【14.】

When I woke up the next morning, I was awakened by the bright sun, and I realized that I had fallen asleep on my desk, and the cold scraps in front of me reminded me of what had happened yesterday.

I took a deep breath and glanced at the watch on the wall. It's only five o'clock in the morning, Jiang's mother must not have gotten up yet, I silently cleaned up the things on the table, threw away the plates one by one, and the little expectation of certain things in my heart finally turned into ashes, and I no longer dared to hope for extravagance.

That's life, isn't it?

This is Shen Duo, isn't it?

That's the person I'm dealing with, the one I love, isn't it?

I don't dare to say that he hasn't changed in the slightest for me, but he is still Shen Duo, a son known to the upper class in Beijing, he has a prominent family background and a proud appearance.

What is love?

Love is something that makes you laugh when you're tired.

Love is when I tell Shen Duo that one of his shirts looks good, he will wear it all day.

Love is when we know each other, but we still don't give up.

Love is ......

Love is that I still can't resent it despite the way we are now.

After packing up my things, I went upstairs to take a shower, and I was so tired that I didn't want to think about it anymore. Lying in bed, I just hope that I can't sleep, and I will be safe and worry-free from now on.

I was woken up by the noise of a lot of people walking around the house, with the occasional roar of someone. I have a splitting headache, I can't stand the noise. I wanted to make a sound, but my throat hurt terribly. When I opened my eyes and saw a glass of water on the bedside table, I threw it to the ground with a wave of my hand.

All right...... Finally it quieted down.

Shen Duo walked over, his eyes were red, pitiful: "You can be regarded as awake." ”

I looked at him with a frown, not knowing what was going on.

He stroked my forehead: "You have a high fever, you scared me to death." ”

I looked at a man who looked like a family doctor behind him, and a couple of nurses in the room. Thinking of the noisy sound in the room just now, it seems that this young master has lost his temper with others again. At the moment, I only felt sad and sad, and tears couldn't stop falling.

When he saw me crying, he hurriedly reached out and wiped it for me, and said incoherently: "What's wrong?" Is it uncomfortable? Is it okay to get the injection now? ”

I nodded, not wanting to say a word again.

Because of the fever, the blood vessels were not easy to find, and the young nurse patted my hand several times but could not find a suitable blood vessel.

"You tap!"

The little nurse said timidly: "The patient has a fever, and the blood vessels are not easy to find." If you don't, you can't fight at all. ”

Shen Duo frowned: "If you can't fight, you will be replaced by someone else." ”

The little nurse bit her lip, looking very aggrieved, obviously Shen Duo bullying people.

His hand had been holding mine tightly, and I shook his hand to show that it was okay.

Seeing that Shen Duo didn't lose his temper again, the little nurse breathed a sigh of relief and looked at me gratefully. I smiled and was speechless.

The moment the needle came in, it still hurt a little, I "hissed", and Shen Duo clenched my hand nervously: "Does it hurt?" ”

I shook my head.

The doctor and nurse were invited downstairs by Jiang's mother, and there were only two of us left in the room. I don't like to talk, so I just close my eyes.

"I ......" his voice leaked his uneasiness at the moment, "I didn't know ...... yesterday"

"Don't talk about it."

As soon as he opened his mouth, he found that his voice was completely hoarse, and his voice was not as usual, but it was hoarse and ugly.

"There's a lot you don't know, and there's a lot I don't know. But none of that matters...... Shen Duo, don't make trouble. ”

After saying that, I looked at him, and his eyes gradually accumulated moisture, and he couldn't see clearly.

"Good ......," his tears struck my heart.

"You didn't mention anything before." I said weakly, "Just think it's my fault, let's stop making trouble." ”

He kissed my hand: "It was me who was wrong...... If you really don't want to live here...... Liu Jia, it's good if you're happy. ”

I turned my face sideways, tears falling on the pillow, and I couldn't see clearly.

Jiang's mother knocked on the door and came in and said, "Childe, the doctor said that he would discuss Miss Liu's medication with you." ”

"Well, tell him I'll go down in a moment." Then he turned to look at me, "I'm going down." ”

I nodded.

Mother Jiang watched Shen Duo leave, so she came in. complained to me with red eyes: "Tell me, why don't you know how to take care of yourself so much...... Blame me, I should have told you to go back to bed. ”

I smiled: "Mother Jiang, who is out of the way." I'm still young, so it doesn't matter if it's a little sick. ”

"You......" She sat on the edge of my bed and pulled my hair, "You don't know, when Childe came back, he saw you lying on the bed like that, with a hot forehead, but he was frightened." I've been with him for so long, but I've never seen him lose his temper like this. ”

I don't know what to say, is it thanks, or is it moving?

