Chapter 195: I agree to keep this child

Hearing Tan Yiyang's resolute attitude, my mood was particularly bad, if there was a mirror, I would definitely be able to see my weak paleness.

The thought of this little being in my womb for six weeks made it impossible for me to be as ruthless as he was, and I certainly couldn't agree to it.

But as soon as I saw Tan Yiyang's resolute face, I felt that he was too cruel, he was still so young, how could he be so cruel.

Seeing that I couldn't respond, Tan Yiyang squeezed my hand, gritted his teeth and said, "En, I can promise you anything, only this matter, you must listen to me." ”

"Nope." I don't know where the courage came from, he was more adamant than him, and I had to stand my ground.

In the seven years I was with him, I never said "no" to him, I just followed him.

Even in the years when I was separated, I couldn't bear to say such tough words, but at this moment, I seemed to be a mother, and my nature of protecting the baby suddenly burst out, and in the end, I still bit my lip and stared at Tan Yiyang's eyes, staring intently.

"I'll find a doctor tomorrow to arrange all this, even if you hate me, even if you hate me for the rest of your life, I won't compromise."

After hearing him say this, I felt like I had no strength in my whole body, and I just stared at him without crying or making trouble.

I know that I am unlikely to be able to stubbornly resist Tan Yiyang no matter what, even if I run away with the child, probably with his ability, I will be found by him when I run to the ends of the earth, so I try to calm myself down.

I grabbed his hand, and as I held it, I slowly asked the question hidden in my heart: "You are scared, what are you afraid of?" ”

Tan Yiyang was unusual, he withdrew his own hand when he spoke, and then stood in front of the window and didn't dare to look at me: "I'm not afraid, don't worry, this is the best private hospital in Shanghai, and the obstetrics and gynecology department here is also the best, I will ask He Anning to find the best doctor to operate on you to make sure you don't hurt." ”

I was sure he was scared, he was hiding his panic, and I knew what he was afraid of.

So I also got out of bed, walked behind Tan Yiyang step by step, hugged his sturdy waist from behind, and muttered: "Husband, I know that giving birth to a child will take some risks and it will hurt, but I promise you that I am not afraid of pain." ”

If it was usual, Tan Yiyang would turn around and take me in his arms and say some tender and sweet words, but at this moment, he stiffened and didn't dare to turn around.

"Whether you hurt or not, I feel distressed when I think of the difficulties and pain you have to go through to give birth, I am afraid that there will be no chance of pain in the future, how many mothers will bury their lives on the operating table, I am not willing to take the risk of losing you, and I don't want you to take the risk in order to give birth to our child, the most important thing is that I can't calmly watch you enter the operating room again, whether it is giving birth or rescuing, I don't want to see it."

To be honest, I can understand Tan Yiyang's worries, but I always feel that he is making a big fuss.

There are so many children, and many people are fine, why did something happen to me?

No matter what he said, I stubbornly pretended to be calm and continued: "Even if you don't want to, I will give birth to this child, if you don't want it, unless I die." ”

I saw that Tan Yiyang finally turned around, staring at me with a pair of eyes, as if he was going to burn me through.

He didn't seem to have a problem with me, so he had to let out a long sigh: "You..."

I know that Tan Yiyang is a hard-mouthed and soft-hearted person, and seeing his helpless appearance, I had no choice but to show my acting skills.

He couldn't see me crying, and he couldn't see me depressed, so I began to cry in front of him, and then tears, and finally cried earth-shattering, causing the people in the surrounding wards to cast strange eyes, although he didn't let go, but I saw that he seemed to be a little shaken.

So I lit another fire, and from that day on, I ignored him, whether it was eating or sleeping, Tan Yiyang was automatically filtered out, and finally Tan Yiyang compromised and agreed to keep the child.

On the day I agreed to keep the child, I was actually ready to run away from home, because the night before I heard him call at the door of the study, probably had already made an appointment for the operating room to be operated on the afternoon of the next day.

I was thinking about it for a few days, but he didn't let go, and it seemed that he couldn't put it off any longer.

So I got up early in the morning and hurriedly packed a suitcase, and hurriedly booked a train ticket to Yangcheng on my mobile phone.

It's just that before I could get out of the gate of this villa, I saw Tan Yiyang standing at the gate, staring at me with an expression of hatred, and then walked towards me.

