Chapter 170: The Lost Time (1st Update)

Qiao's Mansion.

The surroundings of the huge villa are very quiet, with bright light shining from the large windows on the first floor, and Qiao Xiaoyan's room on the second floor has spacious floor-to-ceiling windows, and the light inside can be seen spilling out through the pale yellow curtains. Hua Yan stood on the lawn downstairs, holding her mobile phone in her hand.

"Xiao Yan, it's me, I'm downstairs at your house."

As soon as she finished speaking, Hua Yan saw the curtains on the second floor open, and then Qiao Xiaoyan's face was revealed, she beckoned and smiled happily: "Hua Yan? How did you get here? Come on! No one in my house! ”

"You'd better come down and talk about it." Hua Yan's voice was very dull, Qiao Xiaoyan paused, and then said, "You wait for me to change my clothes." ”

"What's the matter, your face is so ugly." Qiao Xiaoyan walked out in a white loungewear, and her handsome short hair made her charming and cute.

If it was before, Hua Yan would definitely pinch her round face, and then make a half-meat and half-vegetarian joke with her. But today.

"Little Dream was called by you, isn't it?"

"What do you say? Little, little dream?! Qiao Xiaoyan's black eyes widened, and she covered her mouth with her hands in surprise: "Huayan, do you know what you're talking about?" ”

"Of course I do. Xiaomeng said that you called her back from Australia to prevent Chenxi and Su Xiaoran from getting married, right? ”

"You're crazy!" Qiao Xiaoyan shook his hand, bit his lip and looked at Hua Yan, step by step, his surprised expression was no less than seeing something particularly shocking.

"Do you know what you're talking about? How could she possibly come back? Isn't she already dead? Five years ago, we obviously attended her funeral, and at that time, you, Chenxi, and all of us cried very sadly, have you forgotten? Huayan, I don't care what stimulation you have, but please take back what you just said. ”

"Are you sure it's not you?" Hua Yan still refused to easily believe what Qiao Xiaoyan said. Qiao Xiaoyan smiled coldly, his eyes full of disappointment:

"Or else? Could it be that in your eyes, am I, Qiao Xiaoyan, really so unbearable? Yes, I like Chenxi, but what I like is no later than Xiaomeng, why can I pretend to be nothing when the two of them are together? Because I, Qiao Xiaoyan, is not as dirty as you think! ”

Qiao Xiaoyan's face turned red, and he looked really angry.

Hua Yan was stunned, and he suddenly thought, maybe this is just Xiaomeng's plan to divert the tiger from the mountain?

Oops, Xiaomeng must have gone to Chenxi!

Hua Yan turned around and was about to get into the car.

"Stop!"

Qiao Xiaoyan stepped forward, "Can you tell me, what happened?" ”

"Little dream of her...... Didn't die, she came back. ”

Hua Yan said, didn't care about explaining so much, and drove to Chenxi, Qiao Xiaoyan stood under the street lamp, the breeze blew, and her back looked so lonely and thin.

Hua Yan was still a step late, and when he came, Xiaomeng was already at Chenxi's house.

To be exact, it was Xiaomeng who opened the door for him, and Chenxi sat there blankly, holding a cigarette in his hand, but he didn't smoke it, letting the ashes burn.

"My brother is really racing against time." Xiaomeng said, his expression blank.

Hua Yan felt that the atmosphere was wrong, in fact, he had long expected Chenxi to have such a reaction, but now, when he really faced him, he retreated a little.

How to explain it?

It seems that such a thing is unacceptable to anyone, not to mention, Chenxi used to love Xiaomeng so much, and he believed in him as a friend.

"He refused to talk to me and didn't eat dinner." Xiaomeng continued.

"Why don't you go back first, and let me talk to him alone."

"I'm not at ease, I'm going to guard him here, and I'm not going anywhere." Xiaomeng was stubborn, and Hua Yan stopped angrily: "Listen to me, go home immediately!" ”

"I don't want it." Xiaomeng's stubbornness turned into grievances, and a pair of pitiful big eyes stared at Hua Yan, and she saw Hua Yan's heart melt.

"Obedient."

"Xiao Yan, let her stay, you all stay."

Chenxi on the side seemed to have just woken up from a dream, turned his head and looked at their brother and sister with indifferent eyes.

Hua Yan pursed her lips and walked over helplessly.

Xiaomeng took the initiative to sit beside Chenxi and said softly: "I know that you hate me now, even hate me, it doesn't matter, since I dare to come back, I dare to accept all your criticism." But Chenxi, I'm back, I'm really back. ”

Hua Yan noticed that Chenxi's hand on his knee trembled, he raised his head to meet Xiao Meng's blazing gaze, and the two of them suddenly looked at each other and stared at each other for a long time, as if they couldn't see everything around them.

