The wall has ears, and there are some things that can't be hidden, not to mention that I have never thought of deliberately hiding anything.

"She had an abortion when she was in junior high school."

Li Youbin was quite shocked when he heard the news, he never thought that a girl who usually looked at and listened to the serious would actually do this.

In his freshman year of high school, Li Youbin, Xuanzi and Ding Haiqiang were brothers. Ding Haiqiang is the boss, not only because he is the oldest, but also because Ding Haiqiang is indeed the best among the brothers, and he has the most extensive connections.

Ding Haiqiang graduated from Yudian Junior High School, and coincidentally Cheng Shuhan also graduated from this school.

When Ding Haiqiang knew that Li Youbin was in love with Cheng Shuhan, he told him some things he knew.

"Cheng Shuhan is not a good person." Ding Haiqiang lit a cigarette.

"Boss, what are you talking about?" Li Youbin smiled awkwardly, he felt that Ding Haiqiang was a little inexplicable.

"Do you know what it was like when she was in junior high school?"

"I don't know, what's wrong?" Li Youbin was a little puzzled.

"She, she is famous in our junior high school, she started falling in love at a young age in the first year of junior high school, and she has changed more than a dozen in the second year of junior high school."

"Oh, and then?" Li Youbin disagreed.

"When she was in the third year of junior high school, she was pregnant and hit."

"Huh?" Li Youbin was stunned at the time, he actually saw from Cheng Shuhan's usual behavior that she was not a serious person, but he never thought that he would have such an experience.

"Could it be something wrong?" Li Youbin still refused to believe it.

"Heh, what accidents can there be, water-based poplars." Ding Haiqiang extinguished his cigarette and patted Li Youbin on the shoulder, "Brother, that's all you say, you can do it yourself." ”

After saying that, he left.

After Ding Haiqiang left, Li Youbin sat on the ground and thought for a long time, he was actually very entangled, to tell the truth, he was sincere to Cheng Shuhan.

He took out the bag of Hongtashan that he had smoked a few days ago from his pocket, and took out one and put it on it.

He didn't doubt the authenticity of Ding Haiqiang's words at all, he was not the kind of person who opened his mouth, and he could almost guess from Cheng Shuhan's usual words and deeds.

Li Youbin took a deep breath, flicked off the ashes of his cigarette, and thought: She should be sincere to me now, since she is sincere to me, then why should I care about her past.

If he thinks about it, he won't be so entangled in his heart, but now that he knows, it's impossible to pretend to be a nobody.

He still couldn't help but ask.

Sitting on a park bench, Li Youbin took a sip of milk tea and said quietly: "I heard that you have talked about a lot of boyfriends before?"

Cheng Shuhan's legs shook for a moment.

"What's wrong?"

"It's nothing, it's just that I've heard some bad things about you."

"Do you believe what they say?" Cheng Shuhan looked into the distance, and his legs began to shake slowly again.

"It doesn't matter believe it or not, I know you're real now."

"Guess if I mean it." Cheng Shuhan turned his head with a smile, stretched out his hand and scraped the tip of Li Youbin's nose.

"Of course it's true." Li Youbin showed a doting expression, and gently reached out to take the girl into his arms.

There was a brief silence.

"Some people say that you used to have children, that is, have you ever had children? Is it true? ”

"Does it matter?"

"It doesn't matter."

"And you still ask?"

"I'm curious."

In fact, this question is still quite important, since he knew about it, Li Youbin has always had a hurdle in his heart, and every time he sees Cheng Shuhan, he thinks of it, which is also very troublesome. But this is only temporary.

After a long time, everything will be forgotten, the third year of high school actually passes quite quickly, others think that it is fast because they spend time on revision every day, and Li Youbin is because they spend time on Cheng Shuhan.

He thought they could keep it that way, but he thought about it anyway.

Kind people will always be kind, and not so kind people will always show their original colors.

Li Youbin didn't know when Cheng Shuhan got together with another man, and when he found out, it was already time for her best friend to call him.

Cheng Shuhan was drunk, drunk like mud.

She threw herself into Li Youbin's arms, muttering some vague words in her mouth.

Li Youbin also made a rough idea, almost saying something "Why did he treat me like this?" "Why is he so ruthless?" Something like that.

After she was almost sober, she raised her head and stared at Li Youbin, and said five words word by word.

"Let's break up."

These five words are like a hammer, hammer by hammer really knocked on Li Youbin's heart, he was like being struck by lightning, tears suddenly welled up in his eyes, and his throat seemed to be stuck with a piece of lead.

His throat moved, "Why?"

"The guy I like is back." Cheng Shuhan pushed Li Youbin away and leaned against the tree behind him, "Li Youbin, I have never liked you, I'm just too lonely to be alone, I need a boy to rely on, now that he's back, I don't need you anymore, I love him very much, even if he rejects me, it doesn't matter, I'll always be with him." ”

Li Youbin swallowed his saliva, at this time he really didn't even have the strength to speak.

"So? I'm your tool, right? ”

"I'm sorry ......"

"Don't tell me I'm sorry, I just want to know why you can be so ruthless, why did you take my heart and crush it alive?"

When Li Youbin said this, he shouted out, and his voice seemed to vent all his anger, sadness, and despair.

"I'm sorry, I hope you don't run into someone like me in the future." Cheng Shuhan did not answer Li Youbin, and left after leaving a sentence.

Looking at Cheng Shuhan's distant back, Li Youbin froze in place.

Tears rolled down his face with snot and he began to sob, his body shaking. Despair was written all over his face, and if there was a mirror to look at him now, it would be the ugliest expression he had ever seen on his face.

He slowly sat down on the ground, looking at it at eye level.

The lights are already on in the classroom.

It's been a while since I studied in the evening, and the campus is quiet, and I can still hear the sound of insects.

Li Youbin wiped away his tears, moved to the nearest tree, and sat down against the tree.

He took out half a bag of Hongta Mountain from his pocket.

Light a cigarette and take a sharp puff, as if this puff can inhale the troubles and trivialities of the world into your lungs.

After smoking a cigarette, Li Youbin stopped crying, it's not that he is not sad, it's time to be numb.

A serious injury on the surface of the body will hurt and numb, let alone the heart?