Some things are sometimes missed and really can't be changed, so many things in the past, saying so many old feelings make people turn up, it will only make me feel more embarrassed.

Chen Fangru didn't know that it was indeed a bit too much for him to do this at the beginning, maybe he was thinking more about the time of work, only thinking about giving him better living conditions, but ignoring his own feelings.

It can only be said that everyone stands from a different angle and considers different things. He said he didn't mean to do it, but it's really hard to do both. And I think that he should be doing well by his grandfather's side, and his grandfather will take good care of him, and it is precisely because of this that he can be so assured.

I didn't expect that many years later, he told himself very bluntly that there was no mother-son relationship between himself and him, and whether he regarded him as a son. In the face of such a question from him, he really can't answer it.

How do you say it in order to convince him to change his mind, and make him understand that the reason why he did this in the first place is not that he doesn't love him and doesn't take him to heart.

If he could have spent more time on her at the beginning, he would not have said such things to respond to himself today.

Chen Fangru was really a little ashamed of her son's words, she only cared about her work, but neglected to take care of him, and only thought that someone would take care of him, so she didn't have any worries.

Maybe it would be nice to say that I gave birth to a daughter at that time, at least I would be closer to my mother. The problem now is that every time I face him, I basically have nothing to say, let alone communicate or something.

Sometimes I don't even know what he thinks in his heart, and how can I go deep into his heart and be a person who really understands him.

If I had realized this problem earlier, I wouldn't have waited until today, and the relationship with him would not go further and further, and now I can only maintain a superficial calm.

"If there's nothing going on, it's better to go back early, Dad should be worried about you." He Yuhe could only reply to her like this in the end, after all, he sat face to face with her, but there was nothing to communicate, and the scene was still a little embarrassing in the end.

In fact, the two of them live together, there is nothing to say, instead of sitting awkwardly like this, it is better to let her go back to rest early, looking at her appearance, she should have just come back and not returned home.

Didn't she say she wanted to come and see herself? Now that I've seen it, I know that I'm fine, so I shouldn't have anything to worry about, so I'd better go back and rest early, and I have to rest.

"He knows I'm coming, so there's nothing to worry about." Chen Fangru didn't want to leave like this, after all, she came back from the United States all the way, and the first thing she thought about was to come and see him, and she couldn't say that she would leave because of his words at this time.

"I've come and gone, I've seen and seen, in fact, you really don't have anything to worry about, I'm such a big person, I know how to take care of myself." She thought about coming to see her as soon as she returned to China, wasn't it because she couldn't rest assured? Now she's seen it, so there's nothing to worry about.

Sometimes I really don't understand, what does she think, she can leave herself for work, so why did she come to me at this time, and what is the deep love between mother and son, after all, there is no relationship between herself and her at all, okay?

Even said that in the face of strangers, he would not have such uneasy emotions, but when facing her, he didn't know what to say.

"I know you've grown up and you'll take care of yourself, but I'm back, so I'm going to have to come and see you." No matter what he thinks of himself in his heart, at least he should have such thoughts, he is his own son, of course he has to care.

In other words, there are parents in this world who don't love their children, but there are other unavoidable hardships, so there is such a separation.

If conditions permit, who doesn't want to be able to grow up with their children and be by their side at all times.

Sometimes it is really a last resort, in order to work, in order to live, you have to give up some, maybe you made the wrong choice at the beginning, you should not leave him, otherwise, there will be no regrets like today, between yourself and him, there will not be such a big generation gap and estrangement.

"Now you see, am I fine? What else is there to worry about? I remember to tell my grandfather when I go back, and when I have time in two days, I will go back to accompany his old man. When He Yuhe faced his mother, he really didn't have anything to say, and he always felt too embarrassed.

Although it is said that she gave birth to herself in October, she really doesn't have much affection for her, and it is not as good as the relationship between herself and her grandfather.

"Okay, I'll relay it for you." Chen Fangru said softly.

