(382) It really doesn't matter

Yan Bowen knew that she also recognized herself. The sneering retracted hand, cramped like a child doing something wrong, "I...... I just wanted to help you. ”

After waiting for a long time, Ning Yi'an smiled bitterly, "I just thought that someone was following behind, and I thought it was ...... But I didn't expect it to be you."

As soon as these words came out, both of them fell silent again, not knowing what to say.

Obviously, they were just ordinary friends in the past, but because of an unexpected accident, the fate of the two people was changed.

"I'm sorry" thought for a long time, but Yan Bowen still said these three words. Although pale, although weak, it is the most representative of his true and apologetic feelings, "I don't know what I can do for you, but you...... You're here......"

It's not a long-term solution, is it? There are many words that are not wrong, and it is too cruel for such a girl to spend her life with the Green Lantern Ancient Buddha

Yan Bowen hesitated and asked, "Do you have ...... Thinking about living in a different place? ”

Leaving here, starting over in a place that no one knows, and living an ordinary life is the only advice Yan Bowen could give after hearing about her in Zaranburg.

Ning Yi'an sighed, "When the accident just happened, my father also said so. But at that time, I was too young to leave home, and my mother was reluctant, so I just came to avoid the limelight, but ......"

But people's hearts are the most elusive, good things don't go out, and bad things spread thousands of miles. In the past few years in Beijing, although their affairs have been a little colder, some people still bring it up as a joke from time to time. Therefore, the young talents in the capital would never come to marry such a woman, even if it was a false crime.

And after all these years, the original young and fresh life has gradually faded out of everyone's field of vision. If you go back, not only will others look at you with colored eyes, but even you will no longer be able to adapt to that kind of life.

"It's all fate" Ning Yi'an squeezed the corner of his cotton clothes tightly, lowered his head and said softly, "I don't blame you really, back then...... It is true that there have been resentments...... But over the years, living in the nunnery, Master has taught me a lot of principles about how to be a human being. In the world, there is a definite number of this drink and peck. You didn't mean it, I can only say that I deserved to be here."

The young girl looked up and tried to smile, but there were clear traces of a sparkling liquid in her eyes.

"I'm sorry" Yan Bowen's head was buried lower, looking at his toes, he was even more ashamed and guilty.

"Really...... It's okay," Ning Yi'an couldn't help but want to cry.

The grievances, blank eyes, and endless ridicule that I have endured over the years are all due to the person in front of me

She also thought about how to insult him, kick and beat him fiercely, and use all the cruel means in the world to get revenge on him when she saw him again. But when it came to the end, I realized that my heart was far more tolerant and kind than I imagined.

"I ...... I have to go," Ning Yi'an couldn't stay any longer

She just wanted to find a place to hide in, cry happily, and shed all her grievances with tears. Maybe from now on, she can really untie the knot and smile at life, right? No mistakes in many words

She hurriedly carried the water and left.

But Yan Bowen couldn't walk, and he seemed to be nailed to the spot as if he had taken root.

Ning Yi'an's kindness and forgiveness did not bring him relief, on the contrary, it left a shell in his heart, a shell that needed to be carried and redeemed

If she could really beat him, scold him, or even stab him and kill him, then he would be free.

But she didn't. For those who find themselves guilty, not receiving what they think is sufficient punishment will only make them more miserable, and this mental torture will send them to the eighteen layers of hell, and they will never be able to live beyond life

Zhang Qingting led Qiao Minxuan into the Meng Mansion alone, which made the Meng family a little displeased.

Before anyone asked, she smiled and made up for it first, "Second Master Qiao was going to come together, and everything was packed up, but when he went out, he caught up with something urgent in the shop, and he had to let him go, and the second master was annoyed at the moment and scolded the person in charge." But I really can't, so I went with the people. Before leaving, I can say, I must come to the door in person to compensate for Minxuan, why don't you go and kowtow for your father soon? ”

Qiao Minxuan was extremely clever, and immediately smiled sweetly and stepped forward to kneel down to make amends, but Old Madam Meng hurriedly asked the girl to pull him up, called him to the couch and said with a smile, "I know that Zhongda's kid is the most polite, if it wasn't really impossible, he would never be so rude." Under this big festival, it is common for him to be busy there, so tell him not to take it to heart and not to come over, but it is serious to take care of the business. My old woman has nothing to do, let him come and chatter, and wait for the New Year to bring Minxuan over for a walk."

"The old lady is really considerate," Zhang Qingting hurriedly flattered, "Minxuan, when you go back, remember to tell your father to listen to this, see how this house treats him, and if he doesn't come again, I'll be ashamed of him."

said a few laughs, and gradually diluted the unhappiness in their hearts.

Mrs. Meng took the opportunity to ask, "Where is your little girl?" Why didn't you see it? ”

"I'm afraid that she will cry, Wang'er will hold her, and she will be in the house outside with the nurse" Zhang Qingting was familiar with the rules of these big families, and he left them all outside without orders.

