When I walked out of the hospital, it was already early in the morning. Chenxi stood at the crossroads, wandering in which direction to go.

Go to the left and go for a drink.

This thought suddenly popped up in his heart, and Chen Xi walked along the street and walked to the door of a small shop. The proprietor, who was greeting the guests, looked him up and down: at first glance he was not an ordinary host, so he warmly beckoned him to sit in the best seat, and enthusiastically recommended him the best dishes in the store, and of course, wine.

It was the first time for Chenxi to accept the things recommended by others so calmly, he felt ridiculous, since he was a child, everyone felt that he should have the best things.

When he was young, his parents sent him to the best schools and gave him the best education; Later, even though they were gone, he still had the best thing they had left.

It seems that in his life, except for the slightest trace of emotional warmth, he has never lacked anything else.

Why does it feel a little cold?

Chenxi rubbed his palms to keep warm, and when he looked out the window, there was no wind and grass, although it was late autumn, but there was no autumn wind, where did the coolness come from?

In ancient times, Du Kang could relieve his worries, and today, can he use this bottle of liquor to completely let go of the past?

A glass of white wine spread in his stomach, and the heat spread wantonly in his stomach, and he rarely drank it alone late at night, except the night when Xiaomeng 'died'.

He still vaguely remembers that all the episodes are the same as in the movie, in the middle of the night, thunderstorms, the whole world seems to be plunged into fear and sadness, and he is alone, holding a bottle of wine, thinking about the person he will never see again, tears streaming down his face.

Five years in a flash.

Time is the cruelest thing, and it sometimes plays a joke on you, making you feel that unbearable pain one more time when your wound is about to heal.

While thinking about the past, Chen Xi was gone, and in a blink of an eye, most of the bottles of liquor were gone. The boss had sharp eyes, quietly added another bottle of the most expensive wine to him, and left with a smile.

The world is full of madmen.

Listening to the noisy noise around him, Chen Xi was disdainful and disgusted from the bottom of his heart. He has always rejected the excitement, but now, he has to find a trace of popularity in the excitement of the crowd.

The second bottle of wine was opened, and Chen Xi's face was already red at this time, and his consciousness was a little trance, but his memory was still replayed in his mind clearly.

From Xiaomeng, to Su Xiaoran, and then to this mess later. He made a mess of his life, but there was nothing he could do.

It was at this moment that I remembered Hua Yan, the good buddy who had been with him all the time.

Chenxi took out his mobile phone, but found that his mobile phone was turned off at some point. There should be no power, Chenxi thought, discouraged and put the phone back in his pocket, and then bought drunk.

When I got home, it was almost dawn, and Chenxi was lying in the living room, not wanting to sleep, and couldn't sleep.

He planned to go to Su Xiaoran as soon as it was dawn, and he didn't want anything, just leave with her and leave as soon as possible.

Even though I took a shower, I still couldn't hide the smell of alcohol. He didn't intend to hide it from her, he believed that she would understand him, and going to visit Xiaomeng in the hospital was the last thing he could do for his past.

Chenxi came to the downstairs of Su Xiaoran's community, and before he walked a few steps, he saw Su's mother hurrying out with a bunch of things in her arms, looking panicked.

"Auntie."

Chenxi stood still and shouted.

Mother Su was stunned, probably because of her bad eyes, she was stunned and approached before she could see that the person standing in front of her was Chenxi. It doesn't matter if you don't look at it, after confirming that the person who came is Chenxi, the old man suddenly collapsed, slammed the things in his hands on the ground, clenched his fists and beat Chenxi, angry and anxious.

"You still know to come back? Where have you been? The world is looking for you and you can't find a figure, do you say you're embarrassed to come back! ”

Chen Xi didn't understand what was going on, so he could only try to calm the other party, he grabbed Su's mother's hand and asked, "Auntie, what happened?" ”

"What happened? Don't you know? Su's mother hid her face and cried, Chenxi's heart suddenly had an ominous premonition, he wanted to rush upstairs, but was stopped by Su's mother:

"Xiaoran is in the hospital."

……

Su Xiaoran lay on the bed, staring at the white ceiling with empty eyes.

After Qiqi went out and never came back, she understood everything.

When Qiqi left, she said that she was going to pick up Chenxi. Now, Qiqi has not come back, which means that even Qiqi can't find Chenxi.

After opening her eyes all night, she suddenly felt a little sour, Su Xiaoran tried to close her eyes, but two tears fell down the corners of her eyes.

He finally went back to her.

In this world, if there is anything else that makes Chenxi mess up his mind, it is Xiaomeng.

She had already guessed such a result, but what she couldn't accept was why it was such a desperate night, why tonight?

Why her?