"Well, anyway, I'll go back if I have time in the past two days, if you don't have anything to do, go back early to rest, I also have to rest early, and I have to go to work tomorrow." He Yuhe didn't want to say such cruel words, but he knew that if he didn't say this, she would definitely not give up, the two of them had nothing to say, and it would only become more and more embarrassing to sit down like this.

Chen Fangru originally had something to say, but at this moment, she couldn't say anything.

In fact, it's not that I can't hear it, I can hear it from the beginning, he is giving an eviction order, but he is not so strong.

At that time, I could only pretend not to understand his words, in fact, I didn't mean that I didn't understand, I just wanted to pretend to be confused, and I didn't want to leave so soon, after all, it was rare for me to come once, and I didn't know when I would come next time, even if I came over, I didn't necessarily want people to entertain me.

There are some things that he really can't say too early, and his words are obvious. In addition to pretending to be stupid, I really don't know how to deal with it.

After another half of the tea time, Chen Fangru's own son, he sat there very calmly. Looking at his appearance, he should have nothing to say to himself, and it doesn't seem to make sense for him to continue to stay, and the atmosphere is really embarrassing.

"Then I'll go back first, and if I have time, I'll go back and see grandpa, and we'll stay at home for a while." He didn't want to ignore himself, and if he continued to stay, he would only make himself more embarrassed.

He had already given the eviction order, but at that time he pretended not to understand anything, after all, it was rare to see him, and he had a lot of things to say to him in his heart, but he couldn't say anything when facing him.

Perhaps, this is the generation gap between himself and him, which exists after all, and it is impossible to cross it easily.

"Yes, I'll go back when I have time." I only go back when I have time, and I don't have time or mood at this time.

He Yuhe can only be perfunctory at this moment, some things can't be said too bluntly, in short, she will go back when she wants to go back, and she doesn't need to worry about it at all.

Grandpa is still there, how can he not go back? It's just a matter of time, and I can't tell when I'll have time to go back at this time.

Grandpa is still very important in my heart, so no matter if they are at home or not, as long as they are free, I will go back to accompany grandpa more.

When they are not at home, it does not affect them to go back to accompany their grandfather, because when they go back, they do not want to catch up with them, nor do they want to reunite with their family, but they just want to be by their grandfather's side more and talk to him and chat.

"Well, then you should rest early, I won't bother you to leave first." He didn't have anything to say when facing himself, and it wasn't too early now, so it didn't make sense for him to go back and stay here.

"Be careful when you go back." Although there is no emotion, it is his mother after all, and the element of concern still exists.

It is precisely because I have rarely communicated since I was a child, so I have slowly developed a barrier, and it is because of this that there is always something missing between myself and her.

Slowly, I have come to this point, between myself and him, even if we are together, there is nothing to say, and unlike other parents and children, we can talk and laugh together, or what can be discussed.

In his own world, only when facing his grandfather, he is willing to talk openly with his grandfather, and in the face of his parents, he only has the obligation to inform them of what he will do next.

It's not that everything is willing to tell them, and they will be informed, but there are some things that need to be known to them, and they will do it, and as for the rest, they won't say a word at all.

When the door opened and closed again, the apartment was finally quiet. At the beginning, I didn't think that my mother would suddenly appear before, but I heard my grandfather mention that they would come back, but I didn't expect it to be today, let alone see myself as soon as I came back.

It seems that this address should have been given to them by their grandfather, otherwise, it would be impossible to know where they lived. After letting his surroundings calm down, he felt relieved.

When facing her, he was somewhat depressed, although he said that the other party was his relative, but there was always a gap between himself and her.

It's not just a simple problem of the generation gap, and it won't change overnight.

At first, I thought she was back, but it turned out that it wasn't, she didn't just walk on the front foot, and her mother came in on the back foot. By the way, I have overlooked a question, will they bump into each other on the front and back feet?