Mrs. Meng was busy and polite, "How can a child not cry?" Stay out and dry in the cold? Hug it in."

Soon, Niu Dewang and Xiao Xiniu also brought in. Niu Dewang recognized it, and he greeted people, and he grew up and became more disciplined. I haven't seen each other for a long time, and everyone is at least affectionate on the face.

Looking at Xiao Xiniu for a while, Xiao Nizi fell asleep peacefully, and she didn't mind being hugged around. It's just that someone always poked her tender little face with their fingers, which made her frown in her sleep with some dissatisfaction.

Mrs. Meng smiled, "Let's not toss, let her go to the warm pavilion to sleep in peace, see this is not happy."

This is to break away from the meaning of people, and soon the nurse held the little girl to find a place to sleep with her big head, and Niu Dewang and Qiao Minxuan also took them down to eat pastries.

Zhang Qingting began to ponder, what else do they have to tell themselves? I have found the financial way to help you Mengfu, and I still have value in using it? Could it be that she wants to be a lobbyist and say goodbye to Qiao Zhongda? It's impossible for them to do something that they can't handle by themselves, and he, an alien monk, has a shallower relationship with Qiao Zhongda, so it's not good to recite scriptures

At this time, I heard Mrs. Meng praise, "This little girl of your family has grown up, and she must be a beautiful embryo."

Zhang Qingting knew that it was a kind word, and immediately said modestly, "Country girl, who cares about beauty and ugliness?" The real beauty embryo, or the few ladies in the house"

"That's not necessarily," Mrs. Meng mentioned otherwise, "If you talk about beauty, your sister-in-law can be regarded as one."

"It's not," Mrs. Meng took over, singing and harmonizing, "It's like that, it's rare in the palace, but the rarest thing is that smart and clever, it's really loved by everyone."

Zhang Qingting's heart tightened when he heard this, what did this mean? Do you want to fight Yulian's idea? You don't want to get her to the palace, do you? There are a lot of mistakes, yes, that's absolutely not good

She hurriedly smiled and said, "We are from a small family, can we have a good appearance?" It's just that Yulian is slightly better, but that kind of bearing, that demeanor, not to mention compared with the ladies in the house, just like the peach girl next to the old lady, is much better than her, if you compare it with the nobles in the palace, it is really laughing off the big teeth, that kind of place, how can we, the village girls, go? If you want to go, these ladies in the house are."

If you want to send it, send your own daughters to that unsightly place, but don't want to put our Yulian into it

Old Madam Meng waved her hand again and again, "You are too modest, how can you compare the young lady of the Jujia family with a subordinate?" Yulian's girl is not really good, the clear-eyed people have a number of right in their hearts, someone sent some good tea face before, Bi Tao, you take someone to get a bowl to invite the little lady to taste"

Bi Tao answered, but quietly took all the idle people in the house down, and only one henchman was still standing behind and waiting.

Zhang Qingting said politely, and his heart was even more suspicious, what are they going to do? Don't we want to get married, and we can still force the cow to drink water?

When the people stepped back, Mrs. Meng interjected coldly, "I heard that you passed her to your aunt's house?" ”

"Isn't it that my uncle left early, Yulian grew up in her aunt's house since she was a child, helping to take care of Wang'er, how many years of affection Aunt has long wanted to recognize her daughter, but she has been busy and has no time, this time she ordered the matter, but she also said that Yulian's dowry and marriage are handled by her."

Old Madam Meng glanced at her meaningfully, "Actually, as long as the person is good, the dowry is not important."

"The old lady said this very well." Zhang Qingting saw the move, "We also look forward to her having a good home, Wang'er is still young, and in the future, my aunt's family will still count on this daughter to help more."

This is to tell them that our Yulian will go back in the future, don't make up your mind

But Mrs. Meng didn't seem to understand, but nodded in agreement, "That is what it should be, although the daughter who marries is the water that is spilled, but it is also human nature to think about her mother's family." If you find a good husband, you can help take care of it better."

"Who said it's not, it's just such a person, it's hard to find" Zhang Qingting picked up the teacup and took a sip, but secretly said in his heart, this has been paved for a long time, it's time to tell the truth.

Old Madam Meng gave Mrs. Meng a look and spoke, "Lady of the Zhao family, Zizhan was with you in the past, you may have heard some about our family's affairs, right?" No mistakes, not a lot of words"

Mrs. Meng shed two tears, "My life is miserable, and I have left before I can marry a wife, and our family is really uneasy in our hearts over the years."

But is your son dead and my family's Yulian matter? Zhang Qingting suddenly thought of a possibility, and was shocked in his heart

This Meng Mansion, shouldn't you want Yulian to do that lack of virtue? No mistakes in many words

(Yulian MM, who do you want to marry?) This one...... That one...... It's not up to you to do it, the relatives reacted very strongly, Guizi fingers ~~) ()