Chapter 31: Lying to Him
After listening to what Tan Yiyang said, I was silent for a while, I really couldn't understand, from the last time I broke up with him to this moment, what I said was nonsense in his eyes?
Can he really be indifferent?
I didn't want to go crazy, I didn't want to say anything, I looked at the man in front of me who made me willing to give seven years of youth for it, and my emotions calmed down all of a sudden, and I laughed out loud.
"Coming home with you? At this moment, it seems that Mr. Tan is like playing with a child's family wine, Mr. Tan don't make this kind of joke anymore, I'll go home with you, what do you think of Miss Ye? I don't care how long you have known her, or if you have any emotional entanglements with her sister, I don't want to get involved between you, is it possible for me to go back with you, can you not marry Miss Ye? Or in other words, if you are married to Miss Ye, can you still support me for a lifetime, and want me to be a junior who will be spurned for the rest of my life? ”
Tan Yiyang didn't speak.
I know that letting him marry me will always be an insurmountable bottom line between me and him.
I thought he just didn't want to get married, but it wasn't until I saw the news interview that day that I realized that he wasn't getting married, but that the person he wanted to marry wasn't me.
I'm not expecting my words to change anything, I'm just stating the facts.
"So it should be Mr. Tan who recognizes the reality, not me. Just like the media said that the marriage between Yuming Group and Evergreen Group is inevitable, you can't give up marrying Miss Ye at all, because there is another Miss Ye in your heart, so to be exact, you can't give me the marriage and future I want. ”
"Ryne."
Tan Yiyang's voice sounded extremely low: "In the past few years with me, you have been in pain? ”
"Yes, I'm in pain." I let the snowflakes fall on my face, and after a long silence, I gave my answer.
"In the past seven years by your side, I thought that there would be some place in your heart, but because I broke a perfume bottle, I was kicked out by you with a rolling word. It wasn't until that time that I really understood that the dead Miss Ye had never left your heart at all, even if you never mentioned her in front of me, but I had heard some of it. I've been with you for so long, you won't even give me hope, I'm poor, I don't have money, my dad owes a lot of debts, but you shouldn't trample on my heart and self-esteem. ”
When it came to the intense, I couldn't control my emotions, and even said a little unscrupulously: "Mr. Tan, I hate you, I don't hate you like this for a moment, even if I owe you a lot of money, you give me the opportunity to earn money to pay you back, I have been deprived of the opportunity to become a lawyer by you again and again, you have deprived not only these opportunities, but also my future life with you!! ”
These words are the most direct words I have said to Tan Yiyang over the years.
I have never yelled at him like this, I stared at Tan Yiyang's eyes motionlessly, don't look at the fact that I always have no shape with Tan Yiyang, but this time there is no joke.
Tan Yiyang didn't say a word, put his hands in his pockets, and his appearance returned to his previous indifference, and even his voice was no longer hoarse.
"Lien, since that's the case, you go to your world, I'll let you come back now, if you don't come back, then you won't want to come back like last time, understand?"
Hearing these words, I couldn't help but feel a little sad, and his words pierced my heart.
No matter how it sounds, it sounds like a threat, but I'm a person who doesn't hit the south wall and doesn't look back, maybe I really stumble, and then I will understand whether I have the ability to stand on my feet.
Eventually, I nodded, with tears in my eyes, and stepped back a little bit, until I turned to leave, and my tears couldn't stop falling.
Tan Yiyang has always been a good hand at peeking into my heart, and I was afraid that he would see it, so I tightened the clothes on my body and walked away quickly.
I lied to him, but I don't hate him.
Looking at his face, I felt the urge to rush up and hug his neck and whisper in his ear Lao Tan several times, but in the face of the fact that he had already entered and left the Ye family, I had to lie.
I have no way out, Ye Qiao has not appeared, I am still willing to live the original life, but now, I must get rid of these in order to live every step in the future.
I walked a long distance, and Tan Yiyang's car didn't follow.
I think this time, we should really be separated, no one has ever scolded him like this, although I regret it a little now, but after all, I poured out all my years of depression.
After walking far, far away, until my toes were frozen and unconscious, I allowed myself to crouch down, cover my face and cry.
I sobbed and wiped my tears, thinking that after these days, at least my heart would not hurt too much, but I overestimated myself.
The two hands couldn't stop pressing against the uncomfortable chest, and kept scolding themselves in their hearts: "It's really useless, why do you have to cry for him." ”