Chapter 133: Living in Reality
I know very well that as a businessman, I like to have these festivals, because their turnover will definitely increase. www So today is Valentine's Day, and her coffee book house should also be extended business hours.
made the whole night, my mood was very depressed, after all, I was the only one who stayed at home and watched TV, and I was not in the mood, and I didn't know how I got over all these times.
I feel that tonight's time is particularly long, and that's because there is only one person, and the mood is not very good, so no matter what I do, I can't lift my energy, and I feel that time flies very slowly.
If you have a lover, you can also go out romantically and go out on a date, but it's a pity that so far, there is only one person.
The previous love hurt me too deeply, so I don't dare to mention love easily now. I don't feel completely sure, and I don't dare to take that step easily, after all, I will only be hurt in the end.
I was not too naïve before, so I was hurt so deeply that I can't get out of that puzzle until now. At that time, I was really stupid, I would believe whatever people said, and I promised myself a long-lasting, mountain alliance and sea oath, but in the end, what is there, leave yourself alone to grieve.
"How do you say that you think too much, and if I have a boyfriend, how can I not tell you? You're my sister, not to mention that we live together all day. If she had a boyfriend, she would have found out, and she was the kind of person who couldn't hide her words, and she would definitely share it with her.
"That's why I think it's a little strange, because I know you don't have a boyfriend, and you came back with such a big bouquet of flowers, isn't it curious, where did the flowers come from?" After all, I have ordered these flowers before, and I know that the price of these flowers is not low at all.
The person who sent her flowers must have made a big deal, which is not something that ordinary people can easily give. Sometimes I just help order these flowers, and I feel that the price of these flowers is too expensive, and I am a little reluctant, let alone buy them to give to others, if I have to pay for them myself, I will never give this kind of flowers.
I would rather choose other flowers, the price is relatively favorable, not to mention that today is Valentine's Day, the flower price should be particularly expensive.
"I can only say that I happened to be so lucky to receive such a bouquet of flowers, not to mention that you also know that I have never received these flowers before." In her impression, Shu Yixin has never received flowers at all, and no one has ever sent flowers to her.
"Doesn't that sign well? Tomorrow when you celebrate Valentine's Day, you should have him by your side, shouldn't you congratulate you? "The next time I spend Valentine's Day on Qixi Festival, I feel that there should be a so-called boyfriend by her side, and I won't be alone.
If what she thinks will come true, then she should sincerely bless her, who has been single for so many years, and finally has a companion.
Shu Yixin glanced at her helplessly, and said softly, "You think too much, let's talk about next year's things next year, do you think that someone with our status will look up to us, even if you do, knowing our identity, we will automatically distance ourselves in the future, thinking that we will cause trouble to them and drag them back." Shu Yixin has always understood emotional matters, and he will not easily hope for a man who is willing to treat himself sincerely and will not dislike his identity.
If there really is such a man, it can only be said that it is a minority of the few, it is impossible to really be so coincidentally touched by himself, I feel that I should not have that life, and I am not so trusted.
Therefore, I still have to live realistically, don't always think about those unrealistic things, although I have long passed the age of love, people of my age, many people are married, but I don't even have a partner, and I don't have the luxury of expecting any rich and handsome person to take a fancy to me.
I just want to live my current life in a dull way, and if I can, find my family back, and I don't have much to pursue in the rest.
It's just because I know clearly in my heart that even if I have these pursuits, I may not be able to achieve them. can't achieve it, why should you expect too much, create trouble for yourself, isn't it better to live a simple life? The life of self-inflicted troubles has never been what you want.
She can envy others, fall in love, and how good it is for her to have a boyfriend. But for myself, this kind of thing shouldn't happen to me, after all, it's too unreal.
"Can't you say that, there are always exceptions? Maybe one day you can really be so lucky to meet someone who won't dislike you. Lin Ya still has such fantasies, and always feels that one day she can meet such a person, he will not dislike his birth, he will not dislike that he is an orphan, and he will be good to himself wholeheartedly.
