【46.】
【46.】
Okay, I'll admit that Shen Duo is a good-tempered person in most cases when facing me, but we can't deny that this guy's nature is still relatively difficult to deal with. Otherwise, why are so many people under the obscenity of the child?
So......
Du Bin, you are really looking for death.
Du Bin was also a little stunned when he saw Shen Duo, and then said, "Hello." ”
is polite, Shen Duo stood beside me without saying a word, very angry, I rarely saw him so angry, and he muttered a little in his heart.
I stood there stupidly, not even daring to speak, only praying in my heart that Gongzi would not be too angry, and after a long while, I heard Shen Duo say, "Why did she come here for an internship?"
Ay?
Does it have anything to do with that?
I looked at Du Bin suspiciously, he seemed to want to say but was not sure, but in the end he still told the truth: "It's me." ”
Two simple words, needless to say, I know it in my heart.
Shen Duo's voice was full of anger: "What about her graduate school entrance examination?" ”
Du Bin frowned: "This doesn't seem to have anything to do with you." ”
"It's okay?" Shen Duo was probably mad, and actually laughed, "Du Bin, isn't it a little ridiculous that you say this?" Nothing to do with me? Who are you related to? Liu Jia's life is hers, not mine, and yours. Why did you make such a self-determined decision? Again...... Du Bin, why don't you ask Liu Jia, she may not like this way of being manipulated. Otherwise, you think it's your turn to arrange everything for her? No matter how long your Du Bin's hand is, it can't reach out to my Shen Duo's territory, right? ”
Although Shen Duo was very angry, he spoke in an orderly manner, and he didn't even speak very loudly, but the alienation and coldness revealed in his tone still made me feel that he must be very angry.
Du Bin's face was rarely serious: "You're right, I didn't ask her." But I don't think I'm doing anything wrong. ”
"Your wishful thinking, why do you think that it must be what Liu Jia wants?"
All right...... The conversation finally came back to me as scheduled.
I cleared my throat: "That's it...... Senior. From the beginning of the graduate school entrance examination to the internship, I always felt that my luck was completely unexpected, and I never thought that there was a person behind it, of course...... As you said, what you've done is probably good for me. But senior, if you are only doing this out of the care of a junior, then I thank you, but there are thousands of juniors, if you really have this habit, you can help those who really need help. I don't have to do that. But if you're doing it for some other personal reasons...... Then I really deserve it, there are more people than I can do. ”
Having said that, I have never been a person who can speak harsh words, especially compared to Shen Duo.
Du Bin's expression couldn't be seen clearly in the night, I also felt that it was a bit too much for me to sing and harmonize with Shen Duo like this, in the end, Du Bin was kind, was my heart really so calm while accepting this? Are you really not happy at all? That's not the case, I said it so high-soundingly, I think it's a bit fake.
He seemed to smile: "You're right......
It seemed that there was something else to say, and he kept looking at me, and I couldn't stand such a look, so I had to lower my head. Du Bin walked past me, and I didn't have the courage to look at him.
After going upstairs, Shen Duo didn't speak, I knew that he was uncomfortable, after all, he could do what Du Bin did for me, but he must be unhappy to be taken first.
I poured him a glass of water: "Here." Drink some water, don't think about it. ”
He was standing in front of the window looking out, the city was brightly lit, and I didn't know what he was looking at. But his grim face let me know that he was angry.
I had to put the water on the coffee table first, walked over and tugged at his sleeve: "Don't be angry. ”
He doesn't speak.
I've barely seen him like this, and I don't know what to say. is a little unscrupulous: "People are also kind!" ”
He looked at me and almost froze me to death with a look in his eyes.
"What do you think of me for?" I frowned slightly, "I don't know these things like you, what are you angry with me?" ”
"What am I mad at you?" He smiled and said, "What do I dare to mad you about? I only blame myself for not taking good care of my own woman, so many things have to be done by others. ”
The word "substitute labor" completely angered me.
"You make it clear, what do you mean by doing it for you?"
He put his hands in his pockets and looked nonchalant: "Doesn't your matter of going to graduate school arouse your curiosity at all?" Earlier, I just thought that your family helped you go through the door, and it was inconvenient to ask. But if it weren't for the help of your family, wouldn't you be curious? Whose hand is outstretched? ”
"I was angry with this...... Well, I'll admit I thought there were some small townspeople, but why should I figure out what I didn't? The point is not that at all, the point is that I can be guaranteed research. I sneered, "Yes, you are a son, the stars hold the moon, even if you don't go to college, it doesn't matter, anyway, you have a good family background and a good background, and you don't have to worry about food and clothing." But I'm different from you, my parents are neither officials nor businessmen, and my future can't rely on my grandparents, so I can only work my own, and work harder. Or else? Laughing at you like those female stars? I hope that when you are in a good mood and can give me 1.8 million, I will have no worries about food and clothing in my life? My relatives and parents are all gone? ”
His eyes narrowed, looking at me, as if looking at a stranger: "Liu Jia, you say it again." ”
Words that almost popped out between his teeth, I knew he must be very angry, these words were not what I thought at all, I thought that the night would not be these unsound things, but I couldn't control myself, I didn't want to be soft, as if I could save some face by saying some cruel words.
"I don't want to laugh like a prostitute all day long, looking at your face." Without saying a word, his face sank, which seemed to me to be an encouragement, "I don't want to be attached to you, I have to ask you everything." I've never been like this, and if you're looking for a girlfriend like that, I'm sorry you're looking for the wrong person. If you really want me to be like that, okay...... Take the money. ”
As soon as he finished speaking, he suddenly reached out a hand and grabbed my arm, and I exclaimed, and he dragged me all the way to the bedroom.
"Shen Duo! Let go! ”
As if he didn't hear, he threw me onto the bed, and before I could cry out in pain, he pressed on my whole body, and tore my clothes desperately, and my clothes couldn't help him tearing so vigorously, and they all fell off in a few moments.
I felt panic at this point, and his eyes were as deep as the tumbling water. His lips were tightly closed, and his expression was fierce.
"Shen Duo ......" I have a crying tone when I speak, "Don't ......"
He lowered his head and kissed me on the lips, I couldn't say anything I had just said, his hands caressed my body up and down, his palms were hot, touching my naked, naked skin, I couldn't help but shudder.
A sense of humiliation came up all at once, and my tears flowed uncontrollably.
He seemed to feel me crying, and stood up to look at me, I didn't want him to see my tears, and buried his head deep in the quilt.
Shen Duo stood up and put his coat over me. I lay on the quilt and wept, and he reached out to wipe my tears.
"Get out!" I finally broke down and my voice broke. But I couldn't stand it, crying and shouting "Get out!" Get out! ”
I don't know when he left, I just lay in bed like that all night, crying tired and sleeping, and woke up crying. The phone rang for a long time, but I ignored it, and finally it probably turned off automatically when the battery ran out.
The moonlight that night was very bright, shining on my body, and it was cold to the bone.