I instinctively stepped back, this time before he spoke: "Tan Yiyang, I won't go for surgery, if you insist on pulling me, we will cut off the relationship in the future, this child is my life now, if you want his life, it is equivalent to my life, I will let go of my ruined body and protect him." ”

As soon as the words fell, Tan Yiyang took me in his arms with a force, even if I struggled a little, he didn't intend to let go, but tightened his grip, and after a while he said in a low voice: "I lost, I agreed to keep the child." ”

I was still trying to push him away, but at this moment I suddenly stopped and looked up at him: "Really? Can you really stay? ”

"Really." He replied with a special heart.

I raised an eyebrow and looked at him in disbelief: "How did you suddenly change your mind?" It's not going to trick me into going to the hospital and forcing me, right? ”

"The moment I opened my eyes and couldn't see you last night, I panicked, although I was afraid that you would leave me permanently, in contrast, I was more afraid that you would avoid me in this life, and when I saw you packing my luggage, I had already decided, since God let you come back to life, and also let you and I have children, maybe this is the will of God, I don't want to go against the will of God and lose you."

A passage is so affectionate, it seems that he saw the way I cleaned up in the guest room last night, and he decided to give birth to him at that time, but it was only at this time that he told me how bad this man was, and I didn't sleep well last night.

So I smacked him on the chest a few times with some resentment, but Tan Yiyang didn't care, just hugged me and said seriously: "From today onwards, you must pay attention to the prenatal examination, if there are any accidents during pregnancy that can threaten your life, I will choose you without hesitation, you must know this, no one can change my mind at that time." ”

Tan Yiyang has made such a big concession for me, I nodded, no matter what he asks, as long as I can stay, I will agree to everything.

Since then, I have embarked on the road of raising a baby with the same treatment as the Empress Dowager Cixi.

Although it really can't be so delicate, pregnant women actually exercise more is good for their bodies, but Tan Yiyang has a lot of fallacies.

For example, pregnant women should be more delicate, so that their daughters will be noble in the future.

Do you still use the preciousness of the future life?

Don't look at his father himself as a cold and noble person, can his daughter be worse?

Daughter? Why does it have to be a daughter?

I really can't discuss with him the topic of whether it is a son or a daughter, because in Tan Yiyang's eyes, I can only tolerate a daughter, saying that a girl is my mother's personal little padded jacket, so that there will be one more person to take care of me.

Unlike boys, who are lively and active by nature, it probably takes most of my physical strength to bring him up, so he made it clear that if this is the case, he will look at his son very unpleasantly, and his son will be treated unfairly as a father from the day he is born.

Hearing him say this, my heart silently pinched a cold sweat for my son, and I inexplicably felt sorry for this little boy who had not yet come to the world.

So from this moment on, I prayed all the time that it would be better to have a girl in my belly.

In order to prepare for the wedding, Tan Yiyang has suspended all the work in his hands, just to get ahead of me in everything and not let me do anything.

About one day, there was really a particularly important matter in the company that could not be solved, and even Xu Yuan came to invite Tan Yiyang to the company for a meeting with a sad face, and he reluctantly rushed to the company, and I rarely enjoyed a time alone.

I was eating puffed food on the sofa for a long time, and I opened a can of Coca-Cola, my favorite drink before, and was watching TV with relish, Tan Yiyang came back.

Ever since I woke up from a coma, these things have basically been taboo for me, so I secretly bought them and hid them in the cupboard in my room to satisfy my cravings.

But this time I finally had my own time, I just ate a little, and in less than half an hour, Tan Yiyang reappeared in front of me, and I once suspected that he returned without going to the company at all.

The evidence of the crime had already been placed on the coffee table, and I didn't have time to clean it up, so I just looked at him with a wry smile.

When Tan Yiyang walked towards me, he frowned and ripped off his tie, I thought he was going to reprimand me in the next second.

As a result, he took off his clothes by himself, and his hand was already on my stomach, although his stomach had not changed, he still pouted and whispered to his stomach: "Seeing that my mother is already hungry, let's let my mother eat this time." ”

He gently stroked his stomach back and forth with his palm, and then looked at me: "My daughter has agreed, you can eat as much as you like today." ”

I pursed my lips, and finally secretly "cut" in my heart, obviously I swore that I didn't want anything, and I had to drag me to the hospital to get rid of this child, but now I have a daughter, when will Tan Yiyang's duplicitous problem be changed?