Chapter 613: Dispensable Mentality
Thinking about it again, calculate the time, Shu Yixin should have met his mother downstairs, did they really bump into him, or didn't he not?
Suddenly thinking of this question made my heart chuckle, as if things were not as simple as I thought, as if something had happened.
Why do you suddenly have such a bad premonition, although you can't say what kind of things will happen, but I always feel that it's not a good thing to let them bump into it, maybe it's because I'm thinking too much, I didn't bump into it at all, I was just scaring myself.
Maybe I should find a time to ask, or maybe I think too much, and I shouldn't worry too much at this time, if they don't bump into them, the problems they are thinking about will not exist.
If you ask very bluntly, you don't know how to ask, because it always feels a little strange to ask such a question.
He Yuhe was a little uneasy in his heart when he thought about this, but he knew that it was not easy for him to say these words directly, and he always felt that there would be other factors.
If you say this, people will be suspicious, in short, it is a little difficult to understand, why do you have such uneasy thoughts in your heart? I have such uneasy thoughts because my parents come back and make my heart feel fearful or my sixth sense.
Or maybe he said that he was worried that the things of the year would happen again, but he was not the original self, and it was even more impossible for his beloved woman to be hurt again, and the last time was irreparable for him, let alone again.
He Yuhe himself can't say why he has such a complicated psychology, in short, he just thinks that something is happening, but he can't understand what kind of thing will happen.
"Why did you come back so late, didn't Xiao He come back with you? I thought he'd send you back. He Lao only saw his daughter-in-law come back alone, and he didn't see his precious grandson.
At first, he thought that the daughter-in-law would go to see his son, and then the grandson would definitely send her back. The result was a bit unexpected, and I felt that it was expected.
Don't you know what kind of person your grandson is? In fact, I know his character better than anyone else, and I knew from the beginning that the relationship between them was not very good.
So what he thinks is just a fantasy, and he should just make an excuse and excuse himself.
If it were someone else, maybe he would still do it, but in the face of his parents, he should have no mind, and it is impossible to do such a thing, not that he is not filial, it can only be said that there are always some problems between him and his parents, and they have not been well resolved.
As long as you think about it from a different perspective, you can figure out everything. He is a grandson who grew up single-handedly, what kind of character is he, don't you know? Although he pretended to be quite stable on the surface, he was a little blamed in his heart, and his parents didn't pay too much attention to him back then.
As time passes, the deeper the separation between each other becomes. When we meet, we can only maintain the most basic politeness, and as for the rest, we really can't have illusions.
"No, I came back alone, thinking that it was so late, and he would have to work tomorrow." Chen Fangru could only find an excuse, and he couldn't say anything more in front of his grandfather.
If he really does this, there is only one result, and that is that he hates himself even more, and hates himself even more.
Now I wholeheartedly want to have a relationship with my son, and I want to be closer to him, everything in the past can no longer be recovered, and I can only make up for it later.
I don't want the relationship with him to be the same in the future, the most basic, stable relationship can't be maintained, and there is no further development for the time being, but I don't want the relationship between each other to deteriorate.
"I still have to work tomorrow, so let him rest early today, anyway, he will come back if he has time and have a meal with my grandfather." He Lao still said this after a while, maybe they should go down their own steps.
After all, everyone is a family, if the trouble is too ugly, it will still hurt the harmony, as the head of the family, I can't hope to see the harmony between their mother and son.
Naturally, I hope that the family can be harmonious, but there are some things that cannot be forced, such as the character of my grandson, in fact, I know something, and I can't force him to do what he doesn't want to do.
Isn't that great? His son and daughter-in-law came back and said that they would stay at home for a while. If you don't come back for the time being, you don't have anything to complain about, after all, you don't have someone to accompany you, so you won't be so lonely.
"With that in mind, I didn't let him send me. Dad, it's not too early, so go back and rest early. Chen Fangru replied with a smile that she could not intensify the contradictions, but could only solve those contradictions step by step.
