Chapter 45: I'll cut open my heart to show you

In this autumn when the treetops are yellowish, I am completely alone.

My mother is no longer my mother, and Beicheng is no longer the same Beicheng.

Outside, the autumn wind was raging, and I walked down the street in a long dress, like a lonely wanderer.

Thinking back to the drama in the hotel half an hour ago, it was clear that he was cutting my flesh with a knife.

But I am to blame for all this, and all the consequences can only be borne by myself. After all, from birth to the present, I have only lived with stubbornness.

I forced Tang Jingwen to induce Xu Qing, but I ended up like this, and I took off the carrion in my heart with my own hands, and from then on, I had no mother.

The wind blew me a little headache, but I still walked forward desperately, as if I could get out of this predicament by walking in the night like this.

When I couldn't walk, I sat down on the side of the road.

I lowered my head and gently stroked my lower abdomen, it turned out that I once had a baby.

Half an hour ago, I asked her hysterically where my child was.

Xu Qing completely tore his face with me and said cruelly, "I don't know." ”

Oh, I don't know, what a simple answer. In my fragmented memory, it turns out that I also had a child. Is there still such a man who makes me willing to have a child for him?

And now where is he? I covered my face and felt that everything was a blank and futile struggle.

"Then why are you so good to Tang Jingwen" in the end, she asked her with red eyes.

Xu Qing's expression changed slightly, and he quickly replied to me, "I want to marry Tang Pingye and need her support." ”

More than 20 years ago, Xu Qing was deceived by Tang Pingye and became a third party scolded by everyone, and resolutely left after giving birth to me. More than 20 years later, she plans to marry Tang Pingye again.

And I, a person who is destined to be born with infamy, has become a joke

"Soft, mom is sorry for you, you are being scolded."

"It's okay, Mom, don't cry. There is nothing wrong with love, it's just time that is wrong. ”

I met the wrong person at the wrong time, and I willingly carry your past.

It used to be like this, and no one will have to say sorry anymore.

A shadow fell, and I looked up and saw Xiao Qingmo.

He draped his suit jacket over me, with mineral water and a band-aid in his hand.

Such a tall and tall man now feels like he is on one knee and is tending to my wounds.

The cool water brushed against my ankles, and he wiped the stains off them with a tissue and carefully pasted the wound for me.

"Xiao Qingmo, when you brought me back from Changzhou, tell me that I can start over." I raised my hand to his cheek and smiled a little coolly, "But no, you're a trap, who knew I would jump like that."

"Xu Qing's words, I can't believe it." He gently took my wrist and looked at me.

I nodded, "Okay, I don't believe him, you tell me, from beginning to end, pile by pile." ”

"I really need to cut open my heart to show you." Xiao Qingmo sighed, sat down beside me, and gently saw me in his arms, resisting the demonic wind raging at night in Beicheng.

On such a howling autumn night, we sat on the side of the road, and I listened to Xiao Qingmo tell me things I didn't know. His voice was cold and deep, and he spoke eloquently, like a movie frame after frame in front of me.

Time rewinds to more than a month ago, and it is still summer in Beicheng.

Xiao Qingmo stood by the window, thinking about the news.

"Sir, do you really want to do this" Liang Fei stood aside and asked with some concern.

If Li Zifei is really allowed to do that, Miss Su's life will not change dramatically

After a while, Xiao Qingmo said slowly: "Li Zifei naturally doesn't know about the old things more than 20 years ago. Tang Jingwen is different, through her mouth. Li Zifei used a few means, and Xu Qing's life in Changzhou would collapse. ”

Liang Fei's eyes showed a huge shock, "But sir, this will cause incalculable damage to Miss." ”

"It's better than continuing the hypocritical mother-daughter relationship with Xu Qing." Xiao Qingmo sneered, "Back then, Xu Qingyi wanted to marry Tang Pingye, and he didn't hesitate to bet on his children. In the end, he lost a mess, and in turn acted in a bitter love scene. ”

Liang Fei sighed, "It's a pity that Miss doesn't know about these past events and is still kept in the dark." Tang Pingye is actually a good father, he was liquidated by Xu, and he also paid Xu Qing a large amount of alimony, giving the young lady a rich place to live. ”

Xiao Qingmo snorted and looked far away, "It's just that no one expected that Shen Biqing, who was dignified and virtuous in front of people, actually had mental illness." ”

Tang Pingye was not at home all the year round, and Tang Li turned a blind eye again. Su Ruan, who lived in the Tang family, could only be abused by Shen Biqing, who was ill, Xu Qing knew this, but chose to leave Su Ruan in the Xu family for a large amount of alimony.

How can these truths be placed in front of Su Ruan, she has always thought that her father was a merciless liar, and her mother was an unfortunate deceiver, who loved Xu Qing wholeheartedly.

