"You need to start over."

This is what Xiao Qingmo said to me after a day and a night's sleep.

At the moment I was standing in front of the mirror, in his voluminous pajamas. The eyes are puffy, pale, and the eyes are blank.

There is no worst in life, only worse.

I thought that after encountering something like Xu Wenhui and Li Zifei, nothing would be able to hit me again.

But I was wrong, my life was like a series of car accidents, rear-end collisions.

Xiao Qingmo pushed the door in and stood behind me.

He carried a paper bag in his hand and silently placed the contents one by one on the washstand.

Facial cleansers, creams, lotions, moisturizers, a whole bunch of them, all skin care products. The brand is very eye-catching, I used to only glance at this counter from a distance when I was shopping, and never leaned forward.

Because you know that you can't afford it, it's better not to have thoughts.

Xiao Qingmo is like these luxuries to me.

He squeezed the toothpaste, stuffed the toothbrush into me, touched my cheek, and said moistly, "Su Soft, wash up." ”

I looked up at him and saw my figure in the depths of his eyes.

Xiao Qingmo, everyone wants to start over, but they will eventually be pushed back by the black hand of life.

I'm so lucky to have met you, and you can hold my hand firmly and move forward.

It's also too unfortunate, because of this encounter, destined to part.

There was a sound of rushing water behind me, I brushed my teeth while looking in the mirror, Xiao Qingmo leaned over to help me put the bath water, and kept testing the temperature.

After I finished brushing my teeth, he had already put the water in place, carefully put the towel bath towel on the side of the shelf, took another towel and put it on the ground, turned around and supported my shoulder to bless me, "Take a dip, be careful not to fall when you come out." ”

I nodded and waited for him to leave.

I stripped naked and sank my body in the water, and the feeling of being topless was just like my heart now.

Xiao Qingmo, I don't want to grab your outstretched hand.

After washing, I turned around and saw Xiao Qingmo sitting on the sofa with the computer on.

He saw him come over, reached out and closed the computer, and motioned for me to come over.

"Xiao Qingmo, did I say that you are really good-looking." I ran my fingertips across his cheek, leaned over and kissed him on the cheek, and said with a sigh, "It makes people want to sleep with you at a glance." ”

Even at home, he is meticulously dressed, with a cold and handsome face, which makes people want to pounce on him every minute.

"Someone said it." He leaned back, a smile in his eyes.

I felt a little uncomfortable and asked him, "Who?" ”

"You."

The little astringency in my heart flew all of a sudden.

Xiao Qingmo pinched my wrist and pulled me gently, and I sat on his lap.

He took the towel from my hand and carefully wiped my hair.

I lay on his shoulder, sniffing the bitter breath of his body little by little, and couldn't help but bite a small piece of skin around his neck and grind my teeth gently.

Xiao Qingmo was so troubled by me that he couldn't help it, pinched my neck and said, "Don't make trouble." ”

I took another bite, looked at the kiss mark on his neck, and said with a playful smile, "What's the trouble?" ”

With a helpless look on his face, he carried me to the bathroom and turned on the hair dryer to blow my hair.

I sat on the washstand and watched him in a daze.

Xiao Qingmo put away the hair dryer, kissed my cheek and asked me, "What do you want?" ”

I put my arms around his neck, buried my face in his neck, and whispered, "No one has ever been so nice to me." ”

Patiently reasoned with me, helped me squeeze my toothpaste, helped me dry my hair, and kissed me gently.

Since he was a child, he lived cautiously and hard, and when he grew up, he was sent away and sent to watch the fence and beg for a living. I was often sick when I was a teenager, and the memories of large tracts were blank.

After returning to Changzhou with my mother, it didn't take long for me to be admitted to Beicheng to study.

In the past 20 years, there has never been such a calm as it is now.

May you be treated gently, and I finally understand the power and hope contained in this sentence.

Xiao Qingmo hugged me, and after a long while, he said slowly: "Su Ruan, I can give you everything you want in this world." I'm seven years older than you, and I have enough experience to give you the strength to move forward. From now on, you just have to move on. The wind and rain have me, forever and ever. ”

He rarely seemed to say such touching words, and his tone was soft and a little cool. But the firmness and gentleness in it are like the spring rain in March, moisturizing things silently.

I hugged him and cried quietly.

Xiao Qingmo, even if I am just a stand-in, I am willing at this moment.

The drowning man was lucky enough to be able to hold on to a straw, but I boarded a cruise ship.

Xiao Qingmo, meeting you may have consumed all my luck in this life.

……

I moved in with Xiao Qingmo, and it happened a little suddenly, but I know that I will never regret the decision I made today.

Liang Fei hired a car, pulled all my things over, and put them on the ground full of them.

Xiao Qingmo sat on the side and worked on the side, and I slowly cleaned up.

A few pots of succulents, I put them on a trellis on the balcony.

The clothes were all hung up and squeezed into Xiao Qingmo's wardrobe, and the pillow dolls collectively occupied the sofa.

After tidying up for more than an hour, I walked around the bedroom, feeling a little satisfied.

The pen holder on the workbench was filled with colorful colored pencils, and the sketchbook was piled up on a small hill. There are many picture albums and romance novels on the shelves, and my Totoro pillow rests quietly on Xiao Qingmo's side.

Xiao Qingmo was working, and I didn't bother him.

I sat on the side and took out my phone.

It's been two whole days, no text and no phone calls.

I thought about it and entered Xu Zhi's Weibo.

[It's so annoying, I really can't stand it, life is all messed up. I don't know what my mother thought at the beginning, I have to bring her back, it's good, it's all stupid. 】

[A good family is about to be broken up like this, I will hate her for the rest of my life. 】

"I'm going to report to the company tomorrow, are you ready?" Xiao Qingmo sat down beside me and pulled out my phone.

I hung in the crook of his arm and said boredly, "Not prepared." ”

In fact, I don't know how to deal with people very well, and when I was in college, I was called a cold class flower. It's amazing that I don't have any friends until now.

"That's okay, you're naturally likable and get along well with your colleagues." Xiao Qingmo helped me sit up straight, thought about it and said, "There may be a welcome in the evening, don't drink." ”

I was a little distracted by his natural affection, and I suspected that he was deliberately comforting me.

In Changzhou for two years, she was a problem girl in the eyes of people, and in Beicheng for four years, she was a cold class flower in the eyes of her classmates. It doesn't look like I'm likeable.

"Am I really likeable?" I couldn't help but ask him.

Xiao Qingmo laughed all of a sudden, coaxed me and said, "Well, it's very cute." ”

I was still glad when I heard this, and rubbed it in his arms.

The phone rang coldly, and I turned my head to look.

Xu Zhi's two words flickered non-stop.

"Who's a big fool, you're a big fool......"

Well, I'm a big fool.

"Answer the phone." Xiao Qingmo wanted to hand me the phone.

I refused to move, and pressed my face to his arms.

He patted me lightly on the shoulder, "Su Soft, dodging is not a problem." And now you have me. No one can hurt you anymore. ”