Chapter 194: Pregnant
I never thought that these men I knew were dedicated people, but in comparison, I was lucky to meet Tan Yiyang.
Although it has been so long since I had an accident, Tan Yiyang seems to be in much better condition than when I first woke up, as if he had forgotten about it, but seeing Gao Han like this, I still want to know what will happen to him if I really die.
"Husband." I sat in the car and called him suddenly.
"Huh?"
"What would happen if I didn't wake up, or if I did just die?"
He didn't answer me, he just looked up at the window, I thought he was going to be angry or I was in the same sad situation as I said, and I wanted to say something more, but I didn't know how to say it.
In order to comfort him, I quietly held his hand and leaned my head over, Tan Yiyang felt the temperature of my palm, and was immediately grabbed tighter by him.
He lowered his head, smacked my fingers, and when he raised his head again, he slowly spoke: "I don't know, you have melted into my life, I don't dare to imagine that you didn't wake up, probably like Gao Han, but I think I'm most likely to go crazy, without you, what do I want my life to do." ”
I suddenly hated myself, in order to verify that Tan Yiyang actually asked such a question.
So I immediately stretched out my hand to cover his mouth: "Don't talk nonsense, I'm just confused to ask you this question, I'll sit in front of you, don't think about it, maybe I saw Gao Han so long-term love, and my brain was flooded for a while, and when I had time, I asked He Anning to help me reopen my brain to see if it was filled with water before I said this kind of thing." ”
Tan Yiyang reached out at this time and stroked my hair, and gently tapped my head by the way: "Fool, you have already opened your brain three times, and I was going crazy at that time, do you think I am not crazy enough?" ”
I shook my head vigorously, and then slumped into his arms.
I leaned on him so unscrupulously, smelling the good smell of his body, and suddenly felt that everything I had experienced in the past seemed to be worth it, not only that he wanted to guard me, but also that I had to guard this hard-won happiness.
From now until May, Tan Yiyang didn't go to work much for almost two months, but stayed by my side and took care of getting married.
In fact, my body has recovered very well, and when I go to the hospital for a routine check-up every month, even He Anning said that I am in good condition, and I am naturally very happy.
The thought of doing nothing all day made me feel like an idler, and I wanted to get back to my old job, so I said a word, and a man bypassed me on the grounds of something else.
It's not that I want to be a lawyer again, or I want to go back to the entertainment industry, I just want to open a bakery again.
Although I'm not bad for money now, as if I'm already a rich woman and don't have to run around to make money for work, I always feel that this kind of life is too parasitic, and sometimes I start to annoy myself like this.
Under Tan Yiyang's opposition, I always treated him coldly, which led to him once claiming that I had a premarital phobia, and it would be good to wait until I got married, and I only cared about giving him 10,000 white eyes at this time.
But he seriously thought that my current physical condition was not enough to support me to go out to work.
And I always scolded him, saying that as a boss, he always skips work and accompanies his daughter-in-law at home, and the so-called upper beam is not right and the lower beam is easy to be crooked, but Tan Yiyang doesn't seem to care.
Eventually, under all my contempt, he finally agreed to go to work.
It's just that Tan Yiyang didn't leave long before Lao Zhou appeared, saying that someone had ordered me to take me to a place.
I called him a few times but no one answered, so I had to follow Lao Zhou's car to the appointment.
When I arrived at the place, I was a little surprised, I thought he was asking me to go to a restaurant, but I didn't expect it to be the most high-end wedding photography in Shanghai.
I looked at him with a suspicious expression, and I was still drumming in my heart before, wondering if this guy was going to take wedding photos, but I didn't expect that he and I were already standing here at this moment.
But before I could speak, a beautiful and fashionable woman came over and said to me with a smile: "Mrs. Tan, I will put on your makeup, you can rest assured, I will definitely cover this scar under your ears and on your forehead, you must be the most beautiful bride." ”
I turned my head to look at Tan Yiyang behind me, he just held my shoulder, and said with some apologies: "I should have come a long time ago, but when the doctor said that you were cured, I let myself relax, I'm sorry for taking you late." ”
I looked at him intently, and before I could respond, the makeup artists and gown artists had already pulled me to the lounge and started their work.
When I was putting on makeup, the hairstylist was doing my hair, but when the makeup artist did a lot of work to cover the blemishes, I didn't pay too much attention to it, just kept my head down and brushed my phone.
I don't know when Tan Yiyang stood behind me, and the moment I raised my eyes, I happened to see him staring at my scar in the mirror in a daze.
