The new junior high school life made me very uncomfortable, I feel very awkward, I am not interested in anything, and I can't lift my spirits in class, and slowly I have made new friends, as the so-called family does not enter a door, my friends are also very poor in learning, so that the fun is more energetic, the junior high school teacher thinks that the mud can not support the wall and simply give up the treatment, I will sleep on the table in class, go to other classes after class to make trouble, and self-study at night also affects others to study quietly, and it has really become a mess. My two best friends and I always ranked last in school, and we were proud to think that we were very chic.

The first and second years of junior high school are mixed like this, and many students who are not good at studying in the third year of junior high school have also begun to work hard, maybe they are mentally mature, they think too much, plus the baptism of teachers and parents, they have changed their ways, I also have this feeling, I think more and more about the future, but I can't do it, I don't have the knowledge of the first two years of junior high school so easily, there are no notes in liberal arts, and I don't know anything about science, so I compromised, and I can't sleep in class, and I feel that I am wasting time. A few of the class also dropped out of school to find a job to get to work, I heard them say that it feels very good, no one cares, do whatever you want, and have your own money to spend, I have also wavered, I have a strong interest in the outside world, a few times I also told the teacher about the meaning of dropping out of school, and my parents knew about it and rejected it for me, I was angry and depressed, and then for a period of time it was muddy, dragging the muddy body every day, without any effort and wanting to get something, several times trying to let go of my soul, But I was dragged back by this lazy body, all day long like the walking dead, looking back on the three years of junior high school life is really vulgar, there is nothing worth my recollection, I feel like I have lived in vain for three years, my thinking has also changed, I am too lazy to think about troublesome and complicated things, and I don't want to do laborious things, my soul is often ready to release and change myself, but my heavy body crushes him to death, and there is no chance.

After graduating from junior high school, my family arranged for me to go to a technical school, and I didn't want to go to school, so I decided to work to earn money by myself and control my future life when I was in junior high school.

After a month, I resolutely refused to go to school, and I competed with my family, but in the end, I was fulfilled. I was seventeen years old, and the day I dropped out of school I was very excited, I felt like I was a rebirth, a relief, and I remember very well that it was a hot summer.