Tan Yiyang finally moved, walked in front of me with steps, squatted down, and gently stroked my knee with his hand.

My tone was already angry, and he could still do such an intimate pose in front of me.

Does this man know the revenge of killing his mother, in the old saying that he is not sharing the sky, does he think that I can still put out the fire for the moth of love regardless of the past and the consequences?

No, everything with me and me came to an abrupt end just as he tried to get revenge on my mom.

But what is he doing now?

Just as I was about to take his hand away, he said to me in a very soft tone, "It's not me, I'll just repeat it." ”

Hearing his words, I wanted to cry.

I don't know why, and I don't know if this cry contains grievances or resentment, but in the end, I couldn't bear his words and cried out.

I tilted my head up, trying not to let the tears fall.

"I admit that I just hated your mother at the beginning, and I really wanted to take revenge on you when I found you, thinking that as long as I trapped you by my side and held you in my applause, I would have the pleasure of revenge, because it was your mother's elopement with my father that broke up the family that seemed to be happy in an instant, but as time went by, I found that their relationship was very complicated, and it was not as simple as abandoning the two families and eloping as I imagined at the beginning, so there was no revenge at all later, understand?"

Although this man's tone of voice was soft, even if my mother didn't do it, he felt hurt a lot in every word.

I looked at him with a smile, and I felt that I was now in a big dream with him, and now I woke up.

All his tenderness and commitment to me was shattered at once.

The one who sucked me when I said I was leaving, the one who gave me a ring on my birthday and promised me to be Mrs. Tan, the one who helped me generously every time I was cornered, and even spent 50 million to save my father, are all hypocritical characters that this man in front of me tried his best to play in front of me.

Thinking of these tears, I couldn't help but fall big and big, and I couldn't stop it at all.

I have thought about many reasons why he is reluctant to marry me, and now he finally unravels this big stone that is pressing on the bottom of his heart, which is simply absurd and terrifying.

Now that I know that hatred is indelible, and since I know that I want to leave him completely, but in the face of another problem, I can't let go.

I clutched the hem of my dress tightly, looked at the extremely strange man in front of me, and asked the last question of the day: "Tan Yiyang, in addition to the purpose of you finding me, have you ever had any true feelings for me over the years?" ”

To be honest, this sentence has been on my lips for a long time, and I have always wanted to ask, but I didn't have the courage.

I'm always afraid of hearing a negative answer, and I don't have the courage to leave, but now I have to ask.

My tears may have been too strong and fell directly on the back of his hand, and he didn't wipe them away, but instead touched my cheek with his big palm.

Finally his Adam's apple moved and he opened his mouth.

"Does it still make sense to ask these questions now?"

"In your eyes, the relationship with me doesn't mean anything at all, does it? Except that I am a tool for your revenge, there is not a single trace of love in your heart, does it? ”

I pushed him away angrily, wiped my tears indiscriminately, took out the bank card and the mocking ring that Xu Cheng handed me on my birthday day from my bag, and threw it on him with a snap.

Crying and shouting, "What does this mean? Did you expect that I would know about this and give me compensation? Do you think money and rings can pay it back and make up for everything? Put away your savior's heart, I have not touched a penny of the money except for the henchmen you arranged next to me, from now on you go your way, I live my life. ”

I just wanted to turn around and walk away, but I only raised my foot, then turned to look at him, and laughed at him coldly: "Tan Yiyang, I always thought you were the kind of neat and crisp person, but from this incident, I found out that you are not simple at all, procrastination until now, if I don't come to ask you, you won't even break up with me, if I hadn't watched the news, probably I would have been stupidly waiting in the apartment you used to trap me." ”

As I spoke, I stepped back, and only a few steps back was grabbed by the arm of the man in front of me, and although my face was gloomy, I would never be afraid of him again.

took advantage of my feelings, and now I want to marry another woman, I should be the one who should be angry, why does he have such an expression?

"Haven't you always been reluctant to leave? Can you not leave and wait for me for a while? ”

I shook my head, maybe I would have stayed before, but now there is no need for that.

