Chapter 134: Can you not follow Tan Yiyang
Hearing this, I suddenly panicked.
Why do you say that, why can't I feel Tan Yiyang's feelings?
Could it be that he Tan Yiyang has feelings for me?
Have you ever considered my thoughts when they used to sneer at me, but now they still say such things from someone else's mouth?
The more I thought about it, the more angry I felt, but I managed to control my emotions well.
I just secretly clenched my fists, tried my best to look very calm, and then responded to Gao Han lightly: "This has nothing to do with me anymore, whether he can express it or not, he and I are both adults, it is normal for men and women to love to be separated and combined, and no one will always stand in place and wait for each other, so everything with me and him has passed, Lawyer Gao, you don't have to say anything anymore, even if you say it for three days and three nights, nothing will change." ”
After saying that, I closed my eyes, and even when I heard Gao Han's long sigh, I didn't even lift my eyelids.
It's not that I'm ruthless, it's just that only I know how deeply I was hurt by Tan Yiyang at the beginning.
I also know how inappropriate it is for me to live in Tan Yiyang's apartment temporarily, but I don't seem to have a choice.
But I told myself I wouldn't bother him for too long, just a few days, and when I was done, it was time for me to leave Shanghai.
The place where Gao Han brought me was indeed a high-end apartment that I had never been to before.
Needless to say, the environment of the apartment is naturally first-class, just like the apartment that Tan Yiyang gave me before, standing in front of the floor-to-ceiling windows, you can overlook most of the Shanghai market.
I don't know if he is so good to all the women who have been with him, and he is lucky enough to live in such a good house, and he was holding on to the floor-to-ceiling window to look at it intently, when he heard Gao Han's sigh.
"I put the key to the apartment on the dining table, no matter what, I hope you can listen to what I say, even if it's just a little bit, it's really not easy for Lao Tan."
After saying that, he didn't stop long, and left here directly with his luggage.
And I still stood in place, through the floor-to-ceiling window, quietly looking at the key a little distracted, and thinking a lot, including my future life.
Even after such a long flight, I still can't sleep when I'm lying in bed at the moment, tossing and turning.
Thinking of this trip to the Netherlands, it was terrible, and tears flowed unconsciously.
I used to think that Xu Zhizhou was quite simple, but now I realize that he is also a good player at breaking people's hearts, and he can also make people easily put their feelings into it.
It's just that I still have some regrets for him, at the last moment, he should have misunderstood that I couldn't let go of Tan Yiyang.
Forget it, this is probably fate, since fate should be like this, I can only accept all this calmly and accept that he wants to marry another woman.
But even though I told myself this, I still couldn't sleep, and my mind was filled with these two men repeatedly, and finally I forced my body to turn on the light, and gave myself two sleeping pills, and then I gradually fell asleep.
In the next few days, I took my temporary ID card to replace the bank card and mobile phone card, and then bought a new mobile phone.
Many of them are Xu Zhizhou's phone calls, thinking about it, he feels that he is really persistent, he is going to get married, and he is calling me vigorously, I can't help but laugh.
Just as I was about to turn off my phone, Tan Yiyang's call came in.
I looked at it quietly, debating for a long time whether to answer or not, but finally pressed the answer button.
"Finally know that I have replaced my phone card and bought a new mobile phone?" Tan Yiyang asked in a low voice.
Yes, my delay is indeed quite long, if it were someone else, I would have liked to do it immediately when someone else came back, but I waited for many days to do it, no wonder he asked directly in the first sentence.
I paused: "I'm just lazy, I just remembered." ”
"I'll finish my business the day after tomorrow and I'll go back, and then we'll meet, and there's something I want to say to you in person."
Day after tomorrow......
I probably can't wait for the day after tomorrow, because I have already bought my train ticket for tomorrow, and this is my penultimate day in Shanghai.
I really don't know what else to say between me and him, Rao thought so, I still said "oh", and then said: "You don't have to meet, you can say anything now." ”
"En, it's good to say something to your face, you wait for me."
I don't know what kind of mood he used to say the words "you wait for me", but I hung up the phone and told myself in my heart that I had waited for him for so many years, and I couldn't wait any longer, and I was tired of waiting.
It really took me a long time to disappear, and not long after I hung up the phone, it immediately rang again.
This time it's not those stinky men, it's Mao Ranran, who is anxious.
She thought I was missing from my trip abroad, made countless phone calls, and was almost about to call the police in a hurry, but fortunately I answered the call.