This kind of thing really can't be rushed, you can only slowly consume with the other party. In short, I don't believe in my sincerity, and I won't be able to touch his heart.
"Well, you've been on the plane for a long time, you should go back and rest early, everyone has gone back to rest, and if you have anything to say, I'll talk about it tomorrow." He Lao also asked them to go back to their rooms early to rest, after all, it would take a few hours to come back by plane.
After that, they all dispersed, the time was not early, everyone was tired, what else could they do if they didn't rest?
As the old man said, if there is anything to say, I will talk about it tomorrow, anyway, I am not in such a hurry.
"Did he really say he was going to send you back?" When he returned to the room, He Shaobin said to his wife.
For the words that the parents and children said, they were somewhat confused in their hearts, and they didn't want to ask too much in front of the old man just now, so as not to worry him, but after returning to the room, he couldn't help but ask.
Chen Fangru just gave him a roll of the eyes, sat down on the edge of the bed and said lightly, "Do you think this is possible?" Do you think a character like him would do this to me? "It's impossible to think about it, and the reason why I say this is just to find a step for myself.
What kind of character is the son, will he not know? I just don't want to be too embarrassed, I just want to maintain the most basic stability, so I said this on purpose.
"I thought it was strange, I thought he really wanted to send you back?" It seems that I am thinking too much, and this is not the case at all.
"What kind of character he is, you should know better than me, I didn't want my dad to be so worried just now, that's why I said this," although I said this, it doesn't mean that the other party listened to it, or believed what I said.
"Do you know where he's over there, and if you see him? Let's just say that he is not at home at all. He Shaobin still seemed a little worried in his heart, after all, he didn't go over, and he didn't know what happened to their mother and son.
Chen Fangru glanced at her husband and said softly, "People have seen it and are at home, but you also know that there is always a generation gap between him and me, and it is impossible to get close." This is the most heart-breaking thing for me, and the result I don't want to see the most.
Obviously the other party is his own son, but he treats himself as an enemy. How can I not be sad as a mother, even if I am sad, I can only hide it alone and dare not express my position in front of him.
He Shaobin walked over, patted his wife's shoulder, and said to her in a gentle tone, "Don't think too much, my son is such a character, this kind of thing can't be rushed, and it will definitely improve if you take it slowly." "If this thing can get up, it won't be the way it is today, we should relax our minds, and one day the relationship between each other will improve.
How to say that each other is a constant family relationship, and there are contradictions for the time being, which does not mean that there are contradictions for a lifetime, and we should look forward to the future development with a good mood.
"That's what I told myself, and I thought there would be a day." Even so, he still felt a little uncomfortable in his heart, as if he had done something heinous.
But did you really do such a thing? The things he did were really so intolerable in his opinion, and he couldn't forgive himself?
"You really can't rush such a thing, isn't it back now? In the future, there will be time to get along. "In the past, I wanted to do a lot of things abroad but I could only be powerless, but now that I have come back, it is relatively simple to do something, so there is really no need to be too anxious.
He also pretended to be nothing, the more sad he felt in his heart, he was too sensible since he was a child, and he rarely gave himself any trouble. There are few opportunities to be able to help him deal with these problems, and in his heart, his parents are simply dispensable to him, not so important.
Whenever I think of this kind of pain that I may not know how painful my heart is, no matter how he says that he is his own son, but he treats himself like this, although he has responsibilities that he can't escape, but those are in the past, and he can't let go of everything in the past.
"That being said, although we all came back, you also know that he rarely comes back to live here, and he is not as optimistic as you think." Although everyone is in the same city, he has his own things to do every day, not that he will come back every day.
So it's not as optimistic as it seems, and it's not as good as it seems. In fact, he is worried that he has an iron heart, and no matter what he does, he will not be able to restore his image in his heart, and this is what worries and fears him the most, and he is not so worried about the others.