I used all my strength to break my arm out of his hand, and finally sighed: "In the past, I was very willing to pester you because I was moved by true feelings for you. But when all the true feelings blindly give and can't get the same response, I would rather completely tear this piece of true feelings apart. People will always waste the best things later, and only then begin to feel that if life is only as it first sees, I hope you can also understand that it is difficult to recover. ”

When it came to excitement, I patted my heart and told him calmly: "Here, it has been completely broken and cold, even if you stay by your side, you can no longer feel how hot my heart that once loved you is." ”

After saying this, I suddenly felt a little sad, but it seemed like a relief.

I looked at my watch, it was already twelve o'clock in the morning, time was really slow, these few hours felt like a long century, it was hard to imagine how I survived.

I didn't look at his expression anymore, and when I walked out of the room, I was completely depressed, and my headache was like it was about to explode in an instant, and it was uncontrollable and uncomfortable.

When I walked out of the hotel gate, it was already pouring rain outside, and it looked really appropriate.

I don't care about these things, and I walk alone in the rain,

In this way, no one can see my tears, and I can cry unscrupulously when mixed with the heavy rain.

Does a woman wandering in the midnight rain look like a lonely ghost?

Hehe, what can you do if you are embarrassed, can you be more embarrassed than being used by the person you love the most?

What else do you say to tell me to wait for him, even if I am cheap, don't stay by his side for one more minute.

From now on, I won't love him anymore, and I won't let myself be hurt all over my body for a man who doesn't love me.

From this moment on, I am completely ready to end this heartbreaking love, even if the ending looks bleak, at least stop the loss in time, it is better than being devoured by him without a single bone left.

Sometimes I wonder if I hadn't fallen in love with him at the beginning, even if he wanted revenge, wouldn't I be so miserable now?

Just because I fell in love with him, I was destined to have all his joys and angers touch my heart.

I don't want this anymore, I really, never love him again.

From this moment on, at the age of 26, everything is going to start all over again.

At this moment, the mobile phone in my bag kept ringing, but I didn't have the heart to answer, no matter who it was, I just wanted to walk quietly in this rainy night by myself and make myself sober.

……

Back to the apartment that Tan Yiyang gave me, it was pitch black.

I used to be full of joy that this would be the place where he and I often dated, but in the end, I was the only one living alone in this big cold house.

Now I want to start all over again, and there is no need to live in this house if I get out of here anyway.

In fact, I didn't have much to do, so I found my suitcase and packed my luggage, so I went to the bathroom and took a hot shower, wanting to wash off the tide of my body, and even more so to wash away the marks that belonged to the past.

After doing this, I packed myself and threw myself on the bed, hugging myself in a ball, hugging deeply.

But after a long time, I couldn't sleep, and I watched the night outside gradually fade, replaced not by the morning sun, but by a gloomy day, and the rain that could not be stopped had been falling all night, just like my heart was dripping with blood, and I did not know when the deepest wound that had been cut would heal.

It took me a whole day to accept that I was leaving, and seeing that the rain outside did not stop, I had to take my luggage and walk down the autumn street with an umbrella.

It was only after walking far away that I turned to look at the familiar window.

sighed, yes, I left from here, which means that I have also completely left Tan Yiyang's life.

I kicked the stones on the side of the road as I walked, and I kept kicking the puddles next to me, and I still felt sad in my heart.

I walked a long, long way before I allowed myself to crouch on the side of the road and start crying, when a car suddenly drove behind me and came to a sharp stop beside me.

At this time, I didn't care who it was, until a warm palm stretched out from under my umbrella and pulled me up, and then I heard an anxious voice say, "Lane, come home with me." ”

When I heard Xu Zhizhou's voice, I couldn't hold back all of a sudden, like a child who had been abandoned for a long time and suddenly found the warmth of home, and threw himself into his arms and cried happily.

After crying enough, I asked in a low voice, "I don't have a home anymore, I have nothing, can I live in your house first?" ”

Xu Zhizhou suddenly smiled when he heard my words: "You can live as long as you want, that is my home and your home, I have no opinion when we live until we are old and the earth is barren, as long as you don't run away halfway, otherwise I will find the ends of the earth and have to find you back." ”

Xu Zhizhou's words always warm my heart, and they always make me laugh.

People often say that a good relationship can always make each other very comfortable, maybe it is Xu Zhizhou.

He didn't ask me any more questions or what had happened last night, he just took me by the hand and took me to the car.