Chapter 258: Do Your Best
From what she usually shows, she can also see that in fact, even if she leaves the orphanage, her heart is still concerned.
It's no wonder that I grew up there, and it's understandable that I have feelings there. It's not that she doesn't understand her feelings, it's just that she thinks she attaches too much importance to the orphanage.
Although she grew up there and has feelings for it, she has left after all now, and she has her own life to live. Is it more important to think about your own life, after all, the future life is the most important thing for her, and the past has already passed.
No matter how hard it is to let go of the past, it is already in the past. At this time, she should pay more attention to her future and how to go forward in the future.
She should know better than anyone that there is no one around her to rely on, so she can only rely on herself, and it is definitely not good for her to put all her energy into the orphanage too much.
At this time, she will not be able to accept that she can forgive for a while, and she will allow her to accept this matter for a while, but she can't delay it for too long.
Life has to go on, and you can't keep looking at the past, so at this time, seeing that she is not in good spirits, it is more reassuring to send her back in person.
"What did you say?" Shu Yixin may be a little out of state, so I don't quite understand why he suddenly said this.
But by the time she reacted, the other party had already disappeared in front of her eyes, so she could only stay where she was.
He said that he would let him wait for him for a while, then at this time, he could only be obedient, after all, he didn't react just now, and he didn't know what he meant.
"Let's go." When He Yuhe came over again, he had already changed his clothes.
He felt that the clothes he wore at home were too casual, and if he sent her back, he would have to change his own clothes. Well, at this time, you have to pay more attention to your own image.
Although the clothes I wear at home are not too bad, I feel that if I send her back, I still have to change my clothes.
"Where to go." Even at this moment, Shu Yixin is still an afterthought, his thoughts can't keep up with him at all, and he doesn't know what he wants to express.
He Yuhe looked at her with puzzled eyes, thinking in his heart, did she really not know or fake, did she really not know what she wanted to express? These words are still being asked at this time.
Forget it, don't be embarrassed for her at this time, after all, this matter has a certain blow to her, and it is not like her own thoughts, and it is understandable that she doesn't know what she is saying.
I also allowed her to lose her soul this time, and allowed her to be sad this time. If she hadn't known that the orphanage had such a relationship for her, she wouldn't have allowed her to have such a sad time.
"I'll send you back." In the end, there was really no way but to explain it to her.
Now she is not in the state at all, so it is quite difficult to communicate with her by herself, because she can't understand what she is saying at all, and she only thinks about the orphanage with all her heart.
Shu Yixin raised his head, looked at him with surprised eyes, and said softly, "How do you think of sending me back, I'll just go back alone." "Why did he suddenly have such an idea and want to send himself back, in fact, as usual, he can go back alone.
"Normally, I might be relieved, but today, you are definitely not in the state, I will personally send you back, and I will not be able to sleep peacefully, so let's go." Don't continue to waste everyone's time here, or let yourself send her back to rest early.
Maybe sleep and wake up a little better, after all, this matter is a sudden blow to her, and she won't be able to accept it for a while, and she can understand it.
"Alright then, I'm sorry for you." Shu Yixin can be regarded as keeping up with his thoughts at this moment.
Thinking about my state at this moment, it is true that I am a little worried about going back alone, and I don't know when I will be able to get home.
He is not worried about himself, and naturally he has his own reason, like his current lost soul, anyone who sees it will not believe what he says.
Let today's self, it is true that he is not in the mood to refute him, he wants to send himself back, then he will, accept it generously, usually he refuses, but today's self does not want to refuse, maybe he does not want to stay alone, because when he stays alone, he will definitely think about the east and west, and he will definitely think too much.
But now it's different than usual, so let him send himself back. Maybe having him by his side along the way, even if he doesn't say anything, just being by his side can make him feel at ease and not make him feel lonely.
From childhood to adulthood, when there is anything, I am alone, and that feeling of loneliness is really enough for myself. Now I only have one thought, I just want someone to be by my side, not to let myself feel lonely, to feel as if I have been forgotten by the whole world.
I don't need him to do anything, and I don't need him to say anything, as long as I feel at ease by my side, let myself know that I am not alone, and there will be someone by my side.
Such requirements should not be so excessive, I have never dared to have too many requirements, after all, I know that even if I have these requirements, I may not necessarily achieve them, so my requirements for myself have always been very low.
At the beginning, He Yuhe thought that she would refuse him, after all, he was ready, no matter what she said, he would have to send her back in person, but he didn't expect that she would agree so quickly without saying a word of superfluity.
Such an answer, such a reaction, really caught me off guard. It was as if all this was expected, but it felt a little unexpected.
Suddenly, I felt that the relationship at this moment was a bit complicated, and I didn't know how to say her. Knowing that she is sad, her current reaction is a little abnormal, if there is something unhappy, express it directly, don't be bored in your heart.
Along the way, sure enough, both of them were quiet, and neither of them spoke. Shu Yixin was in a bad mood and didn't know what to say.
He Yuhe also didn't know what to say at this time, if the other party took the initiative to talk to him, he would answer, but let him bring up the topic, he didn't know what to say.
The other party didn't speak, so he could only be silent. He has never been a good talker, and he doesn't know how to comfort her.
No one spoke, just like that, coldly, just put on some soft music to relieve the awkward atmosphere.
Shu Yixin leaned back in the chair, but his eyes were looking out the window, his eyes were not focused, and he didn't know what he was thinking.
However, there was a sad aura revealed from her body, which was inevitable, after all, suddenly knowing such a thing, how could it be that there was no blow to her.
I just hope that after today, when she wakes up tomorrow, everything will return to the way it was, and she won't continue to affect her mood because of the orphanage.
Everyone has their own different fate, not to mention that she has already moved out of the orphanage. She shouldn't put all her emotions on the orphanage, but more about herself, thinking about her future.
I know that there are some things that can't be changed, and I can't force them, so why bother with not letting go, though. It can't be denied that she grew up there, and she still has feelings for it, but those are already things in the past, she shouldn't always be obsessed with the past, but more about thinking about her own future, she used to live in an orphanage, and there would be other people to help, but after stepping into society, she is really the only one.
"Here we are." I don't know how long it has been, He Yuhe said lightly.
In fact, he didn't want to say this, but he saw that the other party had not reacted, and he had been immersed in his own thoughts.
So at this time, I can only kindly remind her that she has arrived at her destination.
Or maybe it's because I don't want to see her continue to be in a daze, I don't want her to continue to be distracted, thinking that it's not too early now, I still let her go back to rest early, although I know that it may be difficult for her to fall asleep tonight, but at this time I still hope that she can go back to rest early.
Even if she can't sleep and lie in bed, she will be more comfortable, and that's all she can do, and the rest is not that she doesn't want to do it, but that she doesn't know how to help her at all.
It takes a process to know how this matter is, in fact, I can understand that feeling very well, but at this time I don't know how to comfort her, since I don't know what to say, then don't say anything, just be by her side.
"Is it there? How can it be so fast. "My mind has been very confused, as if there is nothing, and after thinking about it, I have arrived at the place where I live in a blink of an eye.
"Well, go up and rest early, don't think too much." He Yuhe could only talk to her lightly, let her rest, don't think too much.
Shu Yixin pulled out a smile with difficulty and said to him, "Do your best." At this time, she was not sure in her heart, and she didn't know if she could do it, but she didn't want to say anything against her will, so she could only say that she did her best.