I know too much what kind of person Xu Zhizhou is, and after coming back for a few days of calmness, a lot of confusion has become clear.

I've always known how good he was to me, and I couldn't help but comfort him when I saw him like this.

I leaned over and leaned my head on his shoulder, and my hand was already tightly wrapped around him at this time: "Xu Zhizhou, don't be sad and sad, we all have a lot of things that we can't make our own decisions, such as your background, and your marriage, since this is the case, it is better to accept it calmly, and we will meet again in the future, I only hope that each other is happy." I know you're not happy, you've always been happy before, and maybe it's not so sad if you think about it differently. You can tell yourself that it is Li En, a woman who doesn't know how to cherish you, and if you chase her for so long, ignore your feelings, and leave you somehow, will you feel more comfortable? ”

"No, I'll be more uncomfortable, Xiao En, I probably won't meet an empathetic woman like you again in my life, you are willing to trust my feelings for you unconditionally when you are hurt, but I do such a bastard thing, when I think of my kindness to you, I feel that it is all stabbing you in the heart."

As he spoke, his body trembled slightly, and he even hugged me tightly, I knew that in this crowded clubhouse, it was not a good choice for me to do such an intimate thing with him, but no one pushed anyone away, so let's enjoy this moment of intimacy.

It wasn't until his phone rang that I pushed him away and withdrew from his arms, expecting him to answer the phone, but he hung up.

"You don't look good like this, it seems that your mother called, there must be something wrong with calling you so late."

When he said this, his mobile phone rang again, but Xu Zhizhou still stubbornly hung up the phone, and even turned off the phone completely.

No matter what he did, I just kindly reminded: "After all, it's your mother, no matter what she forces you to do, it's also your mother, don't do this to her." ”

Xu Zhizhou put the phone away, and then looked at me: "It's only because she's my mother that I have to accommodate her, I sacrificed my happiness for her and hung up the phone, she won't mind at all." ”

Seeing this scene, I thought it was better not to delay the conversation between their mother and son.

I had to pack myself up and go out, and when Xu Zhizhou also came over, I said to him: "I have important things to do tomorrow morning, it's not too early, I'm going back." ”

Today's words have come to this, and Xu Zhizhou has no reason to continue to keep me, but he has followed me for a long time.

He was so stubborn that after following me for a long time, I finally stopped and waved down a taxi.

Before getting in the car, I looked at him and said the last sentence: "Okay, so be it, no matter how far you go, you will have to leave after all, I will go." ”

I didn't look at him again because I couldn't hold back my tears, so I shook my hair and got into the car.

I didn't even dare to turn my head back, for fear of seeing Xu Zhizhou still standing motionless, and finally I resisted the urge to turn back.

It wasn't until the car drove out for a long time that the ruffian driver asked me: "Miss, you look like a star, and you are not a star, at best you are an outdated eighteenth-line kind of little artist." ”

I didn't pay attention to him, and now it doesn't matter to me what others say, I can't even count as the eighteenth line, so there's nothing to worry about.

As a result, the driver couldn't help but ask again: "Is it a breakup to cry like this?" Don't look at me as a man, let me tell you, nowadays girls would rather believe that there are ghosts in this world when they are in love, and never believe in men's mouths, the so-called sweet words are all deceiving you little women. ”

Well, I quite agreed with the driver's words, but I still didn't respond, just raised my eyes to look at the neon city outside.

It's very prosperous, it's beautiful, it's good, and I'm going to leave this bustling city from tomorrow.

……

The next morning, I packed myself up and stayed for a few days, to be exact, I didn't have any luggage, I just had to pack myself and leave.

Who would have thought that Tan Yiyang came to call at this time, could it be that there was surveillance knowing that I was leaving?

I eased my mood and took it generously.

I only heard a deep voice on the other side of the phone: "I'm at the airport now, and I'll be in Shanghai in a few hours, are you still in the apartment?" ”

I looked at myself in the mirror, thought about it and told him firmly: "It's still there, why are you planning to come to me non-stop when you get to Shanghai?" ”

Tan Yiyang's tone didn't fluctuate, and he said as before: "Well, I'm afraid you've already left, so I'll tell you." ”

I laughed and said, "Where else can I go?" It can't seem to escape the palm of your hand, right? ”

The sound of breathing on the other side gradually intensified, I don't know why I always felt that it was not quite right with his atmosphere, but I couldn't say it, maybe I was leaving, so my mood was different.

Maybe it was my words that made him a little confused, so he asked me, "Will you wait for me in the apartment?" ”

My heart sank, but fortunately I still kept my composure when I heard his words, and after a moment of hesitation, I said, "Yes..."

