Chapter 165: Why make yourself so miserable
I immediately came back to my senses, and before Tan Yiyang could urge me again, I pulled over the chair next to me and sat down.
It just so happened that I was worried about him before, so it was better to ask about it so that I could put my heart at ease.
But before I ask any more about it, I'm going to make sure why he's here.
Just about to blurt out a question, Tan Yiyang grabbed ahead of me and said leisurely: "You haven't been in a good state lately?" ”
I paused, picked up my phone and looked at myself, and then asked, "I'm covering it so tightly, it's hard to see that I'm not in a good state?" ”
After eating a few bites, Tan Yiyang put down his chopsticks, leaned back on the chair, looked at me indifferently, and said undeniably: "Why do you have insomnia?" I remember that you used to sleep well and couldn't move by thunder, but now you look tired and have dark circles under your eyes. ”
Yes, often without sleep all night, can there be no dark circles under your eyes?
I immediately covered my face, took off my mask and looked at my phone carefully, it was true that the dark circles under my eyes were a little deep, and I even had big bags under my eyes.
So I raised my eyes and asked, "Is it ugly?" ”
Tan Yiyang picked up a tissue and wiped his mouth, the action was simply innate elegance, and said lightly and calmly: "It's very ugly." ”
As soon as I heard it, I was angry, and I thought to myself, what is the matter with you because my dark circles are ugly, and I didn't take the initiative to hang in front of him, obviously he suddenly appeared, and he still disliked my ugly dark circles.
I immediately put down my phone and pouted at him: "Then don't look at it".
I was about to say something more, but when I thought of the difficulties Yu Ming was facing, I restrained my temper.
Just asked with a little emotion: "Mr. Tan came all the way from Shanghai to come here, what is it for?" You should have a lot of things to do, how can Yu Ming make time to come to my small place when something so big happens? ”
Tan Yiyang didn't answer me, just picked up the chopsticks and continued to eat the rest of the dishes in the bowl.
Originally, I was a little angry when he said I was ugly, but when I asked him, he didn't answer me, as if I was talking to myself, and I didn't feel respected.
I immediately slapped the table and asked with a little anger: "Tan Yiyang, what are you doing, do you know?" Did you run to your former lover just to have a spicy meal? Are you looking for something with me? What the hell is going on with your company, is it really troublesome? What do you mean? ”
Seeing that he finished eating all the things in the bowl, wiped his mouth clean, stood up and suddenly stretched out his hand and touched my hair: "In the future, you have to eat and sleep well, you are already thin, and if you continue to lose sleep like this, people will collapse, in fact, no one in this world is worth your energy to worry about, so taking care of yourself is the right choice." In the past, you were always too scared of others and didn't care about your own thoughts, so you always let yourself get hurt, and you are not allowed to do such things again in the future. ”
But after saying these words, Tan Yiyang withdrew his hand, and I was a little stunned after listening to his words, not believing that Tan Yiyang came over and just said these words to me.
Then he regained his faint expression and looked at me with his hands in his bag.
"Okay, just now I saw that you would still have some angry little emotions, I knew that you were still you, and I had a good night's sleep for a while, and when I woke up, you were still the same chattering Lien."
At this moment, my heart felt like it was going to churn, and I was a little out of breath, even like something was stuck in my throat.
Seeing that he was about to take a step as if he was about to leave, I immediately got up, and just as he passed me after putting down a hundred-dollar bill, I grabbed his arm at once: "Did you listen to someone who told me about my current situation, didn't even care about my own affairs, and then came to give me psychological comfort?" ”
He didn't give me a response, just tugged at the corners of his mouth.
As I said before, he is a special person, and the more he doesn't say it, the more I want to know why he came, and when I saw him leaving, I suddenly became angry.
Pulling directly at the corner of his clothes, this time grabbing him directly with both hands, something fell from his clothes, and when I picked it up, it was a Cartier ring.
Take a closer look, it turns out that he bought the LOVE couple ring for me.
Tan Yiyang immediately took it from my hand, and said in a deep voice, "This is my ring." ”
After saying this, he glanced at me and said, "Your spicy tang is delicious, I will eat it again when I have time in the future, I still have something to do, so I will leave first." ”
He wanted to leave, but my hand never let go of his arm, and finally Tan Yiyang stood still again, and asked me word by word: "Li En, didn't you say you don't love me?" I saw him tugging at the corners of his mouth, and couldn't help but snort softly: "Are you worried that I can't eat well and sleep because I'm worried about?" ”
To be honest, I was really surprised to be exposed, and I was a little overwhelmed by this statement.