It wasn't until the makeup artist finished covering up that he slowly touched my hand to the location of my original scar, gently and gently.
I immediately grabbed his hand and put it in the palm of my hand, and before I could speak, he opened his mouth lightly: "Don't worry, I'm fine, I just see this scar a little..."
I didn't let him continue, for fear that he would remember those things again, so I found a topic to cover up.
I cut it, pulled him to stand in front of the mirror, and looked at the two of us, one was a handsome old man in a suit and leather shoes, and the other was a beautiful and beautiful old woman, I held Tan Yiyang's arm, rested my head on his shoulder, and sighed in my heart, I finally married the man I love in this life.
It's very strange, I've known Tan Yiyang for eleven years, I've slept for seven years, and I've been pregnant with his child, even last night we shared the same bed and hugged each other, but at this moment, my heart was very excited, thumping and beating, and it was quite unproductive.
The whole process of taking wedding photos was very pleasant, I guess it must be Tan Yiyang's relationship, and all the staff were very good to me.
In fact, my body has recovered very well before, but I don't know why I always feel tired and sleepy recently, and my body seems to be overdrawn after a few sets of photos, but I didn't dare to show it, for fear that someone would be like a frightened bird, so I cheered up and persevered until the end.
It wasn't until I got in the car that I let myself rest on Tan Yiyang's shoulder with my eyes closed.
Probably my sigh made Tan Yiyang a little worried: "Are you too tired to take pictures?" ”
"Maybe I'm tired of wearing high heels, I haven't worn them for a long time, and I'm a little uncomfortable." I deliberately answered him for reasons other than my own body.
But just after saying this, I was already dizzy and difficult to open my eyes, and finally I felt a big palm touch my forehead, and then heard it anxiously and nervously say to Lao Zhou, "Go to the hospital, she has a fever" and fell asleep in a daze.
When I woke up, I found myself in the hospital, and Tan Yiyang sat next to me with his head bowed, and at that moment he was dejected, as if he had been hit by something.
I thought to myself, could it be that something is wrong with my brain?
Before I could ask my doubts, I saw the inspection report placed next to the table.
Tan Yiyang didn't say anything, I picked up the report, my hands were already shaking, and I almost cried.
I'm pregnant and my baby is six weeks old.
Now that I think about it, I didn't have my menstruation before, I thought it was because I woke up and did a lot of physiotherapy, and I took a lot of drugs, and it was the drugs that caused the menstrual disorders, so I didn't go to the hospital for examination, thinking that it might be fine in a month or two.
In addition, Tan Yiyang will do safety measures, wear a condom and take medicine, and even when he forgets to bring it, he will get it outside, and he will not accidentally get inside, but there was a time when the condom fell off, but he didn't expect to be hit.
In fact, since I woke up, I have never had any hope for this kind of thing, and I have never dared to think about it, but the fact is that now, I feel that everything is a miracle and fate, and my child and Tan Yiyang came to us unexpectedly.
I wanted to cry when I saw the report because I was excited, but Tan Yiyang didn't want it.
He took the report, as if he was unspeakable, and finally looked at me and reassured: "Let's get rid of it, it's just an injection of anesthesia, it won't hurt, and I'll be fine when I wake up." ”
I was sad to hear him, but I also knew in general why he would say such a thing.
But my heart still hurts irrepressibly, and I want someone to take a knife and cut the flesh on my body inch by inch, and the piercing pain is indescribable.
This child is unattainable for me, and I don't want to lose the opportunity to be a mother.
I stared at Tan Yiyang's eyes, red and swollen eyes, and my hand caressed my stomach.
"This kid, I want."
Tan Yiyang didn't stubbornly, just sat on the bed, faced me face to face, and suddenly hugged me, and even trembled a little like me.
"Eun, when you get better, we'll be asking for it in two or three years, okay? Now your body is still very weak, and it is likely that your body will not be able to bear it before you give birth. ”
But the child born with Tan Yiyang is much more important than my body in my eyes, I don't believe that I have recovered various indicators, why can't I just have a child?
So I was also very stubborn, and said calmly and coldly: "Old Tan, this is for the child, I will give birth to him, this time no one can stop him, and neither can you." ”
Tan Yiyang's tone began to become cold and hard, obviously he would not stop me from saying or doing anything before, as if he was strict with his wife, but he was resolute in this matter: "I will not agree to this matter, except for this matter, you can do whatever you want." ”