Although I asked very calmly, my heart was very painful, and my heart suddenly wrinkled together, and it hurt.

I watched Zhan Yunting and held my breath as I waited for him to answer.

"No!" He replied in the affirmative.

In an instant, my eyes went black and I collapsed.

"You mean, you won't marry me, will you?" I was afraid that I had misunderstood what he meant, so I asked again.

"Yes!" Again, he answered me in the affirmative.

I widened my eyes, stared at Zhan Yunting, looked at his beautiful face, his handsome real appearance, sat in front of me, and told me very categorically that he didn't love me and wouldn't marry me.

No wonder he was silent all the way when he came, it turned out that he was very afraid to see my family. Maybe I want to confirm that I am the same Ling'er, and his hesitation is a kind of fear.

I stood up slowly, as if everything in front of me was like a dream, I couldn't hear anything, I couldn't feel anything, I just knew that he didn't love me, he wouldn't marry me.

He is the love of my heart, and I am the girl in his eyes.

But everything is not so simple as it seems.

That's what he told me with certainty, so what am I?

I chuckled softly.

Chen Chen is right, I am just the mother of the child, he only stayed with me by his side for the sake of the child, Ling'er is just a shadow, the moonlight in his heart, and the real me is nothing, although I ruined his life, went through hardships, and gave birth to a child, but he didn't love me.

"Ling'er ,......" Zhan Yunting had a premonition of something, and reached out to grab me.

I shook off his hand and looked at his face with mixed emotions in a daze.

"Don't call me Ling'er, I'm not her, I'm Tan Xiaoyue! It's not your spirit! I looked at him, and roared abruptly.

Immediately, everyone was a little surprised and looked at me in fear.

"Ling'er......" my mother called out to me.

"Don't call me Ling'er, I'm not Ling'er, I don't remember anything, I'm Tan Xiaoyue, I'm Tan Xiaoyue, I'm Tan Xiaoyue......" I couldn't help crying.

"I don't know everything about your Ling'er, I'm just me, a me who has no memories of the past, a Tan Xiaoyue who was raised in someone else's house, you ......" I pointed to Zhan Yunting, tears welling up.

I saw Cheng Siyuan hand Zhuang Zhuang over to Ah Cai and asked her to take Zhuang Zhuang out, and Zhuang Zhuang's eyes looked at me in horror.

"Mom...... Mom ......" he cried loudly, "I don't want to go out, I want Mom!" ”

His cry was heartbreaking, and I couldn't control myself, and I cried, "Ah......hhh

"My whole life! I have nothing left, I can't continue to study, I can't have dreams, I can't fulfill my ideals, I am spurned by everyone...... You...... You don't love me? ”

"You ruined everything for me, ruined my childhood, ruined my youth, ruined my future, in the end, you didn't love me, hahaha! ...... Hahaha! That's nice! Hahaha! ”

I laughed like I was laughing like I couldn't get sick anymore in this world, like I couldn't go back.

I shouted at Zhan Yunting, "Zhan Yunting, I'll ask you a question, if I really wasn't Cheng Keling, who accompanied you when you fled, do you dare to say that I will have five levels with you in my life?" What you owe me, can you pay it off in this life! ”

Zhan Yunting's pupils shrank fiercely, and even in the next second, he rushed at me desperately.

"Ling'er! ......" Zhan Yunting rushed to me in a panic and grabbed my hand.

I raised my hand and slapped him, and it fell heavily on his handsome face, "You ruined me, but you never took the living me to heart, you acted with me for a year, no wonder you took me into the Dragon Garden like that!" ”

He looked at me in a daze, and Cheng Siyuan hurriedly came over and hugged me.

I couldn't stop crying, I looked at Zhan Yunting with an eager face, he stood there and still stretched out his hand to me, "Yue, all this is a misunderstanding, we are getting out of the misunderstanding." Trust me, I love you ......"

"Hahaha! You love me? ...... Hahaha....... You lie, you love me? I cried and laughed, "Just the other day, when you got the news, your performance betrayed you, I don't rub sand in my eyes, you dare to say that you love me?" ”

The moment I watched him stunned, I was completely dead.

"Zhan Yunting, I hate you! You...... You...... You deceived me! "I can't breathe a sigh of relief.

