【34.】

I expected King to come to me, and as expected.

He couldn't even wait for me to go to the appointment, so he drove the car directly to the school gate, and I calmly got into the car in front of everyone's eyes.

King's expression was gloomy, and the car was driving fast, and his pursed lips were a sign that the gentleman seemed to be in a rage.

The car drove to a villa, he got out of the car, and opened the door for me in a very gentlemanly manner, and I didn't say a word "thank you" yet. He leaned over and pressed my body against the car, and he leaned over, getting closer and closer, and by the time I could react, he had already kissed me on the lips.

"You!" I struggled, but his strength was so great that he could hold me in one hand.

The salty smell poured into his mouth, but he stubbornly refused to let go of me, as if he was daunting.

I was desperate to know what to do, and it was only at this moment that I realized how ridiculous my previous ego was, that he was a king, a man. How do I break free now?

Suddenly, he snorted and let me go. My eyes were blurred with tears, and I couldn't see the person in front of me clearly. But I knew that as soon as he appeared with me, I knew it must be him.

He rarely made such a gaffe, and roared at King, "You bastard! ”

King raised his hand and wiped the corners of his mouth: "Childe, I said, Liu Jia I'm going to decide." ”

Shen Duo stopped talking, came over and took my hand and took me away.

He walked for a long time, but he didn't speak, and he didn't look at me.

After half a bang, he shook my hand away, and I stumbled and almost fell.

"You!" He pointed at me, "Why are you so casual!" ”

Well......

In my saddest moments, I never despaired. Because I don't think I'm going to be alone.

In the saddest moments, I have never been insulted like this. Because of those unbearable languages, Du Bin helped me block them.

In the saddest moments, I was never so lonely. Because I always have a watermelon with me.

I insisted like that, leaving all my best years behind and leaving my hometown. Why?

It's just because I love you too much, because I can't bear to hate you.

But you say I'm casual?

I smiled, but tears kept falling: "Shen Duo, anyone in this world can say that I am casual, and anyone can accuse me of inappropriate life." Anyone can say I'm an unwed mother. But you can't. ”

You alone can't.

He came up, grabbed me by the waist, and lowered his head to kiss me.

I don't know where I got that much strength, desperately breaking free, even the rejection of King just now didn't look like this. He kissed hard, his hands clasped my waist, as if he wanted to embed me in his body, I felt that every inch of my skin was aching, and the most painful thing was my heart.

Why meet in person? Why don't I always have the one who loves me the most in my heart?

But he let go of me, sneered, and said, "I see you struggling now." ”

I kept my tears flowing, and I could only keep my head down from him: "I beg you to ......"

His smile froze on his face, as if he couldn't believe what he had heard.

"I beg you to spare me......" I reached out to wipe my tears, "I beg you...... You can't do this. Shen Duo, you can't do this. ”

"I've never loved someone like this, and even the way we are now, I can't hate you, Shen Duo...... You can't do this. Even if everything about me is unbearable in your eyes, please forgive me. I'm not a great person, please forgive me for not being brave enough, please forgive me for not letting you go now. You don't like me being with someone else, I can be single for the rest of my life, what do you want? You tell me...... But you can't be like that. ”

You don't know...... You're the reason why I'm sticking with it. So you can't be like this.

Shen Duo came over and hugged me. I wailed and wept in his arms.

But he didn't say a word.

Time is easy to throw people away, red cherries, green plantains.

Who thinks about the past, and laughs with tears.

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What happened that day was like a farce, I never imagined that I would say such a thing, and I never imagined that Shen Duo would appear in front of me so suddenly, and leave without a word.

In the past year or so, I feel like I've grown a lot. I used to stubbornly refuse to admit it, but I finally dared to say it.

I don't know how Shen Duo will feel after hearing my words, he may feel that I have changed, and he will start to miss the old me.

But who doesn't grow?

If I was free enough, I wouldn't have watermelon. If I was free enough, I wouldn't miss him. As I told Du Bin, from now on, I will no longer deceive myself, and I can say whatever I want about emotional matters. Even if I'm willful. I don't want to bear this kind of tormenting lovesickness alone.

I had never thought about returning to China before. But that day, I suddenly received a call from my mother. Said that his father was hospitalized.

I know my old lady too well, and she never reports good news and bad news, and if my father wasn't really sick, she wouldn't have called me.

I hurriedly went to school to ask for leave, and called Du Bin to explain that I was leaving.

He asked suspiciously, "What about watermelons?" ”

"I'll bring it home."

He hesitated: "...... Uncle is not in good health, where do you have time to take care of watermelons? ”

Of course I thought about it, but I couldn't bear to be separated from watermelons for so long.

"Leave the watermelon in Caraqua. There is a nanny at home, and there is me. ”

I'm still hesitating...... Didn't speak.

"Besides, the watermelon disease is just right, what if there is no one to take care of it when I return to China, what if I get sick. He grew up in Kacheng since he was a child, what should he do if he can't adapt to the water and soil when he goes back? ”

All right...... He always knew where my weakness was.

Du Bin...... Thank you. ”

He was stunned for a long time before he said, "What are you talking about......

I smiled: "It's true, you see...... After all I've been through, now all I can rely on is you. Really appreciate you. During my return to China, please take care of the watermelon. ”

He answered.

When I went home to pack my luggage, Watermelon sat on the bed and watched me tidy up. One moment to pull this, the other to pull that. The clothes I had just folded were a mess from him.

I pretended to be angry: "Don't mess with Mom!" ”

Don't look at him small, he is the most observant, look at me like this, stop it immediately. Looking at me pitifully, I couldn't stand the watermelon's eyes.

"Hmm...... "I hugged him, "the watermelon is the best!" ”

Then I kissed him on the cheek.

The watermelon giggled, which was very funny.

His cheek was pressed against my chest, and I held the watermelon and looked out the window.

I just don't know what awaits me.