Chapter 169: I Don't Care (2nd Update)
"It's too noisy here, can you change places?" Su Xiaoran didn't plan to sit down, now her mind was constantly buzzing, and her eyes were clouded by the light shining overhead.
Hua Yan hesitated, then smiled bitterly: "This is the only place I can find where I can talk quietly." ”
"You seem to be avoiding your sister." Su Xiaoran sat down.
"Don't talk about hiding, Qiqi said that you have something to do with me." Hua Yan's expression was very unnatural.
"Huayan, why did you lie before, you knew that Xiaomeng was still there, why did you tell Chenxi that she had left? You know, this matter is not fair to Chenxi or to me. ”
Su Xiaoran looked at Hua Yan quietly, his dodge and hesitation puzzled her, and she didn't understand even more why the bright boy had gone at the beginning, and why the person in front of her was so strange now.
"Xiao Ran."
Hua Yan smiled very far-fetched, "Some things, not just ask why will have a result." The thing about Xiaomeng is that I'm sorry for you guys, but I really didn't know she would come back, I"
"You didn't know she was coming back?" Su Xiaoran was incredible. "The question now is not whether you know if Xiaomeng will come back or not, but why you, your whole family, have been hiding from Chenxi. Do you know how long it takes a person to get out of the sadness of life and death? Could it be that after so many years, you won't feel guilty when you look at Chenxi so painful? ”
"I'm sorry, but I have my own struggles."
Hua Yan buried her head deeply, her expression sad. Su Xiaoran pursed her lips, "Chenxi doesn't want to see me now." ”
"I'll explain it to him."
"How do you explain that? Do you say that you had to lie to him and make him sad for a few years? ”
"Xiao Ran, why don't you want to believe me? You and Chenxi are my cherished friends, you are sad, I will only be more sad than you......"
Friend.
Su Xiaoran was inexplicably sarcastic when she heard this word, did Hua Yan really regard herself as a friend? He can choose to be cold to himself for no apparent reason, or he can talk about everything he has in front of her 'dead' sister.
She didn't see the most basic sincerity between friends.
"It's ironic to say that after so long, you're finally willing to meet me, and I thought I'd never have the chance to be friends with you again."
Xiaoran...... Are you blaming me? Hua Yan's eyes were sad. Su Xiaoran shook her head, "It's not to blame, I know your mother doesn't like me, I didn't understand the reason before, but now I understand." Well, it seems that we can't talk about anything today, so let's go back. ”
Su Xiaoran stood up, she was tired of the noisy sounds around her. Hua Yan hurriedly stood up: "Where are you going?" ”
"Go home, where else can you go?"
Xiaoran...... Between us...... Is there really no way to go back to the past? ”
"Go back, how do you go back?"
Su Xiaoran smiled helplessly, the more now, the more she understood the pale and powerless smile of a person when he was helpless, as if nothing else could be done except for a smile.
Walking out of the bar, the mood did not become a little lighter because of this, Qiqi did not sit in the car, but stood against the front of the car, as soon as he saw Su Xiaoran come out, he quickly stepped on the cigarette in his hand, and asked anxiously: "How is it?" ”
"It's okay, Qiqi, I don't want to ask the reason anymore, I'm tired, and I don't have an answer."
Su Xiaoran went straight to the car, Qiqi was stunned, and a few seconds later she saw Hua Yan also walking out of the bar, so she hurriedly caught up with him and stopped him: "Do you still have a conscience?" You called Xiaomeng back, right? You know that Chenxi is going to propose to Su Xiaoran, aren't you happy? ”
"Seventy-seven...... I don't have the time or energy to quarrel with you right now. ”
"You didn't? yes, I forgot that you're busy right now, and you need to keep cheating on Chenxi and help your sister get back to him, right? ”
Hua Yan sighed, Qiqi would show extremely strong attack power whenever Su Xiaoran was wronged. Looking at Qiqi's appearance of teeth and claws, Hua Yan endured her anger, and at the same time hid the sadness just now.
He looked at the car behind him, Su Xiaoran was sitting in the car blankly, not looking at them, but he guessed that her mood must be complicated.
In the end, it was still a mistake made back then......
"I'll go to Chenxi's house now and explain it to him, okay?" Hua Yan raised the phone in his hand, Qi Qiyi saw that it was a call record, and he had just spoken to Chenxi on the phone.
"Bring Su Xiaoran with you."
"Nope."
"Why?"
"I know you're in a hurry, but there is something I have to say, the person Chenxi is most afraid of seeing now is Su Xiaoran. He didn't even calm down his mood, how could he comfort her? ”
"Huayan, don't forget, Su Xiaoran is carrying Chenxi's child in her belly, you'd better let your sister know this." Seventy-seven warning, very serious.
"Qiqi, are you leaving?" Su Xiaoran rolled down the window and asked.