Hua Yan coughed dryly and said to herself, "About that matter...... It's my fault, it's me who didn't tell you. ”

"In the past five years, how many times have you been drunk with me, Xiao Yan, for thousands of days and nights, you have not confessed to me. You told me that you want me to let go and forget, and I only found out today that I am like a play, a play that has been tested and tested by your family. ”

"It's not like this Chenxi, this has nothing to do with my brother at all, it's not like this." Xiaomeng shook Chenxi's arm, emotional.

"Let go of me."

"I won't let it go."

"I told you to let go!" Chenxi roared, and Xiaomeng was so frightened that he quickly let go, but his eyes were moist uncontrollably.

"Chenxi, you have something to rush at me, don't frighten Xiaomeng."

Hua Yan couldn't bear her sister being frightened, so she stood in front of her.

"Coming at you?" Chen Xi pursed his lips and looked disappointedly at the two people in front of him who were once the most important to him, his eyes were like water: "Why am I coming at you?" What do you think five years means for a person? Five years! It took me five years to try to erase a person from my memory, and I finally forgot, but now? What are you doing now? Or do you think this sudden appearance will surprise me, be a surprise? ”

Hua Yan had never seen Chenxi so angry, and neither did Xiaomeng. Now Chenxi is like a crazy lion, his eyes are red, and the muscles of his entire face are twitching.

"Xiaoxi, what are you doing, I didn't mean to, don't scare me......" Xiaomeng was already sobbing, and Chenxi was still indifferent. He suppressed it for a day and a night, and thought about it for a day and a night, but he still couldn't figure it out, he didn't know, how did the person who left come back, and he didn't know even more, could the heart that he decided to put away be accepted again?

"Chenxi, in the final analysis, it's my mother's fault, it was she who decided to ask Xiaomeng to leave, and I only found out about it later. I was hesitant to tell you about it, but I'm worried that you'll react too much, after all...... At that time you were just willing to come out of the dark days, and I don't know if it was good or bad for you to know the truth. ”

"You don't know? You're my best friend, and every day you see my darkest heart, and no one has ever seen my torment except you, but what about you? On the surface, he accompanied me to count the sorrows, but in his heart he laughed at me for being a fool! ”

"Xiaoxi, don't say that about my brother, he's right, it's not his fault."

"And you!" Chenxi turned to look at Xiaomeng, and the sadness in his eyes was about to overwhelm her.

"How can you bear not to give me the slightest message for five years, even if it is just a sentence, even if you know that you are okay and you are still in this world, at least then I can blame myself a little less. Is it hard for you to do that? Do you know how I've been here for the past five years? ”

"I ...... I'm sorry. ”

Xiaomeng turned his face, in fact, he didn't want Chenxi to see himself so embarrassed.

"Go back." Chenxi raised his face, and then stood up before Xiaomeng could catch him, walked into the room, closed the door, and locked it.

Douda's tears fell on the cold floor, Xiaomeng's thin body was trembling, and Hua Yan couldn't bear it and hugged her.

"Why...... Brother, why doesn't he just refuse to forgive me? I can come back for him and give up everything for him...... Why just won't he listen to me? ”

"He needs time, you have to understand him. How sad he is means how much he cares about you. Don't cry, you're not well, good. ”

Hua Yan held up Xiaomeng's face, picked up a tissue and gently wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes, her heart was as cold as being immersed in the lake.

This was the first and only time he had an awkward quarrel with Chenxi, a few months ago, for Su Xiaoran, the two brothers almost fought, but he knew that it was actually just a test of the two of them to see each other's weight in each other's minds.

He knew that the person Su Xiaoran liked was Chenxi, so he was willing to quit.

But now...... For the sake of Xiaomeng, he is afraid that Chenxi will never forgive himself in his life, right?

The silence in the room was terrible, Chen Xi rarely locked himself in the room alone, he didn't turn on the light, and let the darkness swallow him.

Outside the door is the person he has been thinking about in the past five years, and he has missed everyone who has lost all his thoughts. He once rubbed her into his heart and let her be willful in his own world. He loved her joy and purity, loved all that she had.

Even in the end, even if all she left him was grief, he took it all.

He was seriously in love, so during those five years, he did not allow anyone to enter his world, and he did not allow anyone to occupy her place.

He trusted her and loved her so much, but she chose to leave quietly and start her new life in a corner of the earth that deviated from him.

He hated her departure and return, which made him terrified, and he confessed that the fear he had hidden in his heart had returned.

If you haven't loved it, maybe it won't hurt so much, right?

"Creek, I'm gone, I'll wait for you, forever."

Outside the door, Xiaomeng's gentle voice came, and then, the sound of the door closing. He knew that she had gone home, and she was finally gone. Tonight, when he saw her on his doorstep again, all he had was surprise and fear, instinctively, he wanted to run away from it all.