Yiyang, I wanted to find a crack to get into.
But what surprised me was that the male pig's feet in my memory were standing at the door of my Malatang restaurant at this moment, looking around at everything here.
The people of Yangcheng were originally enthusiastic, but when they saw such a tall and handsome man in a luxury car standing here, many people couldn't stop looking at him.
There are also eighteen, nineteen or even twenty-year-old girls who are particularly excited, and whisper on the side: "This man is so handsome." ”
Hearing this, I couldn't help but gasp, and the man stood in front of me and said lightly, "I'm not very good at picking this kind of food, so I'll give me a portion according to my preference." ”
After speaking, without waiting for me to react, he walked straight to the corner and sat down at the quietest table.
At this time, I was still staring blankly at the man sitting in the corner, his temperament was extremely incompatible with this environment, but he was sitting as steady as Mount Tai.
Tan Yiyang stared at me with deep eyes like water, without urging or hurrying, he took out his mobile phone and called me leisurely.
When the phone rang, I felt a little inexplicable when I saw the string of numbers.
As soon as I picked it up, I heard him ask me in a low, calm tone as usual, "Aren't you going to serve me food?" ”
As a result, at this moment, the young man who made Malatang in the store poked his head out of the operation room and asked me curiously: "Is such a handsome guy fascinated, the second master, he asked you to order food." ”
……
So I glanced at the man, picked up the tongs and basins, and picked out a few dishes that suited him.
He has never eaten this kind of thing, people eat high-end food, and he has never been interested in this kind of so-called junk food, I don't know what happened today, he actually came to me to eat these things.
When a bowl of spicy tang was ready, I walked awkwardly to Tan Yiyang with a big bowl of hot water.
I saw him frowning and looking at a bowl of mixed dishes, as if he looked disgusted, and I couldn't help but say: "There is nothing else here, if you really can't eat it, you don't have to force it." ”
Tan Yiyang didn't move his chopsticks for a long time, and when I looked down again, I realized that the waiter had put disposable chopsticks in front of him before, and he didn't like to use the bowls used by others.
So I went back to the back kitchen, took out my own dishes and chopsticks, and rinsed them under the faucet several times in front of him before I brought them to him, muttering and saying, "I have used this, if you want to eat it, you can use it, if you don't want to, you can't help it." ”
In the end, Tan Yiyang raised his eyelids before moving his chopsticks, but his expression was not very good when he ate, probably he was really not used to eating this kind of thing.
Looking at his appearance, I couldn't help but think of the year when I just followed him, I squatted on the side of the road and ate baked gluten, and also ate a bowl of super spicy spicy tang.
On the way to his villa by Tan Yiyang, he looked at me coldly with a disgusted look, and ordered me to take a bath as soon as he arrived at the villa.
I couldn't help but tilt my head on his neck and shoulder, and asked unashamedly, did it smell bad?
Then he drooped an iceberg face, and his stern expression made me immediately frightened.
Since then, I have known that all this kind of smelly junk food must not be eaten by Tan Yiyang's side, at least not before rolling the sheets, otherwise he can eat me alive after taking a bath.
Fortunately, although he didn't like it later, he definitely wouldn't stop me from eating these, and I was slowly infiltrated by me to accept this type of hot pot.
I still remember the last time I ate these so-called junk food with him was before we broke up, and he took me to Haidilao to eat in order to celebrate my birthday.
What was he doing at the time?
Oh, by the way, he gave me a ring at the hot pot restaurant, Cartier's, and I gave him one each.
At that time, everyone who was moved cried out, and teased him to call him Teacher Tan, thinking about it all a few years ago, but now I recall it as if it happened yesterday.
At that time, I was happy for a long time, and I wondered if I could celebrate his birthday with him every year in the future, or celebrate his birthday.
Unexpectedly, such an idea was quickly slapped in the face, and we broke up.
Since then, I've been spending my birthday alone, and when I think about myself, I think it's ridiculous.
Probably because I was really caught up in the memories and couldn't extricate myself, I didn't even notice that Tan Yiyang looked at me, until he reached out and pulled my arm, and then said lightly: "Sit down and talk to me." ”