After the engagement banquet, in order to make Su Soft angry, Jing asked Chu Chengqian to find a way to prevent several banks from lending to the Li family and cut off their capital chain. The opponent took the opportunity to make trouble because of the grudge between Weibo before. The Li family was overwhelmed by various scandals for a while.

And behind all this, there is Xiao Qingmo's figure.

"Every grievance she has suffered, every tear she has shed, I want you to repay it with blood." Xiao Qingmo got up slowly, stroked his sleeves, and said indifferently and forcefully: "I just want to tell you when we meet today, stay away from her." ”

Xu Qing was speechless because of the shock of these things, and when he looked at Xiao Qingmo again, there was already a look of fear in his eyes.

Liang Fei, who was guarding the door, opened the door, and after Xiao Qingmo left, he smiled and said to Xu Qing: "In addition, remind Ms. Xu that the matter that my husband doesn't want to meet with you today has reached the ears of the fourth person." ”

I listened to him talk in detail, and I closed my eyes and wept.

I thought that we were taking what we needed, but I didn't expect Xiao Qingmo to care more to me than I imagined.

It probably doesn't matter whether he likes me or not, or thinks of me as someone else.

"What are you crying about" Xiao Qingmo kissed my cheek and said softly: "Later, I was thinking about it, if I let Xu Qing continue to play the role of a loving mother, let the Tang family stay away from your life. Maybe you can live a simple life and not be so traumatized as you are now. ”

"But I don't need that kind of illusion." I took a deep breath, "So I don't hate you, and thank you for revealing it all to me." ”

Thank you for taking care of me as I move forward, and thank you for always watching me behind me.

Xiao Qingmo looked at me and said firmly: "Su Ruan, you have to leave me." ”

"We've broken up a long time ago, haven't we?" I smiled, tears twitching from my eyelashes and dripping onto the back of my hand.

The more I laughed, the more tears flowed.

I don't know where I read a sentence before, because I love you, so I want to leave you.

Young and frivolous, I don't know the taste of love, I just feel hypocritical. Love is together, no matter what, we have to be together, what is love when we leave?

Now that I have tasted it, I know how desperate and sad that sentence is.

I thought that between me and Xiao Qingmo was Qiao Le, my identity, and my illness.

And now, and my lost past, my child

When I thought of that child, I almost hated myself. I was born with a broken family and incomplete love.

I used to vow that if I had my own children, I would give T the most perfect love and let T grow up in a healthy environment. And now, I don't know whether T is alive or dead, male or female.

"Xiao Qingmo, you said that you wanted me to start over and live a good life." I got up, looked down at him, kissed the corner of his mouth on his shoulder, and whispered, "But I can only start again if I leave you and leave Beicheng." ”

People are dragged by the past, and it is impossible to move forward.

I know very well that I have been involved with Beicheng too much in the past 20 years or so. I have lived here for so long, and there are Tang family, Xu Qing, Xu Wenhui, and Li Zifei. Everyone is deeply involved with me, and after tonight, there will be the Xiao family and Xiao Mingyuan, who will be bound to me.

Only when you leave here can you start over.

Xiao Qingmo said to me, "Su Ruan, I'll let you go for a while." ”

I said in my heart, no, I never want to come back.

The day before I left Northside, I made two phone calls. One for Xiao Mingyuan, and one for the scenery.

"Xiao Mingyuan, I'm sorry for you."

"You've really dated my uncle"

When Xiao Qingmo took me home that night, Xiao Mingyuan saw it.

"I didn't mean to hide it from you, I just didn't think it was necessary to say it."

"You're really"

"Alright, say goodbye. But you can't see me, I can always see you on TV. ”

When I first called Jingjing, I listened to her hurried voice, and cried, "Xiao Susu, you are not a friend enough." While you're alone in the North City, I'm out there. You wait for me, I'm at the airport, I'll see you right back. ”

Chu Chengqian and Xiao Qingmo are friends, and some things can naturally reach the ears of Jingjing.

My eyes heated, "Views, I'll get in touch with you when I find a good place." ”

"Hey little Susu, where are you going?"

I heard Jingjing's panicked shouts and silently hung up the phone.

At the beginning of October, I left Beicheng and headed for Banyan City. When I was fifteen years old, I was sent to this city by the Tang family. Maybe my lost memories can be found here, maybe I can find my children.

The winter in Banyan City is really cold and scary, and when you open the curtains early in the morning, you can see that it is snowy outside, and the windows are all cold.

Three months ago, I rented a two-storey building with a yard here, which is no more than 60 square meters up and down, but it is clean and tidy. The former owner learned to paint, and the decoration here is very literary and artistic, and I cleaned up a little and moved in.

Picking up the hot milk, I took a sip of it while admiring the snowy scenery outside.

A touch of red appeared in my sight, and I smiled as Jiang Xiaoyu wrapped himself in a ball and walked towards this side.

She wears a red woolen hat and a thick cotton coat. The snow was so deep that she stepped on it with her snow boots, kicking a pit at a time.