Qiqi raised her middle finger, she learned this action when she was drinking with Hua Yan, but now, she was going to warn him in her most extreme way: With her, no one wants to hurt Su Xiaoran.
Hua Yan left with an endless sigh, he knew that no one would believe it when he said it, at the beginning, he really thought that Xiaomeng had really left the world.
My mind was pulled back to the night five years ago, when that little dream was rescued in the operating room. The family of three anxiously prayed at the door, waiting tormentedly, and finally, the doctor came out and said a few words to the flower mother's ear, and then, it was the thunderbolt that Hua Yan heard.
And at that time, Chenxi was still on the way here, because of a car accident, he couldn't see Xiaomeng for the last time, which became an eternal pain in his heart.
In the gloomy days of a few months, Hua Yan was as depressed as Chenxi, until one day, his mother pulled him into the room and told the secret, at that moment, he almost thought that the whole world was lying, how could a person who was already destined to be missed still live in this world?
The mother did not explain the reason for this, but made a request, this secret was a secret between mother and son, and no one could tell anything else.
He also fought for Chenxi, and in those dark years when he saw Chenxi relying on drunkenness. But every time he wanted to speak, his mother's warning would appear in front of his eyes.
If you say that, it will only do your sister more harm than good.
This is his mother's original words, although he doesn't know what harm is, but because he has lost, he is more and more cautious, afraid of losing again, afraid that the fake loss will become a real loss.
In his thoughts, Hua Yan drove the car downstairs to Chenxi's house, and just as he was about to stop, a black convertible suddenly appeared and crossed in front of him, but fortunately, the brakes were in time, and the two cars collided with it just a little bit.
Hua Yan got out of the car, and the anger in his heart was nowhere to vent, but as soon as he approached, under the illumination of the light, he saw that it was his sister Xiaomeng who was blocking his way.
Xiao Meng was dressed in a black leather suit, and her long hair was tied up in a high ponytail, if she hadn't seen it with her own eyes, it would be difficult for Hua Yan to compare the cold and handsome woman in front of her with her impression of her quiet and introverted sister in Chinese.
"Little dream, what are you doing? Don't you know it's dangerous just like that?! ”
"Brother, where are you going?" Xiaomeng didn't get out of the car, but put a hand on the car and smiled very purely.
The big black eyes sparkled in the night, and Hua Yan directly ignored the beautiful big eyes, but insisted on opening the car door: "You come down for me!" ”
"I don't, it hurts!" Xiaomeng shouted, so frightened that Hua Yan quickly let go of his hand.
"I'm sorry." Hua Yan's voice was very low, and Xiao Meng was still a fragile porcelain doll in his eyes, as if it would be broken if he was not careful.
Xiaomeng rubbed his reddened hands, very aggrieved: "I've been looking for you all day, you don't answer the phone, forget it, now you're still so fierce to others, you are still my own brother!" ”
"It's me who is bad, but can you stop driving like that in the future? Did you know that this is dangerous? ”
"I know! Just mind me, what about you? Asked where you are going, why don't you agree? ”
"I ...... I'm going to find Chenxi. ”
"Well, I'm about to go over too."
"Little Dream...... You...... Why did you suddenly decide to come back? Didn't you say you'd never come back? Hua Yan looked at the sister in front of her, who was diametrically opposed to five years ago, with unfamiliar eyes, and there were speculations and fears in her heart.
"Don't you know why I came back? If I don't come back, I'm afraid Chenxi will be someone else's, right? ”
"But you decided to leave him in the first place."
"Shut up! I didn't! Xiaomeng's sudden hoarseness made Hua Yan break off the idea of going on. She choked back her tears, trembled her shoulders and said, "Brother, don't you even understand me?" In the past five years, I have not had a harder life than Chenxi. I was alone in that cold and strange place, and I learned to grow up alone and forget alone. Yes, I thought I could forget about him, but after trying, I couldn't. Brother, I love Chenxi, more than any of you, so I can't fall in love with someone else again. I figured it out, I have to come back, and before he has completely forgotten me, I have to get back the beauty that once belonged to us, and no one can stop me. ”
Xiaomeng got into the car and closed the door hard, Hua Yan endured it, but decided to tell the truth:
"But Xiaoran is already pregnant with Chenxi's child, and ...... Chenxi is also going to propose to her. ”
"I don't care, no matter what he's done in the past few years, what kind of person he's with, I don't care. Brother, no one can take my place in Chenxi's mind, and neither can Su Xiaoran, otherwise, why didn't he dare to admit that Su Xiaoran was his girlfriend in front of me yesterday? Why would he rather watch Su Xiaoran run away alone than catch up? If you still have questions, I can also tell you that the person who came back to me was Qiao Xiaoyan, you definitely didn't expect it, right? ”
After Xiaomeng finished speaking, he stepped on the brakes and walked away, leaving Huayan alone in the open space for a long time and couldn't relax.
Qiao Xiaoyan ...... How could she?