She asked me to go to the Pacific Club, I knew the purpose of her appointment with me, so naturally she wanted to know about the matter between me and Xu Zhizhou.
The first thing she said when she saw me when she entered the club was: "What the hell is going on with Mr. Xu?" You're not really going to break up, are you? ”
I picked up her glass and took a sip directly, then asked the waiter for a glass of whiskey before turning my head to look at her: "Broke up, Mr. Xu, whom you admire the most, is really going to marry someone else." ”
"Huh? Is that true? Mao Ranran still looked incredible: "My God, I thought the rumors in the company were all fake, how could it be, anyway, Xu Zhizhou likes you so much, you are together with great difficulty, what is the reason for him?" ”
Mao Ranran automatically turned on her gossip, shaking my arm constantly, letting out a series of incredulous thoughts.
She wanted to know why, even I only knew the reason after listening to Tan Yiyang on the day I came back, but I don't know if the real reason is this, how to tell her.
So I took the wine from the waiter, looked up, and wiped away my tears.
It didn't take long for Mao Ranran and I to drink a little dizzy, and when we were thinking about going back in pairs, she suddenly shook me with a spirit, and even stammered a little: "Xu... Mr. Xu, he is also drinking here, it seems that he is coming to our side. ”
I was a little drunk, but my whole body immediately froze, and when I raised my eyes, Xu Zhizhou was already standing in front of me.
"You... How could it be here, shouldn't it be in the Netherlands? I looked at the somewhat decadent man in front of me, and I was speechless for a moment.
Xu Zhizhou didn't say anything, just stared at me deeply, and then stretched out his hand to stroke my cheek, he was also the same as me, a little speechless: "Drunk? ”
Although Mao Ranran drank some wine, he still had the ability to see, and when he saw this scene, he almost threw me off and ran away alone, hurting friends, really the best friends.
"You haven't answered my calls, I just want to talk to you, that's why I made this decision, don't blame me."
Only then did I understand that Mao Ranran's appointment with me was just an introduction, and the real person who asked me about me was Xu Zhizhou.
If I hadn't planned to leave Shanghai tomorrow, I would have gone to Mao Ranran's house tonight, and now I would have tore her heart.
At this time, Xu Zhizhou's hand was still on my face, I recovered my expression, immediately brushed his hand away, leaned against the wall and asked him: "Say, I went around such a big circle to let Mao Ran ask me, is there anything else?" Didn't we make it clear when we were in the Netherlands? ”
Xu Zhizhou stared at me for a long time and finally spoke: "You moved to him now?" ”
I naturally know who he is referring to, except for Tan Yiyang, it will not be anyone else.
Xu Zhizhou may know me too well, knowing that I have no friends in Shanghai except for Mao Ranran, and those who came back with Tan Yiyang are naturally inseparable from him. ”
So I told the truth: "It's his apartment, but not with him." ”
Xu Zhizhou's expression was still irrepressibly stiff, and he suddenly approached me and grabbed my arm a little hard.
Even his eyes sank: "I can accept you and any man, but him, I will have a feeling of wanting to kill myself, this feeling is very bad." ”
Xu Zhizhou's voice was already hoarse, but I didn't know what to say after all.
Comfort him? Tell him not to think wildly?
At least for now, I can't say it, after all, I should be the one who needs to be comforted in this matter.
So I turned my head away and didn't want to look at Xu Zhizhou's eyes.
Maybe it was because he didn't speak, he was a little panicked, and he also learned that I leaned against the wall, but he slowly slipped down the wall and sat on the ground, almost holding his head and saying: "Xiaoen, can you not talk to Tan Yiyang after breaking up?" ”
When I heard this, I instantly felt a little angry.
It's not because he can't say that I am not allowed to talk to Tan Yiyang, but he asked me not to talk to any man while getting engaged, why is he so selfish, he says that men are big pig's trotters, which is really not wrong at all.
"Xu Zhizhou, don't say such things again, don't you already have the earl's daughter, I don't care which woman you marry again, so don't worry about me, is it possible that I still need to report to you who I am with in the future?"
Now he looked like he had drunk too much, and what he said was drunk.
Xu Zhizhou probably felt that we were really going to separate until this moment, and I saw the tears rolling in his eyes.
It is said that men don't flick when they have tears, maybe they have endured it for a long time, his tears are pouring out like a broken embankment, and the stubble on his face is full of tear stains, I can't see men crying, especially Xu Zhizhou, so I stretched out my hand to help him gently wipe away his tears.