Coming out of Xiao's house, my mood couldn't calm down for a long time.

By the time the car was heading back, it was already dark, so I got out of the car and walked along the road.

I feel like my mind is confused, and I even doubt that my life is a joke played by God.

In the mirror, what is true and what is false

Xu Qing, whom I once trusted, changed beyond recognition in a blink of an eye.

I thought I had found my long-lost son, but it turned out to be just a conspiracy.

I don't want to wander around the world like a rootless duckweed, so a delicate but humble woman like Su Mu appeared in my life. I thought I had such a mother, but in the end I was told that it was just for the fulfillment of my heart's desire.

I was standing on the road, surrounded by people coming and going, and I was at a loss.

Is it a blink of an eye, and someone will come and tell me.

Hey, Su Soft, you don't actually exist. In fact, Su Ying is the main personality, and you are just a derivative second personality.

I had a splitting headache and some uncontrollable emotions.

The phone in my bag rang non-stop, and I covered my forehead and pulled it out of my bag.

"Su Soft" Xiao Qingmo's voice came from the other end of the phone, with anxiety and concern.

He called my name, so penetrating, as if he was right next to me, and the next moment he would hug me and kiss me on the cheek.

I endured the pain, inhaled, and then said slowly: "Have you arrived in Chaozhou?"

"Leave and go home, I'll let nn go home with you." Xiao Qingmo's anxious tone was accompanied by a forced order.

I looked up, and the driver was standing not far away, looking at me worriedly, probably because he had just said something to Xiao Qingmo.

"I'm fine." Things in front of me began to ghost, and the world gradually turned black and white before my eyes.

I took the pill out of my bag and swallowed a few raw.

The driver, who was standing not far away, immediately came over and helped me up.

"Su Soft, obedient, go home immediately." Xiao Qingmo couldn't wait to fly over.

"yes, I see. I was a little dizzy just now, but now it's better. I closed my eyes and waited for the severe headache to subside.

I heard Liang Fei's indistinct voice, it should be talking to Xiao Qingmo about work.

Xiao Qingmo said again: "I'll call you in half an hour, you have to go home." ”

I gave a perfunctory hum and hung up.

"Go to Tang's house." I took my phone away and my headache eased.

The emotions were suppressed, and Su Ying would not come out. Sooner or later, one day I will completely control the ownership of my body, face all the darkness of the past by myself, and no longer have to rely on Su Ying.

"Sir wants me to take you home." The driver's face was a little embarrassed.

I don't want to make it difficult for him, but now I have to go to the Tang family, and some things need a truth after all.

"I'll take a taxi myself, or you can give me a ride." I took a hard line and said, "The choice is yours." ”

When he called Su Ruan, Xiao Qingmo had already gone to the construction site.

The driver sent him a message, saying that Su Ruan's mood had not been right since he came out of Xiao's house. Then he squatted on the side of the road, his face ugly.

Xiao Qingmo guessed that her mother must have told her something, and she couldn't bear it. So the emotions are intense, maybe Su Ying is coming out.

"The situation on the site is not very good." Liang Fei conveyed the news from the front, "The workers collectively went on strike to demand an explanation from the construction company, and the construction company has called the police, and the two sides are deadlocked." ”

The construction company and the workers' families could not negotiate compensation, and they still owed the construction team a salary that had not been settled, so this incident broke out at once.

"Leave when you're done with the picture." Xiao Qingmo's face was cold and hard, and he couldn't control other things. However, the company needs to bear a certain amount of responsibility for this accident, and after all the drawings are completed and the families involved are properly arranged, he will immediately go to Beicheng.

His phone rang again, and it was a message from the driver.

At this time, when he went to Tang's house, Xiao Qingmo stopped and didn't move for a long time.

Liang Fei couldn't help asking, "Sir"

Xiao Qingmo closed his eyes, "Su Ruan knows his life experience. ”

Liang Fei's face changed, which showed the seriousness of the matter. In the past, Mr. spent a lot of effort to hide this matter, but in the end, the paper still couldn't contain the fire. The young lady herself has a mental illness, and how to bear it when she learns the truth of the matter

"Resolve this matter as soon as possible." Xiao Qingmo quickened his pace, and some regretted leaving Su Ruan to come to Chaozhou. Fame and fortune, the life and death of others, are not as important as Su Ruanlai.

When I arrived at Tang's house, it was already eight o'clock in the evening.

When I went, they had just finished dinner and, unexpectedly, everyone was there.

Including my father, whom I hadn't seen in years

I was sent to Rongcheng at the age of fifteen and never saw him again.

He sat on the couch and looked at me in a little surprise, as if he didn't expect me to come.

When people reach middle age, they have a big belly. Tang Pingye's appearance is not outstanding, his figure is slightly bloated, and only a pair of eyes can still see it.

When he saw me come in, he stood up and looked at me for a long time.

