Chapter 134: Sincerity for Flowers
"Okay, don't think about it so much, rest early, don't you have to go to work tomorrow? By the way, happy Valentine's Day, although it is a little late, I still hope you can be a little happier. "It's really hard to talk about emotional things, especially people who have been hurt, they are more cautious when facing feelings, for fear that they will be hurt again.
It is not unreasonable to be particularly cautious at this time, after all, for people who have been injured, when they face these things again, they will always have lingering palpitations and fear that they will repeat the mistakes of the past.
One injury is enough to make people unforgettable, if you come a few more times, you feel that you don't have to live such a life at all, because you don't have such a strong psychological ability to bear it at all, then at this time you can only put up your own umbrella and don't let yourself be easily hurt.
Before meeting the right person and the right person, he still hides in his turtle shell, which is relatively safe. I don't know if I'll wait like this, I don't know if I'll wait until the Year of the Monkey, but they still firmly believe that they will wait.
It's better to be alone than to find someone who will do something to hurt yourself at any time. It will seem a little lonely and lonely, but life is very fulfilling, and you don't have to worry about any danger and harm all the time.
"You too, rest early, happy Valentine's Day, good night." Lin Ya knew that at this time, she needed to rest early, and other issues would be discussed later.
The past is gone, those injuries that have been suffered, I just want to forget him, I don't want to think about it again, maybe I won't be so unlucky, and I will meet the same person in the next relationship.
I believe that God will not be so unfair to him, and he is still so cruel to himself, and he has let himself meet a scumbag.
It is not unreasonable for me to have a feeling of being cautious about gains and losses. No matter what, I have been hurt by my feelings in the past, so at this time, when I face my feelings, I will be more rational, for fear that I will be hurt again if I am not careful.
And to let yourself be hurt again, it is better to be alone. When I saw pairs of people tonight, I naturally remembered the time when I was happy with him, but in the end, I realized that people didn't treat me really at all, but just thought that I was simply fun.
After letting myself know this, I was really sad and sad, even if I broke up for a while, I didn't get out of that relationship.
Because he used to be really good to himself and very considerate, at that time he thought that he would be his only one and his lifelong dependence. At that time, I was willing to do anything for him, but in exchange for such a result, the price was too great.
Looking back now, I also feel that I was too naïve at the beginning, how could I believe a man's words, didn't I say that a man's words are reliable, and sows will go up trees? I don't know if I had a mind at that time, since I would believe what he said, I didn't even have any doubts.
Although a long time has passed, every time I think about it, I still feel heartache, after all, it was my first love, but he treated himself like this.
Forget it, let history be dusty in the past, you shouldn't think about it, you shouldn't continue to torture yourself, you still think about work, think about your future life.
Love is out of reach for the current self. I don't have that impulse for myself yet, and I won't be easily tempted until I find the right person.
Shu Yixin looked at Lin Ya's somewhat lonely figure, and felt sad for her in her heart. It should be thinking of the former her, a woman who has been hurt by feelings, so now she is like a frightened bird, and she doesn't dare to try love easily.
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It can be seen that she has not come out of her last relationship. Even if you come out, you don't dare to start the next relationship in your heart, because you are worried that it will be the same as the previous relationship, and you will be ruthlessly abandoned by others in the end, and the other party is just playing with your feelings.
I have to say that it is really not so easy to find someone who is genuinely good to you. Sometimes I see Ren Xiaoou and her boyfriend so close, and I also yearn for a vigorous love of my own.
But from another point of view, I know my identity, which is unlikely. After all, he is just an orphan, who will look down on an orphan, a person with no identity background, and even become a drag.
Every time I think of this, I am afraid of love and dare not continue to move forward. So far, I'm still alone.
From another point of view, there is nothing wrong with being alone, at least there is not so much pressure and not so much burden.
A person has a person's goodness, not to mention that over the years, he has also come alone, so there is nothing that he can't survive.
Forget it, don't think too much about yourself at this time, and rest early. Tanabata Valentine's Day has become a thing of the past, as for next year's Tanabata Valentine's Day, who will spend it with him, he doesn't dare to think about it or want to think about it, just let it be.
Maybe she is really so lucky, as she said, tomorrow on Valentine's Day, she will have him by her side.
At this moment, wouldn't it be too greedy to think like this? After all, this year's Valentine's Day has just passed, and I am thinking about whether he will be by my side next year's Valentine's Day.
In response to this question, in fact, he already has the answer in his heart, but he doesn't want to believe it, he doesn't want to face it, and when he is on the Qixi Festival next year, how can he need to be accompanied by himself? He must have found his girlfriend a long time ago, and they will live happily together.
In that case, what kind of identity does he have standing by his side, asking him to spend Valentine's Day with him, and even like this year, even if he is not a couple, he can pretend to be a couple, at that time it is not possible, because his girlfriend is back.
I already have the answer in my heart, but I don't want to believe it, I don't want to face it, I can only say that I can go with the flow, and wait until next year's Qixi Valentine's Day.
Shu Yixin turned his head and glanced at the bouquet of roses again, but when he looked at the roses, his eyes were a little complicated.
In the end, I chose to carry the roses back to my room and found a vase to insert them.
Although he didn't want to think about anything, he knew that he didn't mean anything else, he just wanted to make himself happy, not to mention that today he was his fake boyfriend, as he said, he had to play his role well, so he thought of sending flowers to himself.
I really shouldn't think too much about it, think he's interesting to him or something, because he's already told himself not to fall in love with him for it. Since he said so, how could he still rely on him for a dead face, not to mention that he didn't know that he already had a girl in his heart.
Whether it's for himself or for that friendship, he shouldn't think badly about him.
How can it be between himself and him, although he said that he is just an ordinary office worker, but no matter how he looks at it, he feels a little different, since he is not willing to tell himself, then there is no need for him to debunk.
There is a possibility that the reason why he doesn't want to tell himself is that he doesn't want to let himself have too much psychological pressure, and he clearly told him before that many people can automatically alienate themselves because of their status as orphans. He will worry that he will not want to be friends with him after revealing his true identity.
No matter what the reason, there can only be friends between me and him, and there will be no other ones. I never dared to hope that there would be anything between myself and him.
In short, it is best for me to maintain the status quo at the moment. I have the opportunity to be able to chat together, drink coffee, go out for a walk, eat, just like ordinary friends, talk about everything, and I am already very content.
In fact, from his speech and demeanor, as well as the car he drove, he can see that he is not what he said, he is really just a worker.
Since he doesn't want to reveal his true identity, I believe he should have his own considerations. Whatever his reason, he believed that he would never deceive himself, probably because he didn't want to know his true identity, felt that he was a big burden on himself, and was unwilling to be friends with him or something.
Except for the identity he said, the rest of himself didn't notice any difference. When facing himself, he is still quite sincere, in short, in the final analysis, he just doesn't want to lose his friend and wants to be with him.
Even if it's just an ordinary friend, I don't want to lose it, probably because it's rare to find someone who shares my interests. There is a rare thing that he does not dislike himself, and is willing to be friends with him, even if he knows that he is an orphan, he still does not want to be estranged from himself.
This is what touches me the most, so I don't want to lose him as a friend. I just think that he can talk to him better, and I don't want to lose a good friend like this.
As he said, he shouldn't fall in love with him, so he won't fall in love with him, he will only treat him as his best friend and become a bosom friend.
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