I am definitely the kind of person who wants to die to save face and suffer crimes, but now, I have been seen through by Tan Yiyang nakedly, and I can only look at him fixedly: "Yes, I'm worried about you, I'm so worried, I used to ......"
But before he finished speaking, he was interrupted by Tan Yiyang's words.
"Worried about me? You don't have to, you can't help with many things, and my business decisions and connections allow me to quickly solve these so-called problems in your eyes, when did I, Tan Yiyang, lack money? Don't say it's okay now, even if there is, money is never an unsolvable thing for me, so instead of worrying about others, you should take care of yourself first. ”
I didn't think that Tan Yiyang would be able to say such a thing to me, so I immediately stood there and looked at him in a daze.
At this moment, Xu Yuan suddenly walked over and handed the phone in his hand to Tan Yiyang.
I don't know who is on the other side of the phone, probably because of work, I only heard Xu Yuan say to Tan Yiyang: "The project with Mr. Wan has been approved, and the contract will be signed soon, and the project with the German side has also reached the stage of final negotiation and signing, so the legal department has to review the contract first." ”
As soon as I heard this, I suddenly felt ridiculous, even very upset.
I thought that Tan Yiyang had encountered difficulties, and I was still worried that I couldn't eat or sleep, for fear that he would be hit hard by the sudden fall after galloping in the mall for so many years, but as a result, it seems that it is still the same as before, even the company has not been affected in any way, and the projects are going on normally.
I only heard Tan Yiyang say to Xu Yuan: "I have read the contract, if there is no problem with the legal review, I will make the payment, and let the project department continue to advance." ”
It was a sarcasm for me, I pounded my chest, I really didn't want to see him again, and finally I left the place with my chopsticks and went into the back kitchen.
I don't know when Mao Ranran came back, but at this time she was standing in the back kitchen, and when she saw me running in, she craned her neck a little to look out, and kept muttering: "Mr. Tan is gone?" ”
I immediately threw the dishes and chopsticks aside, and said to myself resentfully: "I don't know, I love to go or not, it doesn't seem to be anything at all, it seems to be more nourishing than before, and the people who hurt me have been worried for a long time, I'm really ashamed today, it's just a shame for myself."
Mao Ranran didn't care what I said, she left me and walked out directly.
After a long time, I walked out slowly, and Mao Ranran stuffed the one hundred yuan in his hand into my hand, looking a little regretful: "This is what Mr. Tan put on the table, the car has gone away, why is he so clear with you, and he still wants to invite him for a spicy meal?" ”
Yes, he just calculated so clearly with me, and he didn't want to take advantage of me at all.
Seeing that his car had run far away, I pinched the hundred-yuan bill and asked myself secretly: "Li En, Li En, why are you torturing yourself for others, he Tan Yiyang is fine, there is nothing wrong at all, he has not been affected by this turmoil at all, he has money, and he doesn't need to find money to eat a bowl of spicy hot." ”
Mao Ranran suddenly grabbed my shoulders and hesitated for a moment before saying to me, "You, isn't it possible for you and Mr. Tan?" It took me a lot of trouble to find Mr. Tan's phone, thinking that you could get together again when he came over. ”
Hearing this, I immediately looked at Mao Ranran, and only then did I understand a lot of things.
I was just silent suddenly, and after a long time, I raised my head and told Mao Ranran: "I know that you are for my good, whether you tell Xu Zhizhou that I went to the cemetery, or you let Tan Yiyang come here, I understand everything." It's just that I want to tell you that Tan Yiyang and I really can't be together, you see that we always miss each other, when I love him crazy, he doesn't love me, but when he says he loves me, we are separated because of hatred, but he chased me, and when I just wanted to give him a chance, I was intervened by Ye Shan again. And now, he came here with a light attitude, as if he was laughing at my worry about him, I can't help him at all, it will only make me feel that my care is ruthlessly humiliated, so don't do such a thing in the future, otherwise it will make me particularly embarrassed. ”
When Mao Ranran heard this, he immediately stood in front of me, hesitated in place for a while, and then raised his hand and swore: "I will never do such a thing in the future, I swear." I didn't mean to embarrass you, I just thought that you had been with him before, and since the knot between the two of them was untied, and he didn't marry that Ye Shan in the end, I thought that since Mr. Tan's company was in trouble, it would be nice if you could be together by taking advantage of this matter. ”
When she said this, she suddenly sighed and looked at me cautiously: "Actually, I know that you still love him in your heart, your irritability and your insomnia these days are all because of him, I often see you sitting on the sofa in the middle of the night in a daze, and the screen of your mobile phone stays on the interface of the latest news in Shanghai, if you don't love him, why make yourself so miserable?" I really feel sorry for you. ”