My parents stared blankly at everything in front of them, and my mother cried and called out to me, "Ling'er, don't get excited...... Come to Mommy! ”

At this time, I was like crazy, I laughed and cried wildly, "My life...... Hahaha......"

Cheng Siyuan hugged me, I kept struggling, trying to break free, Cheng Siyuan hugged me, "Yue...... Brother is here, don't be angry...... Shrewd...... Obedient ......"

"Brother...... Hahaha...... That's good, how good...... I just learned today, I'm nothing, nothing, I'm nothing? I thought I was really lucky, but it turned out to be ....... Hahahaha...... It turned out that it was all my dream! "My tears are like a flood that drains the floodgates.

"Satsuki, will you listen to me?" Zhan Yunting looked at it and wanted to plead, "How happy I was when I knew that you were Ling'er, do you know?" ”

"yes, that's what you think of me? Are you really happy? What if not? You'll tie me up to you for the rest of your life, just because of my strong mother, right? ”

I laughed, trembling with laughter, laughing so hard that my voice was broken, "That's true...... Useless is deep love, disdain is lovesickness! You have profaned my love for you! And you're not! ”

"Zhan Yunting, just because my dedication to you is all a joke, if I do it all over again, I will definitely not choose to meet you! I won't have a baby for you! ”

"I regret it, I regret it so much. Zhan Yunting, I only hope that one day you will regret not being at the beginning! You are responsible for your unlove! ”

"Roll ......"

Before I finished shouting, there was darkness in front of me, and the whole person collapsed downward.

"Ling'er ......"

"Satsuki ......"

I didn't know anything, everything was still, I couldn't hear anything.

I saw me walking slowly in a sea of flowers alone, as far as the eye could see, I kept walking forward, I was so tired, and gradually there was fog all around.

"Brother, where are you?"

I couldn't see it, I couldn't shout it, and I didn't know I was there.

Boundless fear came at me, I felt so lonely, I didn't know where I was, no one came to find me, I ran out, but I couldn't get out of the fog......

I vaguely heard someone talking to me.

"Moon, wake up! I misunderstood me, Satsuki! I know that it is unfair for me not to marry you, but you are indeed my Ling'er, and even more so my little moon. ”

"Yue, wake up, let me tell you, I still have a lot of things to tell you, you will understand my heart, it's not that I don't love you!"

I felt a hand reaching out to me, taking my little hand, and walking out of the flower field, facing the sun.

The sun was so dazzling that I couldn't avoid it.

"Xiaoyue, when Zhuang Zhuang talked to us on the phone that day, I suddenly heard Aunt Zhu's voice, it was so familiar, I thought, my mother's voice is really gentle, I think when I was rescued when I fled, the voice of Aunt Zhu who held me and fed medicine, it seems, it's really too similar!"

"I'll let you talk to your mother more, I suddenly wondered, could it be your mother Aunt Zhu, I shocked myself, this idea is crazy. But I really want to be like this, then in other words, you are my soul! ”

"I immediately asked Xiao Zhen to check, re-check, start with SK, start with our parents, and finally make me happy that the information that came back is really Aunt Zhu, my mother is Aunt Zhu back then, her name is She Anhe, and Uncle Quan's real name is Cheng Minghao, that is, Cheng Siyuan's parents. And they also have a young daughter named Cheng Keling, whose whereabouts are unknown. ”

"Yue, you know how surprised I was at that time, I took Xiao Zhen to Southern Xinjiang overnight, and went to visit the place where you lived."

"In three days, I ran 3,000 kilometers non-stop, and then found the one who had saved the Cheng family and his wife as a soldier, and there were a total of five soldiers who saved people at that time, and three died, one went abroad, and one stayed in the mountains of southern Sichuan."

"I found him and confirmed that they had indeed rescued a couple of buses that had fallen off a cliff and sent the couple to the hospital in Rongcheng."

"Later, his comrades-in-arms died one after another, and one of them also went abroad, only he stayed in the mountains of southern Sichuan, started a family, and did not dare to go out of the mountains!"

"Yue, everything has been confirmed, you are my Ling'er, I didn't dare to face this news for a while, my Xiaoyue turned out to be my Ling'er! Innocent Kaig! ”

"Wake up! Let's start a new life, shall we? ”