No matter which one it is, it is too raw for those who love each other.

"Don't blame Childe...... I think he's so genuine about you. It's rare...... "Mother Jiang looked at me" Jiajia, you have to know how to cherish blessings. Do not let the things of others take away your blessings. You know? ”

I nodded: "I know ......"

He has done so much for me, and I have always enjoyed it with peace of mind, and this time, I changed myself for him and gave up some dignity for him.

Isn't it possible...... Is it?

The potions in the infusion set fell drop by drop, and I looked bored, Shen Duo was still downstairs, but I suddenly missed it very much.

I miss the handsome young man, the first encounter in the teaching building, the tall boy, the wordless sadness under the street lamp, the man who held my hand and told the oath, and the thoughts he pursed his lips tightly and refused to speak.

I miss the Shen Duo who was nervous about me just now, felt sorry for me, and had red eyes because of my illness.

But he will open his eyes all night long and repay his life for not raising his eyebrows.

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As the saying goes, illness comes like a mountain.

Sure enough, it's true.

I was tormented by a constant high fever, my throat hurt like a small blade scraping, three or four hanging bottles a day, but it was still not good, and at night, it burned again.

Shen Duo is not much better, in the past few days, he has not left an inch, personally boiled porridge for me, his hands were scalded with small blisters, and he said happily: "You cooked for me last time and there were small blisters on your arms, and this time I boiled porridge for you, and I also scalded small blisters." Fate, right? ”

I rolled my eyes angrily: "What kind of fate is this!" ”

"Idlers don't burn out every time they cook."

Boring people!

But he ignored the roll of my eyes, put aside the porridge in his hand, lifted me up, and stuffed a lot of pillows behind me.

I looked at it: "What kind of porridge?" ”

"Bird's nest porridge."

"Really?" I touched my face, "Will my skin get better if I eat it?" ”

Shen Duo couldn't cry or laugh: "Yes, yes, rejuvenation, it's not a problem to make you ten years younger." ”

Cut~ The old monster is not that.

After drinking a bowl of porridge, there was something in my stomach, and I suddenly felt a lot better, and I smiled contentedly. Looking up at Shen Duo, I didn't want him to look at me stupidly, his eyes were slightly red. I still had an injection in my hand, and I didn't dare to move violently, so I could only free my idle hand and wipe his tears in a hurry: "What's wrong?" Shen Duo? ”

He suddenly hugged me, so tight that I couldn't breathe.

My hand patted him on the back, not knowing what else to say.

"You don't know how scared I am......" his voice trembled a little, just like his body at the moment, "I came home and saw you lying on the bed, and I called you a few times and I didn't see you answer me." Your forehead is so hot...... I put a wet towel on your forehead, and you woke up and saw me...... You ask me if I've eaten. Liu Jia...... I'm so muddy! It's all my fault. ”

"It's all gone...... Don't be like this, it's strange...... why do you suddenly do this with "my broken thoughts". Scared the hell out of me! ”

He turned his head sideways and kissed me on the cheek: "You get better quickly, I feel very distressed to see you get injections every day." ”

I giggled and said, "Then make me more bird's nest porridge!" ”

Shen Duo's hand held my head, and gradually leaned over to kiss my mouth. I closed my eyes and enjoyed it, but he suddenly withdrew...... A miserable look.

"What's wrong?"

He couldn't laugh or cry: "Your mouth is full of medicine." ”

I was amused by him and was so happy lying on the bed.

Shen Duo looked at me, and his forehead, which was still wrinkled just now, gradually stretched. It's as if as long as you see me, everything is solved.

It was a week before I got better, and my hands were full of needles and needles, and I felt sorry for myself every day. It seems that he is afraid of my body, and Shen Duo has been very peaceful when I am sick.

But when I got better...... He finally couldn't help but be furious.

I was already asleep, I just felt that someone was kissing my ear behind me, and I didn't have to think about it to know who it was, so I touched him with my elbow: "Don't make trouble, it's sleepy......"

"Hmm......," he replied vaguely, "I'm going to check if you're well." ”

Which...... How can there be such a person!

Shen Duo hugged me with satisfaction, and there were words in his mouth: "Hmm...... The body is probably healed. ”