I have been waiting for all these years, waiting for such a good man to appear by his side, he will not dislike his birth, he will not dislike himself as an orphan, but he wants to be good to himself wholeheartedly and want to live a happy life for himself.
I don't know if I can wait for such a good man, after all, such a request may be a bit too much, but for myself, what I desire is that the other party does not dislike me from myself, not that people should be rich and rich, what kind of identity.
My own thinking may be a bit too demanding, but I don't want to do this, other people will not be sincere to themselves at all, just want to get some benefits from themselves.
Since I was a child, I have lived in a different environment from others, but I still want to get some benefits from my own side, which is undoubtedly pushing myself to the edge of the cliff.
Shu Yixin looked at Lin Ya and said in a gentle tone, "I think it will be easier for an urban white-collar worker like you to meet, but if you are like me, I don't dare to think about it at all." "No matter what, she is an office worker and an urban white-collar worker, so there should be more people who take a fancy to her, and there should be very few people who can take a fancy to herself, and even she doesn't dare to expect it.
"If I could meet it, I wouldn't have worked, and I would still be alone for so many years." When Lin Ya knew this, she was obviously a little sad.
In fact, she also wants to fall in love, but she has never been able to find the right person, if she can really meet her, she would have met it a long time ago, it is impossible to say that she has been alone for so many years.
In fact, only she herself clearly knows that it is not the so-called high vision, but she is just looking for the right person, looking for someone who will not dislike her.
If the other party didn't really mean to be good to her, I really wouldn't dare to take such a big risk and tell the other party my identity. Because everyone didn't expect the consequences, if they told the other party that they were an orphan, then they should be very soon, and the other party would abandon them.
Even soon, it will spread in the company, so I don't dare to take such a risk. If she couldn't find the right person, she would rather be alone.
Don't lose your boyfriend by then, even lose your job, slowly get to that point, she really can't live, this is too risky, she feels that she still has to keep a little bit and rest on her laurels.
"I can only say that each of us has it, your difficulties, it's not that you can have it if you want to, or you're right, it's better to face reality, those that are unrealistic, what's the use of thinking so much, you will only hurt yourself." Shu Yixin can be regarded as having understood many things, and feels that emotional things go naturally and should not be too forced.
It's not that she doesn't want to fall in love, but she hasn't found the right person.
Before the right person appears, he still has to be alone, if it is not the right person, he will end up in failure, and he will only be hurt by himself.
"What is love, I don't dare to try it at all, I'm just afraid that I will lose everything in front of me, so I'm better to be conservative and don't expect those that don't belong to me." Lin Ya still rejects love a little bit in her heart, maybe because she was injured before, so she didn't take a step at this time, and she felt very cautious.
"You shouldn't be so pessimistic, what should be yours will always be yours." Shu Yixin feels that the current thinking is a bit too negative.
That memory of the past has always hurt her to this day. She still couldn't get out of it, and she was still worried that she would repeat her mistakes and be hurt again.
But now it's like this, I don't say anything bad, at least I have learned to protect myself, I won't let myself get hurt easily, emotional things really can't be forced, fate is coming, naturally she will fall in love.
It's not that I don't want to be in love, but I didn't find a suitable partner, so I didn't fall in love. Over the years, I've been waiting, waiting for the right person to appear.
The so-called right person, how easy is it to talk about, how can it be easy to appear by one's side and be easily bumped into by oneself. In addition to himself, there are a lot of suitable candidates, and their own advantages are much better than their own, in this case, they can't compare with others at all.
Even after so many years, I am still alone, and I am still single, not without reason, nor without reason, because I am afraid, timid, and have a different vision from others.
"I don't want to be so pessimistic and negative, it's just that this society is such a reality, and people like us should accept the reality even more." It is impossible to say that those injuries that have been suffered have no traces, and they will still affect them to some extent.
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