【47.】

I woke up very early the next morning, and the old Beijing in early spring was still cold, and I was in a daze all night, and I didn't feel sick to my throat until early in the morning, probably because of a cold.

After getting up, he drank all the water he gave to Shen Duo yesterday in one go, and his cold underwater stomach suddenly became much sober. The phone rang when it hit the phone, and it was an unfamiliar number. Presumably it wasn't Shen Duo, I picked it up.

"Hey."

Liu Jia...... It's me. ”

I have a feeling that I will not go away, and although I think so in my heart, I can't say too much. We're all adults, and it's not our job to be prestigious.

"Yes, senior."

His tone was a little tentative: "What's wrong with you?" What's wrong with your throat? ”

Because of the cold, my voice was much hoarser than usual, so I coughed lightly and replied, "Probably a cold." Senior...... I don't want to go to this internship. You can give the grades or something. ”

I rarely grow up so willful, just like I told Shen Duo yesterday, my family is just above average, which can keep me worry-free, but it can't give me fine clothes and food. So I haven't been so willful and reckless since I went to college. What's more, at the critical moment of the insurance research, I knew that the internship performance was also a very important one, but I was really tired of coping.

I didn't expect that one day Shen Duo would have such a great influence on me, although we had a fight, but in the end we still compromised with him.

Du Bin pondered for a while and replied, "Don't you have any worries...... Liu Jia, if you don't want to see me, I promise that I won't be in your sight until the end of your internship. You're not a kid anymore. What should I do if I regret being so willful and reckless? ”

I looked at the morning sun outside the window, as if I received a kind of encouragement: "Senior, I don't know if I will regret today's decision in the future, but I know that if I don't do it, I will regret it now." ”

It's a mouthful, and I don't know if he understands it. Perhaps it was the determination in my tone that finally shook him, Du Bin sighed: "You are always so stubborn, I thought you were a very good person to get along with." Now I understand that you are pretending to be a pig and eating a tiger. ”

It's rare for him to say such humorous words, and I smiled: "It's a compliment." ”

"Okay." He seemed to be very helpless, "Don't worry, the company will give you a good internship evaluation." ”

"It's not good......"

"It's like I'm helping you once."

You've helped me so much......

But I don't know how to say that. I simply don't mention it, anyway, everyone knows that there is no need to put it on the table to make each other unhappy.

After hanging up the phone, I began to stare into the phone in a daze, and last night's call turned out to be from Du Bin. Shen Duo didn't call me a single phone, I was disheartened, and suddenly I felt that everything was boring.

Remembering that the last time I came to Old Beijing, I decided to revisit Old Beijing after taking a shower.

The moment you open the door...... I was stunned.

"Shen Duo?"

He sat on the steps, heard my voice, looked up, crumpled clothes, messy hair. He's never been so embarrassed......

He stood up and looked at me, probably trying to say something, but couldn't. The anger in my heart has actually disappeared by half, and now that I see him like this, the rest of my anger is gone. But in the end, he still couldn't pull down his face to admit his mistake first, so he had to look at him silently.

He opened his mouth, as if he wanted to speak, but his voice seemed to pause, and he coughed before he spoke: "Liu Jia." ”

The voice seemed to be hoarse, and it was the same precursor to a cold as me.

I leaned over and said, "Come in and talk about it." ”

He looked at me, unsure of my attitude, and walked in after a while.

I went to the bathroom and put water on him: "Let's take a shower first, and I'll wait until I've washed everything." ”

Shen Duo stood behind me and didn't speak, and I knew that it was not appropriate to say anything at this time, so I didn't deliberately look for a topic.

While he was taking a shower, I ran downstairs to the convenience store to buy him a change of underwear and a set of pajamas by the way. You can't tell him to wear that sloppy outfit, can you?

Putting the clothes outside the bathroom, I knocked lightly on the door: "The change of clothes are all put outside for you, there is only a convenience store nearby, it is not a good brand, you will wear it." ”

With that, he turned around and went back to the bedroom.

The bed in the bedroom looked like it had just been a battle, and I sighed and cleaned up my torn clothes, the coat that Shen Duo had put on me, and the sheets and quilts that had fallen on the floor.

After everything was tidied up, I walked to the window and thought to myself about how to communicate with him for a while.

Lost in a trance...... I just felt a burst of heat behind me. fell into a familiar embrace.

Liu Jia ...... "Even after taking a shower, his voice is still hoarse, "It's me who is bad, I'm sorry." ”

I didn't give up: "But you did it." ”

He didn't speak, he just hugged me tighter.

"Shen Duo, we are not children anymore. Does a problem have to be solved in that way? I turned to look at him, "I understand your anger, it's me who is going to make more trouble than you." But I don't think you're such an unscrupulous person, everyone understands the truth. Why did you make a mistake? ”

He looked at me aggrievedly: "If you care, you will ...... mess"

This small appearance seems to be so angry. I was about to say a few soft words, but the corners of my eyes swept to my bed, and I instantly remembered yesterday's events. Immediately turned his face blank: "It's high-sounding, but you are possessive." I'm not being raised by you, why should people look at your face? I don't even know anything about Du Bin, even if I do, people are kind, how can I have a reason to refuse. ”

He nodded again and again: "Yes, it's me who is not good." ”

Looking at it so closely, the redness under his eyes was very obvious, and the bruises under his eye sockets made him haggard, I finally relented and sighed: "That's it, anyway, I have already told Du Bin that I will not go to the internship company anymore." You're relieved this time, aren't you? ”

He smiled, tired, but genuinely happy. This smile finally touched me, as if all the effort was nothing. In fact, for me, I know very well what I am giving up. I didn't think about how much trouble I would bring to myself on such impulsiveness, but at this moment, his smile made me feel that everything was worth it.

Even if I trade all my good things, I am willing.

I kissed him on the cheek, "Let's go sleep for a while." Spent the night sitting in the stairwell yesterday? ”

He was silent and did not answer.

I sighed: "You......"

Shen Duo lowered his head and kissed my lips gently, very gently......

After a long time, he leaned on my shoulder and whispered, "I don't dare to call you, but I want to see you, I have no other way......"

My eyes were hot, and I almost burst into tears: "Stupid! ”