Xiao Qingmo's mind came to Su Ruan's bright face, the damp and gloomy life in her youth did not completely drag her into the rotten soil, she still smiled brightly, and still clenched her fists and lived her life.

He thought that he had never been a person of faith, but at this moment, he thanked God for making Su Soft become Su Soft.

Xiao Qingmo deliberately guided Li Zifei to send people to Changzhou to spread Xu Qing's past.

He pinched the time to arrive in Changzhou and found Su Ruan in front of Xu Qing's house.

Sitting on the side of the road, like an abandoned kitten. When he held her in his arms, his heart was full of softness and regret. Determined to bring her back to the North City and give her a new future.

"Su Ruan, I can make your world airtight, and I can also prevent those tragedies from appearing in front of you, but I don't." When Xiao Qingmo said this, he blamed himself a little, "I thought that Xu Qing's true face would be completely exposed, this bomb would be dug up from you, and your life would be stable from now on." ”

"But you didn't expect that she would return to Beicheng, and I would be engaged to Xiao Mingyuan."

I took his arm and stared at the lonely moon in the sky, "Yes, the tiger doesn't eat children, who would have thought she could do this to me"

Xiao Qingmo didn't speak anymore and hugged me gently.

I asked him, "What did you do to Xu Qing to make her say that you have bad intentions?"

It should be more than what he just said.

Xiao Qingmo was silent for a long time, "I met her. ”

I was a little surprised, and waited for him to finish.

Xiao Qingmo and Xu Qing's meeting was not long after Li Zifei's engagement banquet was messed up. Su Ruan met Xu Qing unexpectedly there, and bumped into him again, which made him completely angry.

The little girl he put at the tip of his heart shrank into a ball so helplessly and desperately. Crying and calling his name, she was obviously so likable, but she collapsed because of Xu Qing's denial.

On a cloudy afternoon, Xiao Qingmo invited people to a private club.

He arrived a little early, and when Xu Qing pushed the door in, he was a little hesitant when he saw him.

"Are you?" asked Xu Qing tentatively.

She has been away from Beicheng for many years, and Xiao Qingmo has left Beicheng when she is young and rarely comes back, so Xu Qing naturally doesn't know her.

Xiao Qingmo handed over a business card, and clearly saw a trace of shock in Xu Qing's eyes, "Mr. Xiao"

The third son of the Xiao family, he was famous back then.

Xu Qing quickly calmed down, "Did you meet me for the marriage contract with the Tang family?"

If she remembers correctly, the marriage contract only said that it was with the Xiao family's man, and Xiao Mingyuan was also applicable to Xiao Qingmo in front of her.

"It's for Su Soft." Xiao Qingmo's expression was cold, but the name that came out of his mouth was unprovokedly soft.

The surprise on Xu Qing's face couldn't be hidden, "You and Su Ruan"

Xiao Qingmo responded to her, but said, "Su Ruan seems to be cheerful, but his heart is actually lonely and indifferent. She trusts in you and listens only to your words. In order to reassure her to accept the world, I sent her into the mountains and rivers to make friends with the scenery. She smiled day after day, and slept peacefully at night without talking in her sleep. Everything is going well until you show up at Li Zifei's engagement party. ”

Xu Qing began to feel cramped and uneasy when she heard this, and if she were an ordinary person, she would have stood up and scolded a few words, what does it matter to me and my daughter. But she had heard some rumors about the third child of the Xiao family, so she knew that he never talked nonsense, and he must have a deep meaning after saying a lot of words at length.

She thought for a while, and asked with some fear, "My past was revealed, Zifei was notorious, and the Li family's economy was in trouble, could it be that you did it?"

When Xiao Qingmo heard him ask, he immediately smiled coldly, "You know what you do to Su Soft." As for Li Zifei, I don't care what she does with Xu Wenhui. But Su Ruan was almost insulted, and Li Zifei actually wanted to take the opportunity to expand that matter. If I find out later, how will Su Soft bear it in the future. ”

Su Ruan went on a blind date and was drugged, and Xiao Qingmo appeared in time to take him away.

But things are far more simple, Li Zifei dug up the girls who had suffered hotel attacks before, and posted their affairs on Weibo, which set off a hot search of "hotel attack incident" for a while.

She thought she was smart, thinking that she could use this to hit her competitors, and she could completely publicize the fact that Su Ruan was almost raped without a trace. After all, the speed of self-media is unimaginable, and she knows that the man has a quirk, which is to install a camera where he lives.

Li Zifei found the video screen where Su Soft was insulted, and everything was ready, so she had to upload it to Weibo.

But she missed a move, Xiao Qingmo's hands and eyes were all over the sky, and Su Ruan's part was detained.

The hotel industry in the North City has always been divided into several factions, and it has been peaceful for so many years. Li Zifei's active provocation naturally angered some people. Beating the water dogs is the kind of thing that businessmen do most easily.