Tang Jingwen looked at me with an interesting expression, "Su Ruan, your mother embezzled tens of millions of public funds and was sent to prison, how do you feel now?"

I listened to her, frowned, and said nothing.

And Tang Li sighed and said: "Pingye, sometimes I have to believe in this kind of thing. Back then, you were sorry for Shen Biqing, and some debts had to be repaid. ”

Tang Pingye's expression was unexpectedly calm, and he didn't say anything.

Tang Li's face was tired, "You can deal with it." ”

When she passed me, she had a faint scent of sandalwood. Could it be that Tang Li believes in Buddhism

I can't figure out the routine of this family, I just want to seek the truth.

"Sit down." Tang Pingye waved his hand.

Tang Jingwen looked uninterested, she was leaving, Tang Pingye called out to her and asked her to sit down too.

Although she was reluctant, she still sat next to me, it seems that Tang Pingye still has some majesty in this family.

I can't tell how I feel about him, and he's rarely been home for as long as I can remember. When I see him occasionally, he always smells of alcohol on his body, which annoys people.

I couldn't help but remember that Shen Biqing once said that Tang Pingye wrote a good hand, and he was a master of Chinese painting.

I couldn't think of it at the time, but then I thought about it and thought it was too. Tang Pingye is average, and Shen Biqing and Xu Qing can love him with all their hearts, and there is always something brilliant about it.

"You know," Tang Pingye asked me.

I looked at him and felt like I had swallowed a handful of Coptis chinensis, and after a while, I said calmly: "I only know that Shen Biqing is my mother." ”

"What nonsense are you talking about" Tang Jingwen on the side suddenly exploded, "Su Soft, are you crazy and an illegitimate daughter still wants to go to heaven?"

I looked at her sarcastically, "You just asked my own mother how it feels to be in prison, and I'll ask you what it feels like to say this."

Tang Jingwen was about to hit me, gritted her teeth and said, "What do you mean by that." ”

I said word by word, clearly and clearly: "Xu Qing is your mother." ”

"Grass" Tang Jingwen scolded a swear word, and she was about to start beating me.

Tang Pingye shouted, and the servant immediately came up to grab her, she looked at me with her teeth and claws, "Su Ruan, you slut, don't think that marrying Mr. Xiao can reverse right and wrong." An illegitimate daughter is an illegitimate daughter, even if Xu Qing marries my father, it will never change your identity."

Before I was fifteen years old, I lived under the same roof with Alyssa Tang. She always scolded me for being an illegitimate daughter and teased me.

"Su Ruan, the daughter of a junior child, it's good for my Tang family to give you a place to live, don't expect to be good to you"

Tang Jingwen looked down on me as a child of the third child, and hated Xu Qing's involvement in Tang Pingye and Shen Biqing's family.

She hated me for so many years, and in the end she was an illegitimate daughter, heh, what a big joke.

"Jingwen, what Su Ruan said is true." Tang Pingye said very calmly: "You are indeed Xu Qing's daughter, and Su Ruan was born to Shen Biqing. ”

I finally understood why Xu Qing was so good to Tang Jingwen, and why she hated me so much.

In the four years from the age of nineteen to twenty-three, I lived in Beicheng, and Xu Qing would occasionally call me to care for me. I wondered if she would give me a little warmth so that I would never doubt my origins.

I thought of this and laughed self-deprecatingly. may be really too lacking in love, so that I feel that Xu Qing's little care for me in the past is precious.

Tang Jingwen's face turned white all of a sudden, and she struggled and said, "It's impossible, I don't believe it."

"I only found out about this matter the year Shen Biqing died." Tang Pingye ignored her, looked at me and said.

So when I was sent to Rongcheng for foster care, I felt guilty in my heart, or I didn't want to see me as an eyesore

I was abused by my own biological mother since I was a child, and it was a fantastical thing that sounded.

"Did you think I was quite pitiful at the time" I looked at Tang Pingye and found that I was unexpectedly calm at the moment, "Since you know the truth of the matter, why don't you tell me?"

Tang Pingye looked a little painful, as if he was much older, "Su Ruan, even if I don't care about you, I am still your father." How can I tell you that kind of mood, I'm Xu Qing, Xu Qing will swap you with Jingwen. The source of all this is me. After Shen Biqing's death, everything calmed down, and sent you away to hide the truth, I thought that no one would know about it in this life. ”

I looked at the man in front of me, who was my father, and listened to what he said, and felt that it really fit his character.

Shen Biqing was crazy because of him, and he blamed himself and felt guilty for evading his responsibilities every day. Even Xu Qing couldn't protect him well, so Xu Qing was infamy. There are two women in his life, and each of them has a good end.

And Tang Jingwen and I, as his daughters, have to bear the price of their insanity.

How can a man like Tang Pingye be worthy of being a husband and a father