Although I lied, although I heard the sound of my heart beating in a panic, I was still glad that Tan Yiyang was not standing in front of me, otherwise his eyesight could really penetrate people's hearts, and maybe he could directly tear apart my lies.

Until I hung up the phone, my heart was still uncontrollably panicked, and it seemed that I didn't have much time to delay, looked at the city again through the glass window, and then put his key in the most prominent position on the dining table.

Finally open the door and leave.

I sat in a taxi and the taxi driver asked me where to go and I told him the train station.

Looking at the train ticket to the city I am going to in my hand, I can't stop flashing a lot of scenes in front of me, all of which are related to Tan Yiyang.

……

"What shall I call you, sir?"

"Old Tan..."

"Old Tan? Old altar? Laotan sauerkraut? ”

“……”

"Let's call you Mr. Tan, otherwise it will be weird."

"Mr. Tan, I like you so much, do you like me?"

"Like"

"I don't just like it, I seem to be in love with you, do you love me?"

"Love."

"Mr. Tan, you helped me pay back the money, and I am your person in this life."

"Mr. Tan, is it good to marry me in this life?"

"Mr. Tan, why are you so good to me and help me pay back?"

"Mr. Tan, I like it when you call me Eun."

"Mr. Tan, I like your hard scum, it makes my heart itch."

……

"Girl, the train station has arrived." The taxi driver opened his mouth to remind me, and I woke up from this dazed memory, I smiled and gave the money and got out of the car, I was about to set foot in another city, a small coastal town in the south, and if nothing else, no one would have guessed to be in this place.

……

Two years later.

Maybe it's because I live too far south, and the climate here is obviously hotter than Shanghai, and the early May is already very hot.

I guess that Aunt Zhang, the neighbor who lives here, is probably a little restless by this boring weather, so she keeps talking about introducing me to someone.

In fact, this Aunt Zhang is very enthusiastic, since I live here, she has taken good care of me in the past two years.

At first, everyone thought that I looked very similar to a small and inconspicuous star, only she helped me speak, saying that where is a star coming to our town, this doll has a star face at best, and now many people are plastic surgery towards the star's face, so the street is full of faces.

Yes, I kept echoing: "I am a star micro-plastic surgery, micro-plastic surgery, the kind of eighteen-line starlet who has plastic surgery..."

Aunt Zhang is particularly concerned about my life's events, this day probably can't help but be curious, just entered the bakery I opened, while picking bread, while asking me: "Xiaoweng, you have lived in our community for so long, and I haven't seen you find a partner, have you ever had a partner before?" ”

In order to better live in an unfamiliar city, not to be disturbed by previous people and things, and not to be recognized, I let myself change my mother's surname.

I sighed and told her, "I've had a partner before, but I separated because it wasn't suitable, and I was hurt a little deeply, so I haven't found a partner yet." ”

"Deeply wounded?" As soon as Aunt Zhang heard this, she immediately put down the things in her hand, as if she was going to start the formation of middle-aged aunt gossip, pulled my arm and asked directly: "You are so good-looking, what kind of man is blind and hurts you?" ”

I had no choice but to smile: "Aunt Zhang, when it comes to falling in love, if it's suitable, you'll be together, and if it's not suitable, you'll be separated, after all, you've been in love, so it's normal to get hurt." ”

Aunt Zhang seemed to have caught a baby, and continued with some excitement: "Can you tell me about your conditions, I can introduce you, such a beautiful girl, no object is really tyrannical, I can just cast a wide net around, and I will introduce you to a suitable young man." ”

I really wanted to refuse, but I couldn't stand Aunt Zhang's vigorous chatter, so I responded embarrassedly.

Unexpectedly, Aunt Zhang, who had just walked to the door of the store, suddenly turned around, and her eyes seemed to be shining: "Oh, don't say that I really have a suitable partner here to introduce to you, I'll call back and ask, do you want to meet him?" ”

"It's... This is not appropriate, that Aunt Zhang, I have been a little busy in the store recently, I just learned a few new pastries, I have to promote it well, and I don't have much time to go on a blind date. I pinched my forehead and couldn't help but make a perfunctory sound.

Aunt Zhang suddenly became excited: "You have to go on a blind date to find a partner, you are busy during this time, the person I want to introduce to you is my son's classmate, a police officer in our district, or a small head, it seems that I have gone to the big city of Shanghai to study in the past six months, wait for me to go home and ask my son, see when he will come back, and meet again when the time comes." ”

I really couldn't resist her, and when I saw that Aunt Zhang said that she wouldn't leave, I had to nod my head, which was considered to be a response, otherwise she would have stayed in my store and not left.