Time is like a continuous river, constantly flowing. Someone walked through the river and left a trail. The grievances of the previous generation are like thin silk threads, which have always implicated the trajectory of life in the next moment.

This may be the meaning of reproduction, the entanglement of blood.

When Xu Qing met Tang Pingye, she was just a girl in her twenties. Born well, delicate, dignified and elegant, with a delicate temperament in his bones.

It's a pity that I met the wrong person at the wrong time.

Tang Pingye does not love Xu Qing, but her sober soul and gentle comfort.

Xu Qing put the pregnancy test sheet on the table, and the joy of pregnancy had already been wiped out.

"Pingye, you told me that you have always loved Shen Biqing" Xu Qing's hand was on her lower abdomen, she didn't know that the smile on her face at the moment was almost hideous, but her tone was calm and terrifying, "Then what kind of clown am I?"

Tang Pingye faced her questioning, only full of guilt.

He was already sorry for Shen Biqing, and he couldn't continue to be wrong.

Seeing that the man opposite did not speak, the silence at the moment was enough to tell the story.

There was a piano sound flowing slowly in the café, but it was difficult to soothe Xu Qing's heart at the moment.

She thought that Tang Pingye had long since lost love to Shen Biqing, and what supported the marriage between them was Shen Biqing's ability to manage business and her huge dowry.

But just ten minutes ago, Tang Pingye said to her with difficulty, "Xu Qing, I'm sorry, this child can't stay." Biqing is pregnant, I love her and can't live up to her. ”

"Child" Tang Pingye almost didn't dare to look at Xu Qing's eyes, "You can dispose of it, don't come back and forth in the future." ”

Xu Qing laughed silently, Tang Pingye, you are really naïve, even if the broken vase is glued, it is not the original appearance. What's more, according to Shen Biqing's arrogant character, how could she tolerate a betrayer of marriage.

Look at it, at the moment you are, you are not qualified to love Shen Biqing.

"Okay, I'll get rid of this kid." Xu Qing said softly: "Pingye, who made me love you so much." ”

Tang Pingye's face was hot, and the word love was like boiling water poured on him, burning his body.

After completely separating from Xu Qing, he returned home.

Shen Biqing was wearing a lotus dress and stood in the yard watering the flowers.

She is tall, with clear eyebrows and eyes, and a noble and proud temperament. Standing there with a flower pot in hand, like a painting.

"Pingye, what are you doing standing there stupidly" Shen Biqing looked up and saw her husband, and smiled slightly, comparable to the delicate flowers in the garden.

Tang Pingye walked over, stroked her belly, and asked her meaninglessly, "When I met you in the United States, I felt that I was not worthy of you." Your family is also against it, but you have regretted it when you gave up everything and returned to China with me alone."

"What to regret." Shen Biqing leaned lightly on his shoulder and said sweetly: "No matter what others say, you are the best in my heart." ”

Tang Pingye hugged her shoulders and hated himself more and more. It is a fact that Bi Qing is more talented in business than him, and she has put so much effort into the Tang family's industry. In the end, he listened to the gossip outside, and he was so inferior that he found a sense of existence.

It's not too late, Biqing, and I'll be doubly nice to you in the future.

But paper can't hold the fire.

On the night Shen Biqing gave birth, it was raining heavily.

Xu Qing held a baby girl who was still in swaddling clothes, and stood in the ward with a gentle and vicious smile, "Sister, what a coincidence, let's give birth in a hospital." I'm a daughter, what about you, my family was born a little earlier?"

Shen Biqing sat on it, her expression confused.

"This kid's name is soft, Tang soft." Xu Qing glanced at the baby in his arms, "Pingye said that if you give birth to a daughter, you will be called soft, and it will be nice for a little girl to call it soft." ”

Shen Biqing looked at Tang Pingye, whose face was pale, how could there be any reason that he didn't understand.

afterward

Later, Shen Biqing went crazy.

Too rigid and easy to break, a woman like Shen Biqing. Born as a proud daughter of the sky, she is extremely intelligent and proud. Even if he fell in love with an ordinary man like Tang Pingye, he felt that his vision was very good.

She crossed the ocean from the United States, alone, and abandoned her family. For the Tang family, she galloped to the business sea. When she was working, she was a shrewd and capable strong woman, and when she came home, she was a little woman who relied on Tang Pingye's shoulders to watch the flowers.

But Shen Biqing like this is crazy.

There is a family history of genetic diseases, and the doctor said that it is not curable.

Every day when Pingye returned home, he saw Shen Biqing with a hollow look, wandering around his home like a soulless puppet.

He began to stay up at night, lingering in the flowers.

Until Su Ruan was fifteen years old, Shen Biqing committed suicide by jumping off a building, and all this seemed to have drawn a false rest.

The tanuki changed the prince, Xu Qing used such means to take revenge on Shen Biqing and punish Tang Pingye. The three of them had no better time in the first half of their lives, Shen Biqing couldn't see it, Tang Pingye was too cowardly, and Xu Qing hated it ruthlessly.

The tragedy of the previous generation has led to more than ten years of sorrow for Su Soft.

