7. Scabs
Time is a good medicine, even if the injury is severe, the pain will fade over time, and the wound will slowly scab over.
After breaking up with Cheng Shuhan, Li Youbin did not turn his grief into strength, he was more depraved than before, fighting and making trouble every day.
In fact, he has never given up on Cheng Shuhan, and he even fantasizes that one day she will change her mind.
Cheng Shuhan and the boy she pursued didn't last long.
The boy initially promised her that he could try to talk, but then left her on the grounds that he would study seriously for the college entrance examination soon.
She drank a lot more that day.
During self-study last night, Cheng Shuhan staggered into the classroom with the support of her best friend. When he sat in front of Li Youbin, the smell of wine made Li Youbin almost suffocate.
Li Youbin was also cheap, grabbed Cheng Shuhan's arm and asked, "Why are you drinking again?"
Cheng Shuhan glanced at him, shook off his hand, and said, "What does it have to do with you, can you ignore me?"
After eating the closed door, Li Youbin was a little embarrassed, touched his nose, and hummed a little song against the wall.
Evening self-study is for English teachers.
For students like Li Youbin, except for the class teacher's occasional greetings, the other teachers didn't bother to say anything, but somehow, the English teacher asked him vigorously as if he had made a mistake.
Li Youbin couldn't stand being asked, so he asked his own question: "Teacher, what's wrong with you tonight, do you think I'm not finished yet?" Do you think I'm still saved? ”
"What's the matter, look at the English essays you handed me in, what you wrote, I feel uncomfortable if I don't find you something tonight." The English teacher was obviously angry, and pointed at Li Youbin is pause, "Come on, come on, you tell me about you."
good good xia
g xia
What does g mean. ”
"You can think about it."
Hahaha......
The classmates in the class were really amused by Li Youbin's English sentence, and they laughed for a long time before stopping, and even after half an hour, some students "poofed" from time to time.
That's not all, the English teacher read his entire composition again, and the class was in a very active atmosphere, except for the author of the composition, Li Youbin, and Cheng Shuhan, who was hurt by love.
Later, Li Youbin became popular in the whole school, and everyone called him "English writing genius", and his essays were even read in class by the strictest English teacher in the school as a model text. Of course, this is all off topic.
Speaking of English self-study, Cheng Shuhan went to the toilet with her best friend and didn't come back for a long time.
Li Youbin was very anxious, although he broke up with Cheng Shuhan, but he was still very attentive to her, Cheng Shuhan drank wine that day, and it took so long to go to the toilet, he was still very worried, afraid that something would happen to her.
Therefore, he also wanted to go out in the name of going to the toilet, but the English teacher didn't buy it.
"If you go out, don't come back."
Li Youbin was decisive, did not hesitate at all, shook his head and walked out of the classroom, he felt that his actions at that time were really cool, in fact, he was like a big fool in the eyes of others.
When he went out, he walked around the campus and didn't find Cheng Shuhan. He became more and more anxious, but then he thought: Has she already gone back?
When I was about to go back to the classroom, I heard a noise in the grove next to me.
He walked over, and sure enough, it was Cheng Shuhan and them.
Cheng Shuhan was half-lying and leaning against a tree, and her best friend was watching.
"Is she alright?"
Li Youbin squatted down next to him.
"It's okay, it's just a little too drunk." Her best friend nodded gently.
Cheng Shuhan didn't want to see Li Youbin.
"Why are you here again, didn't I tell you not to pester me?"
"I ......"
Before Li Youbin could speak, her best friend interrupted him.
"Wake up, Cheng Shuhan, who else can remember you at this time besides Li Youbin? That man doesn't deserve you. ”
Hearing this, Li Youbin's heart was still quite warm, he thought: I didn't expect this girl to look ordinary, but she is very sensible, if only Cheng Shuhan thought the same as her.
Cheng Shuhan sat up and glanced at her best friend, but did not refute, she stood up and walked past Li Youbin towards the classroom.
"I'll go see her." Her best friend nodded to Li Youbin and quickly chased after her.
Li Youbin sighed and sat down in the place where Cheng Shuhan had slept, where the smell of wine still lingered.
His fingertips ran lightly across the grass, gently, gently, as if he were caressing his lover.
Cheng Shuhan didn't look back in the end.
Li Youbin finished smoking the remaining half pack of cigarettes in his pocket and went straight home.
Since then, he has also figured out that love is a magical thing, you can't force it. As the saying goes, "a twisted melon is not sweet", if two people are together and one of them does not give affection, it is impossible to last long.
I figured it out, but it was too late.
By the time he figured it out, the first semester of his senior year of high school was almost over.
In fact, if you work hard, Li Youbin, who has excellent grades in school and later became bad, still has hope of going to undergraduate, but he just doesn't want to study.
If he wants to open and doesn't want to learn, he is even more unscrupulous than usual.
When he was in his third year of high school, it was the most popular time for the game "Glory of Kings", at that time, he played games at home every day, playing games day and night, which was also due to avoiding Cheng Shuhan, every time he saw her, he still felt a little lost.
Since the second semester of his third year of high school, Li Youbin has never been to school, and the teacher doesn't care, just because he didn't exist at that time. Fortunately, he had a good relationship with the head teacher and didn't report it, otherwise someone like him would have been expelled.
I hadn't been to school for two months, and one day he was playing a game when he suddenly received a call from the homeroom teacher.
"Li Youbin, you've been resting at home for a long time, are you, do you want to go to college now?" The voice of the head teacher came from the other end of the phone.
"A chance to go to college?" Li Youbin's eyes lit up, he actually didn't want to work hard after graduating from high school, people said that "life without college is imperfect", he also wanted to go to college to experience it, even if it was a junior college.
"In recent years, the province has launched a policy, students in the province can enter the university by participating in a separate enrollment examination, the test questions of the single-enrollment examination are very simple, they are all junior high school questions, but only for higher vocational schools, I think with your school grades should be no problem, if you can't pass, I can consider giving you a place to push and exempt, but the school that pushes and exempts is definitely not as good as the single-enrollment one."
"Single-enrollment exam, I'll go!"
In April, Li Youbin participated in the single-recruitment examination of a higher vocational school in Lanzhou, and he went with Xuanzi.
In the end, he was admitted with a score one point above the admission line.
Since leaving school in February, Li Youbin has not seen Cheng Shuhan.
After taking the single-recruitment exam, Li Youbin went to work with Xuanzi, and he was very busy during the holidays, and he didn't think about some messy things after he got busy, at least he didn't have to numb his nerves by playing games every day.
At the graduation ceremony, the head teacher called Li Youbin, but he didn't go, he was afraid of running into Cheng Shuhan, and he didn't know how to face the girl he once loved.
Later, when I went back to school to go through the transfer procedures, I talked to the head teacher about the class, and when I talked about her, the head teacher was still very sorry, and she should be able to go to one book with her past grades, but she slipped off in the final sprint stage, and she was worthy of a second book, I heard that she planned to repeat her studies for a year, however, this has nothing to do with Li Youbin.
When he left the school gate, Li Youbin deliberately looked back at the school gate, and he remembered this place that once contained his joys, sorrows, and sorrows.
In September, Li Youbin took the train to Lanzhou, and when he left, he took his heart with him, leaving behind scars scattered all over the classroom of Class 15.