That night, I came home crying in the snow.

I walked all the way, cried all the way, the pedestrians on the road kept looking at me, I was like a clown, with a wound on my face, and I cried like a little cat, and when I went back, I lay down on the bed, curled myself up in the corner and fell asleep.

In the days that followed, I kept looking for a job as before, even without Tan Yiyang's suppression, many people still refused as soon as they heard my name, and finally I found a job as a clerk in the legal department of a medium-sized real estate company.

Although the salary was worse than that of the previous law firm, at least 3,500 a month's salary was still enough to support myself, so I agreed to go to work the next day.

The job was easy because I was new and they didn't want to give me the job.

This job is completely different from my previous job, and every minute and second makes me feel like I am living again, and I have no hope for life at all.

Later, when I went to the pantry to make coffee, I overheard a conversation between several people, and it turned out that the people in the legal department were deliberately isolating me again.

The reason turned out to be because I was beautiful, and they were worried that I would seduce my boss and take the opportunity to get into the position.

In this way, I have been Tan Yiyang's underground lover for several years, and even with my temperament and my aura, I have been infected as a person who can seduce men?

That sounds a little funny.

……

There was no improvement at work, but the living reality hit me hard.

"Your father Li Lusheng owes 200,000 yuan, I know where you live, if you don't pay it back within five days, you just wait to collect the body."

My dad stopped for a while, and just when I thought he had washed his hands, he gave me another heavy blow, it seemed that he was deeply involved in gambling and could not extricate himself, this time the message of the debt was 200,000.

For me, the two hundred thousand is beyond my reach at this stage.

But I don't want to owe anyone a favor, including Xu Zhizhou's.

I know that as long as I open my mouth, the 200,000 yuan is not a problem for Xu Zhizhou, and it is not even as much as the labor fee of his lawsuit, but I can't repay him anything after all.

So this night, I managed to lose sleep again.

I wanted to know how to raise 200,000 yuan in five days, and after thinking about it, I couldn't come to a conclusion in the end.

Borrowing from a friend?

But I have no relatives or friends, and since those relatives knew that my mother had left us and run away with others, and my father owed a lot of gambling debts, they all avoided me as if they were hiding from the plague, so they gritted their teeth and stopped interacting with each other a long time ago.

In such a chaotic anxiety, I suddenly thought of the check that Tan Yiyang gave me without the amount written.

I got out of bed with a disheveled hair and pulled the check out of the drawer.

Looking at this check I was a little stunned, I still remember he said, the world is sinister, let me go back to his side, he can protect me, but at that time I swore to refuse, I want to rely on my own efforts to live, but now in the blink of an eye I withdraw the check he gave, think about it and feel like a slap in the face.

Eventually, I managed to hold the check in a book and lock it in a drawer.

……

I stuffed myself back into the bed, closed my eyes and imagined the hardships ahead, inevitably feeling a little lost and melancholy.

It's just that not long after lying down, the mobile phone on the side suddenly rang, and I took it to see that it was Tan Luoxi.

I have never had anything to do with her, and even the phone number was the last time she accidentally attacked me, in order to express her apology, she insisted on giving me the number, saying that she could ask her for help in the future.

Not to mention her, I haven't even contacted his indifferent brother for a long time, and I don't know what she has to do with me.

Anyway, I pressed the answer button.

"Come out and play, come on, I've drunk a lot of wine alone......"

Tan Luoxi's voice sounded weird, the background sound on the phone was extremely noisy, and she was drunk if she guessed correctly.

"Sister Tan, do you know who you called?" I sat up and asked, a little worried.

But Tan Luoxi didn't answer what he asked, and his tone of voice was a little frizzy: "Who are you?" Why are you calling me? You... Do you know who I am, don't fucking covet this girl's beauty. ”

Sure enough, she drank too much and didn't even know what she was doing.

Suddenly worried about her, I then asked her on the phone, "Aren't you with your assistant?" Where are you drinking now, so hurry up and ask the assistant to take you home so late. ”

"Ben... This girl is alone, so I chose you, come to the Pacific Club to accompany me, if you don't come, I will go to the address book and find another person. ”

I was really a little helpless, although I didn't have any friendship, and they were big stars, but after all, they were all women, I was worried that something would happen to her alone, and I blurted out without even thinking: "Okay, I'll go now, you are not allowed to run blind." ”

"Okay, just... That's it... The room where we drank on the day of our divorce. ”