As soon as Jiang Xiaoyu looked up, she saw me laughing at her, and yelled at me, "Su Ruan, don't you know how to shovel snow?"

I put down the cup, grabbed my coat and put it on, opened the window and said loudly, "Or you shovel"

Jiang Xiaoyu muttered something, looking puffy. I guess she must be saying, I'm not fooled, I didn't see you so lazy.

After going downstairs, Jiang Xiaoyu tugged at the down jacket on my body and said to me disdainfully, "It's actually thicker than what I'm wearing." ”

Strange to say, I didn't feel much afraid of the cold before. After coming to Banyan City, I really couldn't bear it.

A black down jacket is a must-have when you go out.

"But I'm thinner than you." I laughed at her.

Jiang Xiaoyu suddenly became angry, pinched a snowball and smashed it at me, and I deftly dodged it.

If you want to say what is the biggest gain in Rongcheng, it is the girl in front of you. It's the size of me, but it's very tender to look at. The eyes are big, and there is a pear vortex on the side of the mouth when he laughs, and the ignorant appearance is the most endearing.

Coincidentally, I came to Rongcheng to live in an unfamiliar place. I was almost deceived when I was looking for a house, but Jiang Xiaoyu came forward to tell me that it was a black agent and helped me find my current house.

When he went out, he bought a roasted sweet potato, Jiang Xiaoyu ate it contentedly, and his mouth was unforgiving, "It's such a cold day, I should have slept at home." For the sake of you inviting me to dinner, I agreed to go with you to visit your home."

I was a teacher in the same elementary school as Jiang Xiaoyu, I taught first-grade art, and she taught first-grade math. This guy looks stupid, but he didn't expect to study math. When I found out, my jaw dropped in surprise.

"Thank you, Miss Jiang." I smiled and said, "After the home visit, you can choose any restaurant in Rongcheng." ”

Jiang Xiaoyu immediately said: "Then I'm going to eat boiled fish and go to Shu Kingdom."

This was premeditated

I glanced at her and saw how weak she looked.

Jiang Xiaoyu is a typical foodie, but he often has empty pockets. The salary level in Rongcheng is not high, and we only have a salary of more than 3,000 a month. I'm nothing, but Jiang Xiaoyu is a little miserable, there are old and young, a big family. But she has an older brother who also earns money to support the family together, so she is very lucky. Although it was a little harder, it was good that the family was harmonious.

There were more than 20 students in the class, and it was already six o'clock after we finished the door-to-door home visit, and it was dark, so we finally went to Shu.

After ordering, I heard the chatter next door.

"Xiao Ming is coming to Rongcheng for a concert"

"Where did the news come from?"

"It's absolutely true, my sister works at Guanghua Gymnasium, and the fields over there are all set up."

When I saw it, Jiang Xiaoyu's eyes lit up.

In the second week of knowing her, I learned that she was a big fan of Xiao Mingyuan. She can sing all of Xiao Mingyuan's songs, and every album has them.

After listening with my ears pricked up for a long time, it seems that the date is next Sunday. But we still have half a month to pay our salary, and Jiang Xiaoyu has the money to go to the concert.

"Su Ruan, did you hear that" Jiang Xiaoyu took my hand, his face full of red light.

I was helpless, "I'm not deaf, you want to go"

Jiang Xiaoyu's eyes suddenly darkened and he was deflated, "I don't have any money." ”

I checked on the Internet, and the best location is 1980, and the monthly salary is only 3,000.

"What then?" I feel a little regretful.

I was penniless when I came to Rongcheng, but fortunately, Qiao left me a card when he left in the middle of winter, so that I could pay the rent. I paid for a year, and now I am relatively tight.

The most important thing is that I spent a lot of money on a private detective, otherwise I would not have been so embarrassed.

"Just watch TV." Jiang Xiaoyu lay on the table and said wiltingly: "Anyway, I've watched TV for so many years, it's not bad this time." ”

I didn't say a word, thinking about how much money I had left to spend.

Not long after I came to Rongcheng, I suffered from acute gastroenteritis because of the water and soil, but Jiang Xiaoyu sent me to the hospital in time, cooked porridge for me every day, and accompanied the bed in the hospital every day.

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"I have money." I knocked on the table.

Jiang Xiaoyu didn't believe it, "Don't tease me." ”

Also, I didn't tell her anything except in the North City. I never shy away from her others, I know a little bit of Jiang Xiaoyu.

"I have a painting and someone wants to buy it." I sighed, "If you sell it, you'll make money." ”

"Which" Jiang Xiaoyu looked at me, "That black painting in your living room"

Jiang Xiaoyu has always believed that I have no talent for painting, because the portraits I painted for her are extremely ugly. The one hanging in the living room of the house was brought by me from Beicheng and was published on the landscape before.

Someone did buy it, I didn't lie to Jiang Xiaoyu about this. But I was cautious, afraid that Xiao Qingmo would find me, so I didn't reply to the email. Now in order to fulfill Jiang Xiaoyu's dream, I can't take care of it so much.