Su Xiaoran remembered those yellowed pieces of paper that could barely prove his origin, and felt ironic and ridiculous.

She didn't dare to cry, so she had to bite the corner of the quilt, but her body kept shaking, and the hot tears were probably the warmest thing in her body now, why did it become like this? Why is she so close to happiness, but she still can't grasp it?

"Xiaoran?"

The door suddenly opened, it was her mother's voice, Su Xiaoran was facing away from the door, so she quickly wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes with her hand, but she still looked so embarrassed.

Su's mother understood her daughter, so she didn't say anything, but walked to her side softly and put the food on the bedside, "Get up and eat something, your father is still at home, I'll go back first, and I'll come back in the afternoon." ”

After speaking, he looked at Chenxi, who was still standing at the door, and left with a sigh.

Su Xiaoran didn't know that Chenxi was standing behind her, so when she heard the sound of the door closing, uncontrollable tears fell again.

She thanked her mother for not paying attention, and at this time, ignoring it was the greatest kindness for her.

A few minutes later, when her body trembled uncontrollably, she suddenly felt a warm body approaching her behind her, and he lay quietly behind her, hugging her tightly.

Su Xiaoran wanted to turn back, but she quickly broke off such thoughts.

Because, she smelled the familiar smell of osmanthus flowers.

It's him.

At this moment, tears poured down like a burst of the embankment.

And the person behind him, he didn't start to speak, but hugged himself with more force, stretched out his thick hand to grasp her cold palm.

It would be nice if we could keep it that way.

This was the only time Su Xiaoran leaned against Chenxi and dried her tears. Several times, in order to prevent herself from making a sound, she bit her palm stubbornly, and he found it, so the palm was dragged down and replaced with his thick palm. She hesitated, but it was just a momentary thought, she was sad, she was really sad, so she bit his palm intuitively, and all the hatred, unhappiness, and suppressed emotions all exploded at that moment.

……

"The food is cold, I'll go buy a new one."

Su Xiaoran's emotions finally calmed down a lot, and Chen Xi wiped her face with a tissue and said.

Su Xiaoran was still reluctant to speak, Chen Xi hesitated, but still got up and pulled the quilt up. He took the water cup outside and took the hot water and came in and helped her up.

"Drink some water."

Su Xiaoran still didn't move, Chen Xi couldn't help it, poured boiling water into a small bowl on the side, and took a spoon to her mouth: "You can hate me, but you can't get along with yourself." ”

"You go, I'll eat the food myself." Su Xiaoran was finally willing to speak, but she lay down again and covered her face with the quilt.

Chenxi knew that she didn't want to talk at the moment, so she put down the bowl and walked to the door.

"It's me, Chenxi."

He finally called Qiqi back, and as expected, Qiqiyi came up and scolded him, but Chenxi didn't speak, and let Qiqi vent.

Probably tired of scolding, Qiqi paused. "Are you still in the hospital? You wait for me, I'll go over to you right away, there's something. ”

Chen Xi didn't know what Qiqi was talking about, but he heard the solemnity in Qiqi's tone.

He had been sitting on the bench at the door waiting for Qiqi, during which he had come into the room to see Su Xiaoran, but she still didn't want to speak, and she didn't eat.

Qiqi looked anxious when she came, she first entered the room, seemed to say something to Su Xiaoran, and then came out again, glaring at Chenxi: "Men are all the same, eating in the bowl and looking at the pot." You went to look for Xiaomeng last night, right? ”

"Seventy-seven, me"

"You don't have to explain, if you go, you go. Chenxi, you can, do you know how much pain Su Xiaoran experienced alone last night? And you're still in the mood to see your old flame? ”

Chen Xi lowered his head, he also felt that Qiqi's sentences were reasonable, and he also felt that he was a bastard.

"I'll tell you something." Qiqi suddenly lowered his voice, then took out a few yellowed pieces of paper from his bag and handed them to Chenxi: "Su Xiaoran had an accident yesterday because of this, you say, what the hell is going on?" ”

Chen Xi only glanced at it, and then snatched all the information in shock: "Where did this come from?!" ”

"I don't know, when I arrived, Su Xiaoran fell to the ground alone, these papers were scattered aside, I was afraid that her parents would see it, so I secretly hid it."

Chenxi gasped, didn't the flower mother promise that it would be foolproof? Why did the information fall into Su Xiaoran's hands now?

The more Chen Xi thought about it, the more he felt that something was wrong, he felt that there must be something wrong in some link, who was so ulterior motives, and he had to find a way to let Su Xiaoran know about it?

"Qiqi, you stay here to take care of Su Xiaoran, I have something to go out for."

Chenxi said, took the information and ran away, Qiqi shouted behind him but couldn't stop him.