After stepping back in the snow, Jiang Xiaoyu walked back and forth in the living room, looking at the painting all the time.

I sent an email and waited for the other party to reply, and looked up at Jiang Xiaoyu, which dazzled me.

"It should sell, don't worry." I didn't have much confidence to comfort her.

Jiang Xiaoyu turned his head to look at me, and said with a tangled face: "Su Ruan, not all artists have integrity. Isn't it bad to sell your paintings and go to a concert? ”

"It's not good, so it's not for sale." I smiled back at her.

Jiang Xiaoyu immediately jumped three feet high, came over and grabbed me, and sighed, "Anyway, I'm sorry for you, but I really want to see Xiao Ming." ”

I asked her curiously, "Why do you like Xiao Ming so much?"

Jiang Xiaoyu leaned on my shoulder and said softly, "When I was in college, I had a hard time for a while, working in a café. At that time, Xiao Ming was very popular, and his songs were always played in the store. I was on duty late at night, and only his voice kept me company. ”

"I don't know what it's like, but I've been listening to it for so many years. When I was at my most barren, I didn't dare to tell people that I was chasing stars, for fear of being scolded. ”

It's like a candle in the dark night, with a small warmth and a slight light, but it has survived the most difficult time with Jiang Xiaoyu.

Sometimes liking is like this, it doesn't need to be strong and profound, quietly, like spring rain, it enters the heart.

When a girl falls in love with a celebrity, she always gets a kind of solace from the place. Maybe it's the pillar of the spirit, maybe it's the influence of quality. This kind of fascination and liking no matter anyone's business, it's just her favorite.

is like Xiaoyu, who wants to watch a concert in his heart. In the eyes of others, you may say that even eating is a problem, and you still learn from others to chase stars. The thing is, it's none of your business. My idol is positive and full of positive energy, why can't I chase it.

At night, Jiang Xiaoyu and I slept together, and the two of us lay together, unconsciously talking about each other's hearts.

"When I was in college, I had a crush on someone, but I couldn't reach him with a lot of hard work." Xiao Yu hugged my arm and closed his eyes to recall the past, "He's the kind of typical rich and handsome." As for me, I can't find it in the pile. I know it's not worthy, but I still like it with all my heart. ”

Me too, knowing that there is a deep sea distance between me and him, I still can't help it.

Maybe if you can hide it, you don't like it.

"Su soft, people often say that if you like a person, you will fight for it. Actually, I don't agree with it, I know that people who can't be won are better off not approaching. ”

"One plus one equals two, even if you fight for it, it won't become three, otherwise it will be a big mistake."

Jiang Xiaoyu, who is very smug on weekdays, is calm and self-controlled like a girl who learns mathematics when she narrates her thoughts quietly like this.

I patted her on the back for comfort, and then I heard her ask me, "What about you, will you fight for it?"

I thought about it for a while, and then slowly said: "I am used to judging the situation, and the person I like must also like me, and the person I fall in love must also love me." But if it's not suitable, I'll hide away so he can't find me. ”

Well, very passive and selfish. If the other person doesn't love me, I definitely won't fall in love with him.

When I was young, I was raised in an environment that made me cautious, daring to give a little bit, but wanting to get a lot of love.

"You're right, too." Jiang Xiaoyu said in a daze, "Don't get hurt, protect yourself." Su Soft, you don't know how silent you are, how distressing it is. ”

The two of us fell asleep next to each other.

In the middle of the night, I was heard calling my name, and when I opened my eyes, I saw Jiang Xiaoyu's concerned and panicked expression.

"What's wrong" as soon as he spoke, his voice was slightly hoarse.

Jiang Xiaoyu grabbed my hand and looked at me with sad eyes, "Su Ruan, you've been crying." ”

I touched my face, and sure enough, it was full of tears, and I didn't know it. I thought about it for a moment, and I didn't have a nightmare just now, but I cried so hard.

"When I woke up at night, I saw you crying with your eyes closed. I don't talk in my dreams, I am quiet, I am scared to death. Jiang Xiaoyu was frightened and asked me worriedly, "Are you really okay?"

I shook my head and coaxed Jiang Xiaoyu to sleep.

I lay in bed and couldn't sleep for a long time.

After coming to Banyan City, I woke up from my sleep from time to time, always with tears on my face, and I didn't dream, I thought I was sleeping peacefully.

I know, it's Su Ying crying.

She didn't come out, so she cried quietly at night. I know what she's crying about.

"Su Ying, you have to understand, I can't have a result with Xiao Qingmo, and you can't." I whispered to myself and closed my eyes.

I got up late in the morning, Jiang Xiaoyu pushed the door and came in refreshed, and I guess I woke up for a long time.

"You actually went back to sleep." Jiang Xiaoyu poured me a glass of water and handed it to me, "I saw you wake up in the morning, and you didn't pay attention to me when you talked to you, so angry to get up." ”

When I took the cup, my hand shook and spilled some of it, and my heart was suffocated. Reluctantly smiled, "Xiaoyu, you can help make breakfast." ”

"Cheng, you didn't sleep well last night, let's lie down for a while." Jiang Xiaoyu readily agreed, took the door and went out.

