He Yuhe looked at her and sighed, and finally plucked up the courage to say to her, "There are some things I don't know whether to say or not, and I'm afraid that after I say it, you will be even more disgusted, but there are some things I want to tell you." "I feel a little contradictory, but I can't help but say those words.

If you say these words yourself, you may be able to get her out of that predicament, but if you don't say it, she will never understand.

Sometimes I remind her appropriately, and I can still listen to her, and it can be seen that although she is very stubborn sometimes, it doesn't mean that she is completely unreasonable.

I hesitated for a while in my heart, and I was thinking about whether to talk to her, but now, I feel that I should talk to her, no matter what she will think after she finishes speaking.

Shu Yixin raised his head, looked at him with questioning eyes, was silent for a moment, the wind was light, and his lips opened lightly, "The relationship between us, there is no need to hide like this, just say what you have." "No matter how big the blow was, no matter how much wind and rain I had before, I could get through it, not to mention the matter in front of me, I believe that I can do it.

No matter how big the difficulties were before, he survived them, let alone at this time, he just knew some things, and believed that he was not as fragile as he imagined, nor as bad as he imagined.

"Some things, although they are a good part of your memory, should also be clear that they belong to your past, not your future." No matter how happy the orphanage was for him in the past, it was all in the past.

"Can you make it clear, I don't seem to understand what you're trying to say." Shu Yixin really couldn't keep up with some of his thinking, and he didn't know what he wanted to express.

"My meaning is very simple, I know that the orphanage has a deep meaning for you, but those are things in the past, since you can't change his fate, you also know that at this moment, you have already moved out of the orphanage, you can't spend all your efforts on the orphanage for a lifetime, more to think about your future, maybe you just take this opportunity, waiting for your family, but have you ever considered it, if your family really wants to find you, no matter where you are, You'll find it in the end, you don't have to stick to that place. ”

Is it useful to stick to that place? If you don't have this heart and want to find her, even if you stay there until you are old, there will be no result.

Besides, she has been waiting there for so many years, more than 20 years have passed, where is her family? didn't even see a figure, she just waited persistently, is it really okay?

If the other party really has a heart, no matter the ends of the world, they will definitely find it. So from another point of view, she shouldn't stick to that position, after all, she doesn't stick to that position, she must be able to wait for her so-called family.

Shu Yixin looked at him, so grateful that he didn't know what to say, he had to say that he really understood himself, really understood his own thoughts, and knew what he was thinking.

Yes, in fact, for myself, the biggest contradiction is that I want to protect my family in that place. After all, it is the place where they grew up, and it is also the place where they abandon themselves, and they choose their own as long as they wait there, and one day they will find themselves.

That's why over the years, I have this kind of persistent mentality, and I have been staying where I am, just waiting for my so-called family.

"It's just your past memories, it doesn't mean your future, you care about the development of the orphanage, that's because you have affection and righteousness, but it can't affect a person, you should know clearly that after you move out of the orphanage, you have lost the protection of the orphanage, and then you, there is really only one person who bravely faces this society." Living there before, no matter what, no one will leave you alone.

But once you move out of the orphanage, life is completely different from the past, there are no people around you to take care of you, no people to comfort you anytime and anywhere, many things can only be decided by you alone, and you can only make decisions alone.

Shu Yixin didn't speak, just listened to her very quietly, in fact, what he said was not unreasonable, and he also knew that he had left the orphanage, and he could only rely on himself in the future.

Before leaving, Dean Han also said this to herself, she said that the road in the future should be on her own, and she can't think about it anymore, there are people around you who can help you.

I almost forgot these words of Dean Han, maybe I was only thinking about the future of the orphanage, but I forgot that I was actually only one person with limited ability.

If you have the ability, you must be willing to do this, but at present, for yourself, it is difficult to protect yourself, and your life is a mess, not to mention the ability to help them.

It seems that he has said before that even if the orphanage is demolished, the outcome they face is not necessarily the worst, and they may be relocated to a better environment.

Everything now is just wishful thinking on my own, just falling into my own maze and not being able to get out.

"I will remember what you said, you should go back and rest early, I will think about it." After Shu Yixin listened, he could only reply to him like this in the end.

He still cares about himself wholeheartedly and wants his own good. I don't want to let myself be addicted to it, I can't extricate myself, the past is gone, the future is the most important thing, and I can't live in the past because of the past.

I have to admit that what he said is completely reasonable, after all, those are already in the past, and my so-called waiting is not necessarily fruitless, so there is no need to keep guarding that place, what I should see more is the future.

"Are you sure you really don't have any problems? Can it be alone? "She wants to be by her side, so she can do that.

"Don't worry, I'm Xiaoqiang who can't be killed, there will be no problems, if something goes wrong, I'm a little ashamed of you." He said so much in front of himself, if he still can't understand the meaning of his words by now, he can only say that he is really stupid.

Shu Yixin felt that his words had been said very bluntly, and if he still couldn't listen to anything in such a situation, it could only be said that it was his own personal problem.

"It's okay to be a little fragile once in a while, but after tomorrow, everything will be back to the same way, like a rainbow after a storm, and it will still be beautiful." You should only be in a bad mood for a while, but you should not be allowed to affect it all the time.

Shu Yixin looked at him, hesitated for a while, and said softly, "Can I hug you?" I don't know why I suddenly have such thoughts, but I seem to want a warm hug.

It may be that everything has happened all the time, what I lack is a warm hug, only one person, trembling and huddled in the corner, and enjoying that kind of long process alone.

At this moment, when facing him, I suddenly had such an idea and wanted a warm embrace.

Perhaps for myself, what I lack most at the moment is a warm embrace. I want to hide in a warm embrace, cry well, and then I can face everything with confidence.

Over the years, I have been pretending to be strong, but in fact I am not as strong as I imagined, and sometimes I still want a warm embrace that can surround me.

He Yuhe didn't speak, just looked at her blankly, probably didn't expect her to suddenly make such a request, and his head couldn't keep up with his thoughts.

Shu Yixin saw that he didn't react for a long time, so he said lightly, "It's just a casual remark, and it doesn't matter if you refuse." ”

What she didn't expect was that in her words, as soon as she fell, there was a warm embrace, hugging herself and surrounding herself tightly.

"You know, I won't refuse you, but I didn't expect that you would suddenly make such a request, and if you knew you needed such a hug, I would have given it to you a long time ago." I have never guessed what she thinks in her heart, and if I know that she wants a warm embrace, then my own hug can be lent to her.

Shu Yixin didn't speak, just leaned quietly in his arms, really making himself feel very warm, and at the same time he could feel his heartbeat.

It turned out that this was the warm embrace I longed for, and I never knew what it was like before, but at this moment, I felt it.

Shu Yixin hugged for a while before he said lightly, "You know what? I've always been alone, and I've always longed for someone to give me a warm hug when I'm lonely and sad, but over the years, I've always been alone, and there's no one else around, no one, so I don't know what it's like, but at this moment I really feel it, thank you. If it weren't for him, he would have fulfilled his little dream, and he wouldn't know when it would come true.

Yes, at that time, I always longed for a warm embrace, but I didn't know who to ask for such a request.

Maybe you are worried that the other party will reject you, and there may be other factors that make you feel that people will not pay attention to your unreasonable demands.

"If you needed my arms, you should have said it a long time ago, something like that. You have already achieved it. From beginning to end, she never mentioned herself to herself, and how could she know what she really thought in her heart.