After listening to the story told by Tang Pingye, I don't know why, the impression of Shen Biqing in my mind became clearer and clearer.

When she went crazy, she would torture me, maybe she transferred her hatred for Xu Qing and Tang Pingye to me.

But think about it carefully, Shen Biqing has a time when she is sober.

When she was awake, she often didn't speak, and sat by the window to watch the sun rise and set.

I was afraid that she would be so scared at that time, so I hid on the side and watched her quietly. She is tall and tall, and when she sits, her back is straight, and she naturally exudes excellent upbringing.

A few times she called me over and would ask me how old I was and what I liked to eat.

Later, when I grew up, I learned that Shen Biqing couldn't remember what she did when she went crazy.

How noble it is when you are awake, and how terrible it is when you are crazy.

I didn't dare to think about Shen Biqing anymore, I felt that my heart was beating so badly.

"Then what am I" Tang Jingwen suddenly broke out, still unacceptable, "What am I?"

She ran out, Tang Pingye didn't shout, and let her go.

"You said that if Shen Biqing had known that I was her daughter, would she still treat me like that," I couldn't help but ask.

Tang Pingye snorted for a moment and didn't speak.

I thought about it, if that was the case, I would grow up like Tang Jingwen. was sent abroad early, and he had no feelings for Shen Biqing.

Tang Jingwen saw Shen Biqing's crazy appearance, and she was terribly scared. Even if Shen Biqing was sober, she didn't dare to approach her and call her mother. Later, when it came time to send her abroad, she almost couldn't wait.

So in the Tang family, I actually became the only person who could accompany Shen Biqing.

Mistakes and fate.

"She left something for you." Tang Pingye handed me a business card, "You go find this person." ”

I looked at the business card, and it was a lawyer.

"Xu Qing came on the day she committed suicide." I grabbed the business card, stared at Tang Pingye and asked him, "What did Xu Qing say to her?"

Shen Biqing has been crazy, intermittently crazy for more than ten years.

But I don't know what's going on, but then there are signs of improvement. Maybe it was because I loved Tang Pingye too much that my heart was weak for more than ten years. In addition, the Tang family has never given up on her treatment, and will urge her to take medicine every day and invite doctors to treat her regularly.

On that day, the doctor arrived as scheduled, checked Shen Biqing's condition, and told Tang Li the news of her improvement.

Tang Lee was ecstatic.

Su Ruan vaguely remembered that the atmosphere that day was very good, Tang Li came out of the bedroom and actually sent the doctor in person.

"Biqing has finally improved, and I can't let you be disgusted under your nose." Tang Li saw Su Ruan standing in the living room and made a decision, intending to send her to another place for foster care.

That day happened to be the day when Xu Qing came to visit her, and Su Ruan felt a little sad in her heart.

"Mom, today my grandmother said that she would send me to a relative's house in Rongcheng." Su Ruan took Xu Qing's arm and said in frustration: "Can't you go over to see me in the future?" ”

Xu Qing was stunned for a moment, "Okay, why did I send you to Rongcheng." ”

Su Soft had a small expectation in his heart, and said tentatively: "Mom, you see that my grandmother is going to send me away, why don't you take me over." ”

Xu Qing's excuse over the years has always been that his life is unstable and he can't take care of her. But Su Ruan is already fifteen years old, as long as she is given a place to live, she has enough ability to take care of her own life.

Xu Qing's expression was a little awkward, and he quickly said gently: "Don't make trouble, you see that you are in the Tang family, you go to a noble school, you eat and dress the best, and your mother can't give you these things." Soft and obedient, mom will take you away when she makes money in the future. ”

But she didn't want any of this, Su Ruan lowered her eyebrows and said, "I'm just saying that Aunt Shen's illness is about to heal, and they are all happy." I would have thought"

"What are you talking about" Xu Qing raised his voice sharply.

Su Soft was taken aback, "Aunt Shen's illness is almost cured, the doctor came just now, and said that although Aunt Shen can't remember what she did when she was sick, her mood has stabilized recently, and she will get better and better in the future." ”

Xu Qing almost gritted his teeth.

Then that night she went to see Shen Biqing, and on a rainy night, Shen Biqing called Su Ruan to the top of the building and wanted to die with her.

But the moment she jumped down, she suddenly let go and went down by herself.

Su Ruan lay on the edge, his face pale with fright.

From then on, all of Su Ruan's memories of rainy nights were filled with fear and blood.

"I don't know." Tang Pingye really didn't know, he didn't even know that Xu Qing had come to Shen Biqing that night, because he was not at home that night, and he didn't know which woman's arms he was in which he was nostalgic.

I can vaguely guess it, but I have to go to Xu Qing to confirm it.

With a lot of heart, and heavy revenge, I was almost out of breath.

When I walked outside, it was dark and oppressive. I looked up and saw the Tang family's four-story villa, with lights on the roof, which illuminated me in a trance. I seemed to see Shen Biqing jumping down, resolute, happy, and relieved.

I looked down at the floor tiles I was stepping on, and only then did I realize that I was stepping on the place where Shen Biqing died.