I gasped and adjusted my breathing, and my hands were shaking as I drank the water.

Two minutes later, I saw Su Ying's message to me on the table.

You are not qualified to love him.

Why did you leave him?

Each stroke is written very profoundly, which shows how much resentment the person who writes has.

Su Soft, you tried your best to get him to want you and make him like you, but in the end, he just left. I can be quietly, I can be quiet, but you can't be so cruel to him

I looked at the words and read them over and over again.

Su Ying has a soft temperament, and when she was sick in the past, even if she came out, she wouldn't cause me trouble. But the first time I saw her so angry, every sentence was an accusation, which shows that she loves Xiao Qingmo very much.

"Are you a fool Su Ying, I can only be with him if you die, will you choose to die?"

I hate the irrational Su Ying very much, and I'm afraid that she will wake up next time and recklessly return to Beicheng to find Xiao Qingmo.

My brain was buzzing, my chest was pounding, and my emotions were fluctuating.

"Su Ying, calm down." I pulled my hair and said bitterly: "I had a child, lost a piece of the past, and almost got engaged to Xiao Mingyuan. And Xiao Qingmo has a fiancée and status. If you really love him, calm down. At least clean up everything you have, and then go to pursue him generously"

My emotions gradually eased, and I sat on the floor gasping for air, my forehead covered in sweat, as if I had been in a fierce struggle.

Standing up on the table and looking up, Jiang Xiaoyu was standing at the door, looking at me with a shocked expression.

I raised my hand and combed my hair, walked over, and calmly asked her, "What's the matter, can't you find anything from the kitchen?"

"No" Jiang Xiaoyu was at a loss, "You just now"

I smiled at her, a little tired, "Xiaoyu, I don't want to say." ”

She didn't ask, just reached out and hugged me.

The seller of the painting was actually in Banyan City, and we made an appointment to trade in the afternoon.

Jiang Xiaoyu was very excited along the way, and contradictory felt that it was not good for me to sell the paintings, and finally I yelled at her throat, and she settled down.

When I got to the café, Xiaoyu sat on the side, and I went alone.

is a middle-aged man with a mediocre appearance and a neutral temperament, with a pair of glasses.

"This is the painting you wanted." I'll give it to him.

He took out the painting and looked at it carefully for a while, then carefully put it away. smiled and said to me: "With all due respect, Miss Su really has no talent for painting, I don't know why she learned to paint in the first place."

But to be blunt, I have nothing to hide, and I said casually: "I don't know what to learn, just choose whatever you want." ”

I do have mediocre qualifications when it comes to painting, and it is not necessarily true that I chose it casually. Probably my childhood was too hard, and I always liked to draw something with strong colors to fill my pale heart.

The other party smiled, didn't say anything more, and gave me the money, and the money and goods were cleared.

"You're also interesting, you know that I can't draw well, and you buy my paintings." I pinched the thin belief and smiled, "It's not much, though." ”

"Miss Su is living in poverty?" he didn't answer my question, but asked me.

I frowned, a little resistant. Without a few words of conversation, he said goodbye and left with Jiang Xiaoyu.

Thinking that we would be able to buy tickets when we had money, it turned out that we were too stupid and naïve.

Jiang Xiaoyu saw that the three words had been sold out, and he cried out, crying so much that I panicked.

The electronic tickets are all sold out, and if you want to buy them again, you can only buy them from scalpers, and you don't know how expensive it will be when you get married.

"Don't cry," I patted her on the back of the head.

Jiang Xiaoyu deflated for a moment, hiccups several times, and asked me in the future, "Do you still have paintings that can be sold?"

I couldn't laugh or cry, because people had seen the painting on the landscape, so they bought it. The others can only be sold to ghosts.,Besides.,I don't have any works that I can get my hands on.。

I can only go back and think of a way first, and Jiang Xiaoyu's cheeks are red from crying. I told her to go home first, and I would help her.

Jiang Xiaoyu was very unproductive, holding me to say sweet words and vows, I impatiently pushed her into the bus, too lazy to talk to her hypocritically polite.

From a distance, I saw a man standing at the door, tall, wearing a military coat and looking sloppy.

He was so down, but I still recognized him at a glance, and his eyes were hot.

As if sensing my gaze, he turned and smiled at me, showing a mouthful of white teeth. The smile is bright, and it warms up this winter.

I lunged over, and somehow I knocked him to the ground, and he fell solidly into the snow.

"You broke my ribs." He put his arm around me and laughed all the time.

I cried, "Qiao Shendong, you're a bastard, you calculate for yourself, how long did you leave me and run away"

"It's my fault." He lay on his back in the snow, his breath was weak, "Ah soft, if you don't stand up again, I'm really going to pass." ”

I reluctantly got up, and I didn't see any movement in Qiao in the deep winter for a long time. Frightened, I leaned over and slapped him, Qiao Shendong pinched my wrist and said weakly, "Ah soft, I haven't slept for three days, let me squint for a while." ”

Me,""

After a five-month absence, Joe Deep Winter reappeared in my life.

I looked at Joe who was sleeping in the snow in the deep winter, and I couldn't help crying. I figured I could lose the whole world, and I couldn't lose Joe Winter.