Chapter 2: "No Return"
I grew up slowly and went to primary school, the primary school is not far from my home, it is estimated that it is three or four hundred meters, because it is in the countryside, you can see the school on my house, my home is in the center of the village, plus because of the favorable geographical conditions my family runs a small supermarket, the supermarket was opened before my mother was pregnant with my sister, before opening the supermarket my dad asked me once, I thought that I could often eat snacks, I happily responded, I didn't expect that a few days later my dad rode a motorcycle into some snacks back, I went to buy two second-hand glass counters that night, and then my dad would bring something fresh back every afternoon, and I was also very happy, because there were indeed a lot of them in my stomach, and my mother often criticized me for not being able to eat these things, but what line of work, how uncomfortable it was to look at not being able to eat every day, and gradually the supermarket was gradually on the right track, and it was getting busier and busier, and my freedom was also restricted, which made me hate to open a supermarket again, and looked at children who were as old as me playing outside, I can only stay at home and watch the supermarket, I am also very troubled, I often make trouble at school, I often make trouble at school, it is common to call parents, and I also form gangs, imitate the characters in the movie, and set myself the protagonist, I like the feeling of being held, not that they are willing to cooperate with me, but I buy them with snacks, and sometimes I give them money at home to let them go to my supermarket to buy things, and then I give them the spoils, and I also become their core character naturally, At that age, no one would say no to those gadgets.
I live carefree every day, I don't concentrate on studying and always make trouble, the head teacher will punish me for copying composition in class, the words can not be scribbled, must be neat, it is because of this to this day that my words are still written in a regular manner, every time I pick up a pen to write, I will think of my homeroom teacher.
A week before graduating from primary school, although the homework was tense, the teacher also organized us to relax, it was to go to the mountain behind the school, we had a lot of fun that day, my companion and I climbed several mountains in a row, sweating, the teacher also took a camera to take pictures of us.
The next day, I resumed my intense study, and soon we finished our studies, and I also ran around with my classmates during the summer vacation, although the sun was very poisonous, I didn't feel anything, I felt that everything would not change, it would follow the previous trajectory, and I would always be the shining protagonist, and everything would revolve around me.
But I thought wrong, everything changed in junior high school, my classmates were divided into classes, and some went to other schools, I felt for the first time that I was also a dispensable person, no one paid attention to me, no one took the initiative to talk to me, I never felt this way I was even more afraid, looking at every unfamiliar face I didn't know how to communicate and get along, at that time I often missed the time of elementary school, I wanted to go back again, see my classmates again, get along with them again, in a different way, This time, I will cherish every day, every class, and every person even more.
also blamed myself for not having the strength to say goodbye at that time. There is no going back, what we can do now is to cherish the things and people in front of us, and be more attentive to others.
As the saying goes, cherishing the present is true. It's important to live in the moment.